uncertainty

Move

How to make the move… When to make the move… Should I make the move? Just make the f’ing move. When you need some courage to make moves…cause ya don’t know how other’s will react. May 8, 2019

Maybe I should write more; maybe I should change the story; maybe I should wear a shirt when it rains and nothing else; maybe I should pretend I don’t feel other people’s pain; maybe I should go over there and explain; maybe I should keeping looking for love in all the wrong places; maybe IContinue reading “Should”

my love for you

in a world of gods and loves and ashes, all I can hope for is for mine to be pure gold… love tracing down our backs, marking a code of innocence– this moment startled me, but the love I have for you, or had– it startled me more. August 2, 2015

“I” and “Us”

We must put the “simple” back in “society.” ….. It’s a one-ring circus where only “I’s” are the conductors it will never suffice in a world of 7 billion of “us.” …. How did our fathers land us here? … More like, “How do we get ourselves out?” I want to know that if IContinue reading ““I” and “Us””

The Return

Finding God, again, in more than the rings in the lake– it is a revelation and a relief. It is an epiphany and a journey, quietly guiding you hand in hand into an uncertain abyss of certainty– that you can always let go and be certain of nature catching you. June 3, 2014

Hard as a rock I fall to my knees and wish to never see again the look on mother’s face when pleading at the table, “I will follow you, I do.” To sink lower into the ground my face has discovered uncertainty, awaiting the voice of a God and some other man I’d neverContinue reading “Uncertainty”

Here

This year, I have a goal to use one of my poems to transition (at least for one night) into spoken word poetry. Here is one piece I am considering. It is one section of a much longer work on loss, uneasiness, and hope: Yet, the thing is. I’ve learned that we can learn all we want,Continue reading “Here”