In the search of right path
I stopped listening to my heart
And no wonder!
I felt falling into an endless tunnel
No light in sight
Only dark to fight
Loosing myself in this whirlwind
Frustrated with puzzling grind
Who am I?
Without my heart to comply
Everything drives me mad
What to do ,what not to do?
Neither any thought, nor any wisdom
Could satisfactorily reply.
To Turn down my heart's calling
For some high rated wisdom
And popular following
It's not my way
I tried and tested
Felt delusional and chaotic
So i reverted
To the old times i surrendered
Being myself
Is
Being in sync with my heart
The way it beats
To things it care
To whom it played always a host
And Ignoring every other noise
Has been proved wise
I think that's how I can find my way
Pleasant or painful,
Doesn't matter what it renders
To feel being with myself
The thing that matter the most
It must be For
or
From subject
To which my heart is home.
Tag: Resonance
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Reverting Back
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Would I stand?
Like a fallen leaf
Unmindfuly
I floated with wind
Wherever it heads & swung
Yet! ironically I wasn’t among the fallen ones
Filled with undeterred strength and intact spirit
Left nothing but trail of regrets
For not standing my ground
And being blown away by incoming gust
Without taking note of its course and direction
Spent the whole ride in this frustration
Desparately!
Awaiting for the wind to get calm
To ground me once again
A chance to make that decision
And here as I am settling down now
With much lesser strength and vigour
Would I blow away with next incoming gust?
To maintain that superficial sense of moving
To keep Floating unmindfully with its swing
Or will I stand my ground?
And wait for the wave
The one!
Heading towards my desired course
I am watching myself
In this new endeavour,,,,
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Submergence
Playing trickster
Up and down
Clouds above
Drenched pavements
Yet ready for another down burst
Sitting alone
With Plugged in buds
A black coffee mug
Still simmering
Evaporating its musk
All of this
With some old time tunes
Amid Floating attention
From Highlights
To forecasts
And momentary stay
In present overcast
Yet kind of Submergence
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Excitement: should it be wanted? or let it happen whenever!
Diving from the edge of a cliff
Suddenly whole adrenaline lost
My muscles got stiff
Inspired to scale the zenith of aspirations
Filled with zeal and motivation
Awaiting to feel that euraka moment
It just happened and it's over
The very next moment
Seems pretty slower
Now to make that adrenaline
Rush through me Again
Do i need to repeat it again and again
Is it linear or cyclic chain
Where every end has to been started again
Or I am just addicted
For that exciting frame
Where I loose myself
In this adrenaline rain
©Sanjay Ranout
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Dilemma and self!!!
In the aftermath of dopamine shot
Injected when immersed
In following nuisance urges,
It all ended with a dilemma everytime
Is Dopamine the culprit
Or such urges are blameworthy????
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Just think
If Love can be termed as incomplete
What in this world can be
So called Complete
If distance isn't real
What in this world can be
So called distant
If being practical is life
What in this world can be
So called feelings,,,
If one has to act like someone
What in this world can be
So called unique,,
©Sanjay Ranout
What lies beneath our thoughts! 