If life is so wise!
Why couldn't it teach yet
Or if being so dumb
It awaits for me since forever
To grow up more
Crests and troughs
Uncounted yet insurmountable
Still busy in learning this balancing act
Once a seeker
Is always seeker
Wandering if I could change its course
Yet quite comfortable
Being a wandering soul!!
Category: Joy
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Who is wise!!
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DIY
In the search of unknown
I got stuck with unknown
I request it to unveil
It requests me
You have to do it yourself
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Oblivion
In the efforts of awakening
The zeal of soul in deep slumber
I pushed myself
In state of abyss oblivion
Awaiting the Rise from ashes
Phoenix flexing its wings
Aspiring to fly high
Covering the whole dark sky
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Emptying
Roaming around to get somewhere
While the destination is still unaware
For now halted the search to Unknown
Ceasing the trials
In a bid to influence the affirmations
Emptying the mind from everything known
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Chaos deep inside
This war
Being Fought inside my walls
Tearing me apart
Dividing into different parts
Each part
Claiming being at right front
For the right cause
And amid all that chaos
Am holding on each one's wows
Every side is staking
To present there case being
The only waking
Its delusional
Its confusing
To decipher the right voice
What I am holding onto
What I am tempting on
From this hue
I wanna cry
I wanna be strong
I wanna clarity
I wanna peace
Yet I am stuck
In uncertainty and feeling being plucked
Where i have no control
How to react in such absolve
I am just letting it roll
Awaiting final call
Hope i won't stall
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Submergence
Playing trickster
Up and down
Clouds above
Drenched pavements
Yet ready for another down burst
Sitting alone
With Plugged in buds
A black coffee mug
Still simmering
Evaporating its musk
All of this
With some old time tunes
Amid Floating attention
From Highlights
To forecasts
And momentary stay
In present overcast
Yet kind of Submergence
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Excitement: should it be wanted? or let it happen whenever!
Diving from the edge of a cliff
Suddenly whole adrenaline lost
My muscles got stiff
Inspired to scale the zenith of aspirations
Filled with zeal and motivation
Awaiting to feel that euraka moment
It just happened and it's over
The very next moment
Seems pretty slower
Now to make that adrenaline
Rush through me Again
Do i need to repeat it again and again
Is it linear or cyclic chain
Where every end has to been started again
Or I am just addicted
For that exciting frame
Where I loose myself
In this adrenaline rain
©Sanjay Ranout
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1 more year added to the list
When I was in 20's
I felt it would be great in 30s
And now when I suddenly felt I am 37
I understood there is no heaven
It's all what we think
About whatever happens
And how much we are able to accept!!!
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Subjugated
A bird flying high
To sit at the top of the cloud
It has chosen from its nest
On a beautiful sunny day
With that one white patch in between,,
Engrossed in it's enthralling urge
Kept flying higher and higher
Till it's wing started giving up
To lift further
It's subjugated mass
While descending
It saw same cloud from above
Blocking it's sight to ground
But again
Couldn't find a spot to hold on,
Thinking for rest of it's journey
To same spot on ground
It's frustrated mind amazed with questions
When it crossed during ascent !!!
And why it couldn't fulfill its wish!!!
Now sitting on ground
With an Insightful mind
At peace
©Sanjay Ranout
What lies beneath our thoughts! 