A day without Sun
A night without Moon
Like my Life in your absence
A grey cover of the morning
A dark space in the evening
And then sight of an opening
Represent your presence
Amid all of these wanderings
As I acknowledged no separation
Why you counting the miles in between!
When distance is no more significant
Riding through rough roads
Life has been pushing me through
Its been quite a while now
Ragged, patched and survived
Never let my feelings get fagged
Burning and expanding
Under Burgeoning pressure and resistance
Your Desires and yearnings
Kept growing like nuclear fission
After passing tests of own conscious
And acknowledging our amalgamation
Its going to stand its ground
Through out its existence
No explanation no excuses
And no more proofs will be provided
Being strongest voice for itself
Its undeterred
Despite everyone's resistance
It has subsided
In the silence of infinite talks
My heart been talking and listening for years
It will keep on speaking for itself
It will keep on listening to itself
In the silence of infinite talks
Tag: Blog
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In the Silence of Infinte Talks
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Intent : Unfazed
In the hustle of finishing too soon
Forming a web
Of confusing schemas,
Hijacked the mind
In multiple dilemmas
To decipher it's source code
Fatigued with numerous Alogrithms
Fazed out with hallucinations and delusions
Which one is the way out
And which isn't
Still going on
With some intent,,,
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Why?
For all those years
While gazing at the Moon
Walking alone in dark alleys
I could imagine you too watching
The same from above your storeys
And now
When sides took the turn
Why can't you imagine the same
And only complaining
That I have walked away
Even from the frame,,
Why ?
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Excitement: should it be wanted? or let it happen whenever!
Diving from the edge of a cliff
Suddenly whole adrenaline lost
My muscles got stiff
Inspired to scale the zenith of aspirations
Filled with zeal and motivation
Awaiting to feel that euraka moment
It just happened and it's over
The very next moment
Seems pretty slower
Now to make that adrenaline
Rush through me Again
Do i need to repeat it again and again
Is it linear or cyclic chain
Where every end has to been started again
Or I am just addicted
For that exciting frame
Where I loose myself
In this adrenaline rain
©Sanjay Ranout
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Random thoughts
A heart
Longing for freedom
To follow it's intuition
When got free
A sudden realisation
To wake him from hallucination
It wasn't ever caged
In the hue of controlling thoughts
Clarity was turned into haze,,
Somewhat lousy
A little douzy
Seems ignoring
A lot
What was held for long,,,
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Being Human stands a chance
In the dawn of promising Sun
Every drop evaporated till dusk
Dry skin, parched lips
And the thirst
Which never get quenched
With these invisible UV rays
Confusing the brain in multiple ways
Awaiting some relief
From the nature
But It's this dark side
Every being has to encounter
Daunting enduring for every creature
We as human
Still Best equipped and protected
To handle such extremes of nature
©Sanjay Kumar
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Introspection – The powerful Habit
Introspection: I call it powerful not only because of its offerings of knowledge about self, but it takes real strength and wisdom to introspect oneself. Most of us are indulged in understanding world , knowing people and then making own perceptions about world and people. But important point to understand here is, what is the basis of that perception we are making up, on what parameters we say something as right or wrong, ugly or beautiful!!! That’s the real question! The answer of which, we should be looking for. What if our own perceptions have unthoughtful basis which we have just adopted as they are generally practiced,, what if we have never tried to even know what we really think about our practiced ways!
Just think!!! Isn’t it a sign of weakness where we don’t try to understand ourselves? OR if we know that our thinking is little different from usual practices , so we chose to ignore it to avoid any criticism for us, OR if we know we are doing something wrong but as nobody noticed it or its not considered wrong usually so we just ignore that inner calling.
Well whether we think our thinking is best or worst without even knowing it, i feel we can be better at appreciating the world if we know, what is the basis our perception !!!
I feel introspection takes courage and then to act upon it take even more of it,,,
What you guys think??
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Dilemma and self!!!
In the aftermath of dopamine shot
Injected when immersed
In following nuisance urges,
It all ended with a dilemma everytime
Is Dopamine the culprit
Or such urges are blameworthy????
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1 more year added to the list
When I was in 20's
I felt it would be great in 30s
And now when I suddenly felt I am 37
I understood there is no heaven
It's all what we think
About whatever happens
And how much we are able to accept!!!
What lies beneath our thoughts! 