If life is so wise!
Why couldn't it teach yet
Or if being so dumb
It awaits for me since forever
To grow up more
Crests and troughs
Uncounted yet insurmountable
Still busy in learning this balancing act
Once a seeker
Is always seeker
Wandering if I could change its course
Yet quite comfortable
Being a wandering soul!!
Category: Lost
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Who is wise!!
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The wanderer
If i could find
A place to be called mine
If i could remind myself
A note for every time
If I could ascertain
A spot as my destination always
I would have never felt
Wandering
Just like a Wanderer
Who knows what he want
And then he doesn't,,,
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Emptying
Roaming around to get somewhere
While the destination is still unaware
For now halted the search to Unknown
Ceasing the trials
In a bid to influence the affirmations
Emptying the mind from everything known
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Would I stand?
Like a fallen leaf
Unmindfuly
I floated with wind
Wherever it heads & swung
Yet! ironically I wasn’t among the fallen ones
Filled with undeterred strength and intact spirit
Left nothing but trail of regrets
For not standing my ground
And being blown away by incoming gust
Without taking note of its course and direction
Spent the whole ride in this frustration
Desparately!
Awaiting for the wind to get calm
To ground me once again
A chance to make that decision
And here as I am settling down now
With much lesser strength and vigour
Would I blow away with next incoming gust?
To maintain that superficial sense of moving
To keep Floating unmindfully with its swing
Or will I stand my ground?
And wait for the wave
The one!
Heading towards my desired course
I am watching myself
In this new endeavour,,,,
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Chaos deep inside
This war
Being Fought inside my walls
Tearing me apart
Dividing into different parts
Each part
Claiming being at right front
For the right cause
And amid all that chaos
Am holding on each one's wows
Every side is staking
To present there case being
The only waking
Its delusional
Its confusing
To decipher the right voice
What I am holding onto
What I am tempting on
From this hue
I wanna cry
I wanna be strong
I wanna clarity
I wanna peace
Yet I am stuck
In uncertainty and feeling being plucked
Where i have no control
How to react in such absolve
I am just letting it roll
Awaiting final call
Hope i won't stall
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1 more year added to the list
When I was in 20's
I felt it would be great in 30s
And now when I suddenly felt I am 37
I understood there is no heaven
It's all what we think
About whatever happens
And how much we are able to accept!!!
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Chaaaaaaaaooooooos😶🌫️
In the chaos of resolving chaotic temptations
Got ditched into deeper disarray,,,
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Sluggish ,,,,
When having hassling mind
With too much crackling joints
Hard to keep up with the pace
Laziness is another hindrance in the race
Need a push or pull
To come out of this lull
Time to act, more than thinking
To save dozy soul from sinking
Among these ups and downs
It's hard to hold own ground
But as we start finding some grip
Miles become easy on any strip
It might take a day or two
Something will pop out from the blue
To ignite the fuel in storage
And soon it will be sailing in cruise
©Sanjay Ranout
ranout786@gmail.com
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Neural confusion
Some glitches tending to hitch up
Rushing a neural build up
Hussliing the neurons in confusion
And that perfectly becoming a state
Of a lost soul....
What lies beneath our thoughts! 