If life is so wise!
Why couldn't it teach yet
Or if being so dumb
It awaits for me since forever
To grow up more
Crests and troughs
Uncounted yet insurmountable
Still busy in learning this balancing act
Once a seeker
Is always seeker
Wandering if I could change its course
Yet quite comfortable
Being a wandering soul!!
Tag: Wandering
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Who is wise!!
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The wanderer
If i could find
A place to be called mine
If i could remind myself
A note for every time
If I could ascertain
A spot as my destination always
I would have never felt
Wandering
Just like a Wanderer
Who knows what he want
And then he doesn't,,,
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Wandering
In the quest of stability
I invited enough chaos
Towards every effort of peace
I ended up in turmoil
If its design of my life
Or my perspective
Still Its the way of my life
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Those unknown dimensions
In this intoxication of setting myself free
I am lost somehwere in an unknown domension
Being here
Its calm all around, everywhere
And it becomes chaotic
As i turn myself to investigate
Where i am!!!
What a state to be in!!!
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Reverting Back
In the search of right path
I stopped listening to my heart
And no wonder!
I felt falling into an endless tunnel
No light in sight
Only dark to fight
Loosing myself in this whirlwind
Frustrated with puzzling grind
Who am I?
Without my heart to comply
Everything drives me mad
What to do ,what not to do?
Neither any thought, nor any wisdom
Could satisfactorily reply.
To Turn down my heart's calling
For some high rated wisdom
And popular following
It's not my way
I tried and tested
Felt delusional and chaotic
So i reverted
To the old times i surrendered
Being myself
Is
Being in sync with my heart
The way it beats
To things it care
To whom it played always a host
And Ignoring every other noise
Has been proved wise
I think that's how I can find my way
Pleasant or painful,
Doesn't matter what it renders
To feel being with myself
The thing that matter the most
It must be For
or
From subject
To which my heart is home.
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Chaos deep inside
This war
Being Fought inside my walls
Tearing me apart
Dividing into different parts
Each part
Claiming being at right front
For the right cause
And amid all that chaos
Am holding on each one's wows
Every side is staking
To present there case being
The only waking
Its delusional
Its confusing
To decipher the right voice
What I am holding onto
What I am tempting on
From this hue
I wanna cry
I wanna be strong
I wanna clarity
I wanna peace
Yet I am stuck
In uncertainty and feeling being plucked
Where i have no control
How to react in such absolve
I am just letting it roll
Awaiting final call
Hope i won't stall
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1 more year added to the list
When I was in 20's
I felt it would be great in 30s
And now when I suddenly felt I am 37
I understood there is no heaven
It's all what we think
About whatever happens
And how much we are able to accept!!!
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Subjugated
A bird flying high
To sit at the top of the cloud
It has chosen from its nest
On a beautiful sunny day
With that one white patch in between,,
Engrossed in it's enthralling urge
Kept flying higher and higher
Till it's wing started giving up
To lift further
It's subjugated mass
While descending
It saw same cloud from above
Blocking it's sight to ground
But again
Couldn't find a spot to hold on,
Thinking for rest of it's journey
To same spot on ground
It's frustrated mind amazed with questions
When it crossed during ascent !!!
And why it couldn't fulfill its wish!!!
Now sitting on ground
With an Insightful mind
At peace
©Sanjay Ranout
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Knock
Gazing the sky
While pacing up the steps
Forgot the reality of
Having my feet still on ground
And got knocked down
By myself
Noone to make me stand up again
In this shallow
But my Shadow!
What lies beneath our thoughts! 