If life is so wise!
Why couldn't it teach yet
Or if being so dumb
It awaits for me since forever
To grow up more
Crests and troughs
Uncounted yet insurmountable
Still busy in learning this balancing act
Once a seeker
Is always seeker
Wandering if I could change its course
Yet quite comfortable
Being a wandering soul!!
Category: Heart Talks
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Who is wise!!
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In the Silence of Infinte Talks
A day without Sun
A night without Moon
Like my Life in your absence
A grey cover of the morning
A dark space in the evening
And then sight of an opening
Represent your presence
Amid all of these wanderings
As I acknowledged no separation
Why you counting the miles in between!
When distance is no more significant
Riding through rough roads
Life has been pushing me through
Its been quite a while now
Ragged, patched and survived
Never let my feelings get fagged
Burning and expanding
Under Burgeoning pressure and resistance
Your Desires and yearnings
Kept growing like nuclear fission
After passing tests of own conscious
And acknowledging our amalgamation
Its going to stand its ground
Through out its existence
No explanation no excuses
And no more proofs will be provided
Being strongest voice for itself
Its undeterred
Despite everyone's resistance
It has subsided
In the silence of infinite talks
My heart been talking and listening for years
It will keep on speaking for itself
It will keep on listening to itself
In the silence of infinite talks
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Reverting Back
In the search of right path
I stopped listening to my heart
And no wonder!
I felt falling into an endless tunnel
No light in sight
Only dark to fight
Loosing myself in this whirlwind
Frustrated with puzzling grind
Who am I?
Without my heart to comply
Everything drives me mad
What to do ,what not to do?
Neither any thought, nor any wisdom
Could satisfactorily reply.
To Turn down my heart's calling
For some high rated wisdom
And popular following
It's not my way
I tried and tested
Felt delusional and chaotic
So i reverted
To the old times i surrendered
Being myself
Is
Being in sync with my heart
The way it beats
To things it care
To whom it played always a host
And Ignoring every other noise
Has been proved wise
I think that's how I can find my way
Pleasant or painful,
Doesn't matter what it renders
To feel being with myself
The thing that matter the most
It must be For
or
From subject
To which my heart is home.
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Chaos deep inside
This war
Being Fought inside my walls
Tearing me apart
Dividing into different parts
Each part
Claiming being at right front
For the right cause
And amid all that chaos
Am holding on each one's wows
Every side is staking
To present there case being
The only waking
Its delusional
Its confusing
To decipher the right voice
What I am holding onto
What I am tempting on
From this hue
I wanna cry
I wanna be strong
I wanna clarity
I wanna peace
Yet I am stuck
In uncertainty and feeling being plucked
Where i have no control
How to react in such absolve
I am just letting it roll
Awaiting final call
Hope i won't stall
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1 more year added to the list
When I was in 20's
I felt it would be great in 30s
And now when I suddenly felt I am 37
I understood there is no heaven
It's all what we think
About whatever happens
And how much we are able to accept!!!
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Life : A vicious circle
When dark prevails our life,
Fears too setup in their disgusting style,
And then sudden rush of all insecure thoughts,
Blocks every passage for light,,
How will it pass!
How much will it last!
Will i survive this turmoil !
Or will it take away every reason for next ride!
What if it takes it too far,
How will be the life thereafter,,
Likewise we go on and on,
Distressed Thinking,
Imposing on us every negative thing,
Forgetting and forfeiting,
Torture of imagined predicament ,,
Yet life never forget it's pace,
Whether we halt or continue covering miles,
And that's ultimate truth,
We the passengers,
Striving to build homes that should last centuries,
Hunting for treasures
To stand taller on those dimes,
Crying and plying
For relationships built with so many conditions,
And in the end
We desparately try
To somehow prove
The worth for all the struggles we want through
Through things we collected
Which then no more feel worthy,,,Sanjay Ranout
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What is Paramount!
A question
Often tinkling in my thoughts
Whenever surrounded
Amid a strong discording onslaughts,,
What's paramount?
When there is no agreeable solution
And clashes find different ways of evolution
Then you just want somehow someway
Get rid of such provocating situation ,,
Let the rights and wrongs
Take their time to proclaim
Just hold your horses to prevent
Further muddle in your brain,,
Sit back and relax
Let peace of mind
To immediately fills in every crack
Dust will settle
And things will get better,,
Yet it won't cease permanently thereafter
As such events continue repeating it's cycle
Thus Make every attempt
In any of such discording event
To have your peace of mind
Being your primary concern,,,
©Sanjay Ranout
ranout786@gmail.com
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Smile Anyways😊
In the aftermath of snow fall
When traffic freezes for a while
Person on driving seat
With saddened state of mind
Wondering how will he get to his home
To someone at home, it's amusing
And for someone out somewhere it's so annoying
Some one is smiling
And some one is crying
In search of happiness
One has found it so confusing
Ultimately It all depends on
Which side of Nile, are you standing,
If it's desert enjoy the beachy shores
And if it's greener side
Enjoy the plush fields
Life follows different course for everyone
If you have stormy journey
Inspite of crying
Just evolve stronger
If you have to smile
Just smile anyways,,
©Sanjay Ranout
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Usual Chain Reaction,,
In the aftermath of implosion of thoughts inside the grey matter spheroid sitting at top,
Insomnia follows, embarking a series of explosions seeking a vent,,,
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Another Emotionless day!
Behind thick fog
Blurred vision
Here comes a rider
With scratched visor
Pacing up slowly
His noisy bike
Going on and on
In an emotionless state
Everyone wonders about his destination
But he is not bothered
As long as he continues riding,,
©Sanjay Ranout
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