Every night
At about midnight
I think of every thought
Overpowered my day through out
Plunging in to get insight
What was all this about
And then i realise
I was doing same
"Thinking about
What i was
Thinking"
Tag: My thoughts
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Thinking about Thoughts
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Those unknown dimensions
In this intoxication of setting myself free
I am lost somehwere in an unknown domension
Being here
Its calm all around, everywhere
And it becomes chaotic
As i turn myself to investigate
Where i am!!!
What a state to be in!!!
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Introspection – The powerful Habit
Introspection: I call it powerful not only because of its offerings of knowledge about self, but it takes real strength and wisdom to introspect oneself. Most of us are indulged in understanding world , knowing people and then making own perceptions about world and people. But important point to understand here is, what is the basis of that perception we are making up, on what parameters we say something as right or wrong, ugly or beautiful!!! That’s the real question! The answer of which, we should be looking for. What if our own perceptions have unthoughtful basis which we have just adopted as they are generally practiced,, what if we have never tried to even know what we really think about our practiced ways!
Just think!!! Isn’t it a sign of weakness where we don’t try to understand ourselves? OR if we know that our thinking is little different from usual practices , so we chose to ignore it to avoid any criticism for us, OR if we know we are doing something wrong but as nobody noticed it or its not considered wrong usually so we just ignore that inner calling.
Well whether we think our thinking is best or worst without even knowing it, i feel we can be better at appreciating the world if we know, what is the basis our perception !!!
I feel introspection takes courage and then to act upon it take even more of it,,,
What you guys think??
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1 more year added to the list
When I was in 20's
I felt it would be great in 30s
And now when I suddenly felt I am 37
I understood there is no heaven
It's all what we think
About whatever happens
And how much we are able to accept!!!
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A random thought
A long ride
A hot bite
And no one in sight
Just me and mountains
In company
Sitting In the lap of nature
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Life : A vicious circle
When dark prevails our life,
Fears too setup in their disgusting style,
And then sudden rush of all insecure thoughts,
Blocks every passage for light,,
How will it pass!
How much will it last!
Will i survive this turmoil !
Or will it take away every reason for next ride!
What if it takes it too far,
How will be the life thereafter,,
Likewise we go on and on,
Distressed Thinking,
Imposing on us every negative thing,
Forgetting and forfeiting,
Torture of imagined predicament ,,
Yet life never forget it's pace,
Whether we halt or continue covering miles,
And that's ultimate truth,
We the passengers,
Striving to build homes that should last centuries,
Hunting for treasures
To stand taller on those dimes,
Crying and plying
For relationships built with so many conditions,
And in the end
We desparately try
To somehow prove
The worth for all the struggles we want through
Through things we collected
Which then no more feel worthy,,,Sanjay Ranout
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What is Paramount!
A question
Often tinkling in my thoughts
Whenever surrounded
Amid a strong discording onslaughts,,
What's paramount?
When there is no agreeable solution
And clashes find different ways of evolution
Then you just want somehow someway
Get rid of such provocating situation ,,
Let the rights and wrongs
Take their time to proclaim
Just hold your horses to prevent
Further muddle in your brain,,
Sit back and relax
Let peace of mind
To immediately fills in every crack
Dust will settle
And things will get better,,
Yet it won't cease permanently thereafter
As such events continue repeating it's cycle
Thus Make every attempt
In any of such discording event
To have your peace of mind
Being your primary concern,,,
©Sanjay Ranout
ranout786@gmail.com
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Uncontrolled aggression
In this foray of beamers and bouncers
He only injured his own shoulder
And suffered a heavy loss
Due uncontrolled aggression
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A douzy winter solstice
A late advent with alluring Sunrays,
Light flies away in whisker these days,
By the moment day is planned,
Timeline for keeping up with things get passed,
A little sloppy and a bit lazy,
Mostly wearing itself hazy,
Constricting and shivering,
Leaving everybody somewhat douzy,,
Thick Overcast of stillness,
Shadowing negativity to moods,
Gloomy clouds covering the boundless sky of thoughts,
Like sky started contracting,
After touching its limits,
Effects of winter solstice
Making every event less effective
Nothing interest our interests right now
Just letting it pass somehow,,
© Sanjay Ranout