Damn it, I need to draw. Well not NEED, since it's not like I'm going to die if I don't. I read through the GNSI Northern California newsletter and it's stirring something inside of me. Feels like hunger in the sense that I feel like I need to do something (draw) to make the feeling go away, but if I don't do anything, I think the feeling will pass for the time being. Come to think of it, I've lost my appetite again... Hmm...also, I must not have paid my dues to GNSI (national) because I'm not getting any mail from them anymore. I need to take care of that. What was their website?
www.gnsi.org, I think...I'd better do that now. ...Okay, sent an email.

So when will I draw?? Lazy bum. The "Insects in the Garden" contest deadline has been extended 3 more months to Nov 1, 2001. Will that be a good incentive for me? Also, the next guild meeting is on July 14, 2001 at Lake Lagunitas in Marin County and attending it seems like a good idea... Need to get myself out of this rut!

I really don't like being hot. Really, I don't. I'm in the coolest room of the house and it's about 84 degrees F. My room upstairs is much hotter, unfortunately. Feel very tired and want to lay down... but where?