This is an excerpt from my new collection, Tales From Madness.
By ‘Min Jee Park’. Translation by Hyun Jun Lee. First published in Better Dreams, the in-house magazine of a Busan health facility. Republished here with permission from the original publisher and the author’s family. Slightly edited for clarity and readability. Names and places have been changed.
This is a first-hand account written by a patient suffering psychosis. The ‘Elevator Game’ is an urban legend of unclear origin.
Min Jee continues to receive treatment.
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Seung Joo, who was my friend in middle school, told me about this thing called the elevator game. She said she saw it on the internet. I don’t know if she really believed it or not, but sometimes we want to joke while imagining scary things. We become scared while knowing that it has no relation to reality, and then we become really scared. It’s like turning off the light when watching a thriller movie. If the light is on, we can see the real world and, if we turn our eyes from the screen, we can know what is real and what is fake. But if we turn off the light, we feel like what comes out on the screen is reality and, in the darkness, we imagine eyes and movements.
The rule is this. We have to ride an elevator alone and go up to floors in a decided order. The order is 1st floor, 4th floor, 2nd floor, 6th floor, 2nd floor, 10th floor, 5th floor, 1st floor. A woman gets on at the 5th floor, but we must not talk to her or greet her at all. This is important. She will keep trying.
If you do it wrong, when you press 1st floor the last time, the elevator will go to 1st floor. Then you have to go out of the building right away. Because they just say that. You must not look back.
If you do it right, when you press 1st floor the last time, the elevator will go to 10th floor. Then if you get off, it’s a different dimension.
That’s the game.
Me and Seung Joo liked scary games. It’s much more fun to do something in reality than to just see a screen or a book. We talked about how we should do it once and worried about where we should do it and imagined what there would be in the different dimension.
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