If life is so wise!
Why couldn't it teach yet
Or if being so dumb
It awaits for me since forever
To grow up more
Crests and troughs
Uncounted yet insurmountable
Still busy in learning this balancing act
Once a seeker
Is always seeker
Wandering if I could change its course
Yet quite comfortable
Being a wandering soul!!
Category: Soul talk
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Who is wise!!
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Reverting Back
In the search of right path
I stopped listening to my heart
And no wonder!
I felt falling into an endless tunnel
No light in sight
Only dark to fight
Loosing myself in this whirlwind
Frustrated with puzzling grind
Who am I?
Without my heart to comply
Everything drives me mad
What to do ,what not to do?
Neither any thought, nor any wisdom
Could satisfactorily reply.
To Turn down my heart's calling
For some high rated wisdom
And popular following
It's not my way
I tried and tested
Felt delusional and chaotic
So i reverted
To the old times i surrendered
Being myself
Is
Being in sync with my heart
The way it beats
To things it care
To whom it played always a host
And Ignoring every other noise
Has been proved wise
I think that's how I can find my way
Pleasant or painful,
Doesn't matter what it renders
To feel being with myself
The thing that matter the most
It must be For
or
From subject
To which my heart is home.
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1 more year added to the list
When I was in 20's
I felt it would be great in 30s
And now when I suddenly felt I am 37
I understood there is no heaven
It's all what we think
About whatever happens
And how much we are able to accept!!!
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Subjugated
A bird flying high
To sit at the top of the cloud
It has chosen from its nest
On a beautiful sunny day
With that one white patch in between,,
Engrossed in it's enthralling urge
Kept flying higher and higher
Till it's wing started giving up
To lift further
It's subjugated mass
While descending
It saw same cloud from above
Blocking it's sight to ground
But again
Couldn't find a spot to hold on,
Thinking for rest of it's journey
To same spot on ground
It's frustrated mind amazed with questions
When it crossed during ascent !!!
And why it couldn't fulfill its wish!!!
Now sitting on ground
With an Insightful mind
At peace
©Sanjay Ranout
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Life : A vicious circle
When dark prevails our life,
Fears too setup in their disgusting style,
And then sudden rush of all insecure thoughts,
Blocks every passage for light,,
How will it pass!
How much will it last!
Will i survive this turmoil !
Or will it take away every reason for next ride!
What if it takes it too far,
How will be the life thereafter,,
Likewise we go on and on,
Distressed Thinking,
Imposing on us every negative thing,
Forgetting and forfeiting,
Torture of imagined predicament ,,
Yet life never forget it's pace,
Whether we halt or continue covering miles,
And that's ultimate truth,
We the passengers,
Striving to build homes that should last centuries,
Hunting for treasures
To stand taller on those dimes,
Crying and plying
For relationships built with so many conditions,
And in the end
We desparately try
To somehow prove
The worth for all the struggles we want through
Through things we collected
Which then no more feel worthy,,,Sanjay Ranout
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Neural confusion
Some glitches tending to hitch up
Rushing a neural build up
Hussliing the neurons in confusion
And that perfectly becoming a state
Of a lost soul....
What lies beneath our thoughts! 