What lies beneath our thoughts!

In the search of right path
I stopped listening to my heart
And no wonder!
I felt falling into an endless tunnel
No light in sight
Only dark to fight 
Loosing myself in this whirlwind
Frustrated with puzzling grind
Who am I?
Without my heart to comply
Everything drives me mad
What to do ,what not to do?
Neither any thought, nor any wisdom 
Could satisfactorily reply.

To Turn down my heart's calling
For some high rated wisdom
And popular following 
It's not my way
I tried and tested
Felt delusional and chaotic
So i reverted 
To the old times i surrendered

Being myself 
Is
Being in sync with my heart
The way it beats
To things it care 
To whom it played always a  host
And Ignoring every other noise
Has been proved wise

I think that's how I can find my way
Pleasant or painful,
Doesn't matter what it renders
To feel being with myself 
The thing that matter the most
 It must be For 
or 
From subject
To which  my heart is home.