Q-tips

Q-tips feel good when I scratch inside my ear, try to find what’s living in there.   Is it guilt for being “the golden child,” my sister running away to the Hewitt playground because of the dark shadow behind me? Maybe it’s associations, trauma, changing the narrative as a practice, taking gentle effort, taking time?Continue reading “Q-tips”

Three Parts

I. Our hearts wide open on the sofa, in the den, we glide past memories and landscapes of lost wishes and dreams untouched– but oh, my dear, did you touch them! How far you ran! How far we traveled when home was right next door? I can only tell you so many times how muchContinue reading “Three Parts”

Stories

Waves of story – that is an emotional life… trauma informed you have to mentally be still, learn to see the busyness in your body, in your mind, practice often, even though it isn’t fair you were born into a god damned patriarchal, capitalistic, racist, classist, sexist, homophobic society that favors my white Latina skin,Continue reading “Stories”

Loss

I’ve been thinking about loss, lately.   How forcibly it comes and takes away– so difficult it is to let go.   People are my backbone and thoughts of being uncomfortable around them simply verifies this fact.   Yet I know my life, life, is full and there are no “buts.”   I will letContinue reading “Loss”

Blood

It is sacred– like limited water running across the Sahara I nourish every sip of forgotten holy land, hand born privilege unlimited love my face mirrors my father’s, gives thanks to my mother’s three-time-giving-birth- to-poetry that kept the old river running, just added some new water to the brink.   Family: it is sacred for never willContinue reading “Blood”

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