In the quest of stability
I invited enough chaos
Towards every effort of peace
I ended up in turmoil
If its design of my life
Or my perspective
Still Its the way of my life
Tag: Random thoughts
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Wandering
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Emptying
Roaming around to get somewhere
While the destination is still unaware
For now halted the search to Unknown
Ceasing the trials
In a bid to influence the affirmations
Emptying the mind from everything known
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Submergence
Playing trickster
Up and down
Clouds above
Drenched pavements
Yet ready for another down burst
Sitting alone
With Plugged in buds
A black coffee mug
Still simmering
Evaporating its musk
All of this
With some old time tunes
Amid Floating attention
From Highlights
To forecasts
And momentary stay
In present overcast
Yet kind of Submergence
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Craving high or low
In those craving moments
Overtly, yet invisible mind stalking
Imagination become so fluent and appealing
Overwhelms every prick of conscious dealings
And then as we touch the zenith of aspirations
With it's fulfillment in extravagant imagination
Sudden onset of a phase of free fall begins
And imagination starts dimming
With yearnings too fading
Instill a temporary relief from such cravings
Till next time
When It will again take over
Attention of every neuron
Of desirous wandering brain,,,,
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Haze of life
Through all broken pieces
All I can see
A face in many segments
Getting much closer to the bits and pieces
Lying everywhere
I can see same face in every segment
Through all these segments and faces
Which face is mine
Which surely can be called
Insignia of my life
With time passing
Fading vision through mirrors
It's getting hazy and lazy
With Mind getting dizzy
Thinking more seems so buzzing
Maybe It will even stop trying
And end up all the striving
And settle to remain in hiding
©Sanjay Ranout
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Excitement: should it be wanted? or let it happen whenever!
Diving from the edge of a cliff
Suddenly whole adrenaline lost
My muscles got stiff
Inspired to scale the zenith of aspirations
Filled with zeal and motivation
Awaiting to feel that euraka moment
It just happened and it's over
The very next moment
Seems pretty slower
Now to make that adrenaline
Rush through me Again
Do i need to repeat it again and again
Is it linear or cyclic chain
Where every end has to been started again
Or I am just addicted
For that exciting frame
Where I loose myself
In this adrenaline rain
©Sanjay Ranout
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Random thoughts
A heart
Longing for freedom
To follow it's intuition
When got free
A sudden realisation
To wake him from hallucination
It wasn't ever caged
In the hue of controlling thoughts
Clarity was turned into haze,,
Somewhat lousy
A little douzy
Seems ignoring
A lot
What was held for long,,,
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Being Human stands a chance
In the dawn of promising Sun
Every drop evaporated till dusk
Dry skin, parched lips
And the thirst
Which never get quenched
With these invisible UV rays
Confusing the brain in multiple ways
Awaiting some relief
From the nature
But It's this dark side
Every being has to encounter
Daunting enduring for every creature
We as human
Still Best equipped and protected
To handle such extremes of nature
©Sanjay Kumar
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When it matters, it happens
When it matters
It happens,,
Still frustration soars high
When I think it matters
And its not happening!!
What lies beneath our thoughts! 