Roaming around to get somewhere
While the destination is still unaware
For now halted the search to Unknown
Ceasing the trials
In a bid to influence the affirmations
Emptying the mind from everything known
Tag: Writing
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Emptying
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In the Silence of Infinte Talks
A day without Sun
A night without Moon
Like my Life in your absence
A grey cover of the morning
A dark space in the evening
And then sight of an opening
Represent your presence
Amid all of these wanderings
As I acknowledged no separation
Why you counting the miles in between!
When distance is no more significant
Riding through rough roads
Life has been pushing me through
Its been quite a while now
Ragged, patched and survived
Never let my feelings get fagged
Burning and expanding
Under Burgeoning pressure and resistance
Your Desires and yearnings
Kept growing like nuclear fission
After passing tests of own conscious
And acknowledging our amalgamation
Its going to stand its ground
Through out its existence
No explanation no excuses
And no more proofs will be provided
Being strongest voice for itself
Its undeterred
Despite everyone's resistance
It has subsided
In the silence of infinite talks
My heart been talking and listening for years
It will keep on speaking for itself
It will keep on listening to itself
In the silence of infinite talks
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Thoughts
Amid the prolonged battle
Between right or wrong
We have lost the peace of non judgemental state of mind
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Illumination
Seeking enlightenment from all the noises outside
Developing fascination to every illumination in
Once I heard a whisper from inside
A star shines with its own light
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Hope
In the boulevard of lost souls
Nobody sees nothing but self
Feeling lonely among alikes
Adding despair to their plight
Lost souls in same space
But Never seeing beyond their despair cage
If they could join hands in this journey
I wonder!
Wouldn't it light up some hope
Over their agony!!
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Reverting Back
In the search of right path
I stopped listening to my heart
And no wonder!
I felt falling into an endless tunnel
No light in sight
Only dark to fight
Loosing myself in this whirlwind
Frustrated with puzzling grind
Who am I?
Without my heart to comply
Everything drives me mad
What to do ,what not to do?
Neither any thought, nor any wisdom
Could satisfactorily reply.
To Turn down my heart's calling
For some high rated wisdom
And popular following
It's not my way
I tried and tested
Felt delusional and chaotic
So i reverted
To the old times i surrendered
Being myself
Is
Being in sync with my heart
The way it beats
To things it care
To whom it played always a host
And Ignoring every other noise
Has been proved wise
I think that's how I can find my way
Pleasant or painful,
Doesn't matter what it renders
To feel being with myself
The thing that matter the most
It must be For
or
From subject
To which my heart is home.
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Would I stand?
Like a fallen leaf
Unmindfuly
I floated with wind
Wherever it heads & swung
Yet! ironically I wasn’t among the fallen ones
Filled with undeterred strength and intact spirit
Left nothing but trail of regrets
For not standing my ground
And being blown away by incoming gust
Without taking note of its course and direction
Spent the whole ride in this frustration
Desparately!
Awaiting for the wind to get calm
To ground me once again
A chance to make that decision
And here as I am settling down now
With much lesser strength and vigour
Would I blow away with next incoming gust?
To maintain that superficial sense of moving
To keep Floating unmindfully with its swing
Or will I stand my ground?
And wait for the wave
The one!
Heading towards my desired course
I am watching myself
In this new endeavour,,,,
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Chaos deep inside
This war
Being Fought inside my walls
Tearing me apart
Dividing into different parts
Each part
Claiming being at right front
For the right cause
And amid all that chaos
Am holding on each one's wows
Every side is staking
To present there case being
The only waking
Its delusional
Its confusing
To decipher the right voice
What I am holding onto
What I am tempting on
From this hue
I wanna cry
I wanna be strong
I wanna clarity
I wanna peace
Yet I am stuck
In uncertainty and feeling being plucked
Where i have no control
How to react in such absolve
I am just letting it roll
Awaiting final call
Hope i won't stall
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Nature’s imbalance: Takes a toll to balance
Suddenly ocean held by clouds
Weighted too heavy to hold
And it lighten itself
Shedding with heavy downpour
A simple move by nature
To perfect its balance
Proved much devastating
For life under its effect
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Submergence
Playing trickster
Up and down
Clouds above
Drenched pavements
Yet ready for another down burst
Sitting alone
With Plugged in buds
A black coffee mug
Still simmering
Evaporating its musk
All of this
With some old time tunes
Amid Floating attention
From Highlights
To forecasts
And momentary stay
In present overcast
Yet kind of Submergence
What lies beneath our thoughts! 