In this intoxication of setting myself free
I am lost somehwere in an unknown domension
Being here
Its calm all around, everywhere
And it becomes chaotic
As i turn myself to investigate
Where i am!!!
What a state to be in!!!
Category: Wanderers
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Those unknown dimensions
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From Nothing to Nothing
From Nothing to Nothing
A journey ever going on and on
Jamming its advent at first
Like being stuck in quagmire
Unaware unsure
Where to lay next foot
While no clue of compass
Every direction lacks any sense
And then watching herds
Passing my path
With some hope of finding some clue
By Following footsteps of those passing by
Ay first
It seems leading to somewhere
And destiny is just about to unfurl
And that light will be end to this dark tunnel
But then its again
Feeling of being Estranged
And from an unresolved maze
Entering into more confusing stage
And that bring down curtains
To yet another journey
From Nothing to Nothing
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Emptying
Roaming around to get somewhere
While the destination is still unaware
For now halted the search to Unknown
Ceasing the trials
In a bid to influence the affirmations
Emptying the mind from everything known
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Hope
In the boulevard of lost souls
Nobody sees nothing but self
Feeling lonely among alikes
Adding despair to their plight
Lost souls in same space
But Never seeing beyond their despair cage
If they could join hands in this journey
I wonder!
Wouldn't it light up some hope
Over their agony!!
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Chaos deep inside
This war
Being Fought inside my walls
Tearing me apart
Dividing into different parts
Each part
Claiming being at right front
For the right cause
And amid all that chaos
Am holding on each one's wows
Every side is staking
To present there case being
The only waking
Its delusional
Its confusing
To decipher the right voice
What I am holding onto
What I am tempting on
From this hue
I wanna cry
I wanna be strong
I wanna clarity
I wanna peace
Yet I am stuck
In uncertainty and feeling being plucked
Where i have no control
How to react in such absolve
I am just letting it roll
Awaiting final call
Hope i won't stall
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Submergence
Playing trickster
Up and down
Clouds above
Drenched pavements
Yet ready for another down burst
Sitting alone
With Plugged in buds
A black coffee mug
Still simmering
Evaporating its musk
All of this
With some old time tunes
Amid Floating attention
From Highlights
To forecasts
And momentary stay
In present overcast
Yet kind of Submergence
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Craving high or low
In those craving moments
Overtly, yet invisible mind stalking
Imagination become so fluent and appealing
Overwhelms every prick of conscious dealings
And then as we touch the zenith of aspirations
With it's fulfillment in extravagant imagination
Sudden onset of a phase of free fall begins
And imagination starts dimming
With yearnings too fading
Instill a temporary relief from such cravings
Till next time
When It will again take over
Attention of every neuron
Of desirous wandering brain,,,,
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Sunset
A flock of birds 🕊️ 🕊️
Flying high in the sky,
Amber sky in the background
Where Sun 🌞 is about to say Bye 👋🏻,
Watching them from a cliff 🏔️
Sitting over high rising tides ⛵
And I summons my mind
To stay quiet
Just enjoy the moment!
Be here and don't think anything else!!
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Haze of life
Through all broken pieces
All I can see
A face in many segments
Getting much closer to the bits and pieces
Lying everywhere
I can see same face in every segment
Through all these segments and faces
Which face is mine
Which surely can be called
Insignia of my life
With time passing
Fading vision through mirrors
It's getting hazy and lazy
With Mind getting dizzy
Thinking more seems so buzzing
Maybe It will even stop trying
And end up all the striving
And settle to remain in hiding
©Sanjay Ranout