Playing trickster
Up and down
Clouds above
Drenched pavements
Yet ready for another down burst
Sitting alone
With Plugged in buds
A black coffee mug
Still simmering
Evaporating its musk
All of this
With some old time tunes
Amid Floating attention
From Highlights
To forecasts
And momentary stay
In present overcast
Yet kind of Submergence
Category: Random thoughts
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Submergence
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Insight : Hard to learn but paramount
A life
Living with
Such a turbulent mind
Being a Wanderer forever
In it's unstoppable
Unknown quest
In spree of options and choices
Sometimes it listens to every voice
And then a sudden absolution
Like it always yearns for a state of confusion
Making me to wonder
After every wandering
What! all of that was meant for
As I end up at the very starting point
Again and again.
But slowly and steadily
I got a clue of it's game
Moving me around
In it's silly cyclic frame
I need to stop seeking a company in it
I need to identify the true inner voices
So, to ignore it's disturbing chaos
Hoping to acquire that insight
To save myself from participating
In its intriguing fight
Sanjay Ranout
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Bottoms up!
A call of bottoms up
And you rest your weekend insanity
But how frequent
How often
You listen to someone's give up
Where you show up
Illusionary manhood
It doesn't matter
How foolish it sounds
You still want to excel
Rest of herd,
Are you real
Or pretentious
A question whirlwind
My whole conscious
Does it matters?
If it does
Then to whom
I don't have that kind of broom
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Haze of life
Through all broken pieces
All I can see
A face in many segments
Getting much closer to the bits and pieces
Lying everywhere
I can see same face in every segment
Through all these segments and faces
Which face is mine
Which surely can be called
Insignia of my life
With time passing
Fading vision through mirrors
It's getting hazy and lazy
With Mind getting dizzy
Thinking more seems so buzzing
Maybe It will even stop trying
And end up all the striving
And settle to remain in hiding
©Sanjay Ranout
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Dissonance : Good or bad
How many times people feel that their actions represent their thoughts!! I hope if everyone thinks sincerely they will get alarming lower numbers, especially for things which are not usual occurances.
But that’s not food for thought to your mind here, which i want everyone to explore within themselves.
The main point is whenever such dissonance happens, how much tension it creates inside them. Is it Negligible😊 or Manageable 👍🏻 or Alarming which we continue suppress to our unconscious so that it won’t bother us!! 🥵🤫😔
There has been lot of studies on dissonance and the ways people take up to get rid of it.
1)Some people will simply change their attitude towards that thing so that it no more feel against their thoughts,
2) Some might endure trivilisation so that importance of it becomes minimum and thus it’s presence doesn’t bother much and,
3) Some or very few will change their actions to meet their thoughts.
Now one point to be noted here is , whatever we do we want to get rid of this tension due to disparity between our thoughts and actions. And making it more humane, isn’t it a direct attack on our thoughts, attitudes which is demanding a change???
I think absolutely, but it doesn’t mean that changing your behaviour or actions as per your attitude or thoughts is correct option always. So all 3 methods have their own applications in their right context.
1) Sometimes we need to change our thoughts or attitudes . For example people who believe in so much of superstitious or baseless traditions or life style process,, need to opt for a change in their attitude.
2) Sometimes when we need to quit some bad habits we need to change our actions.
3) And we need to go for trivialisation for matters which are just a common day to day hassle.
So is Dissonance good or bad? I think it’s good to have dissonance as it indicates some change is required for normalisation with present scenarios. But taking action to remove it is more important, as if we suppress it then it will loose its very purpose or meaning. And we, from inside will either become inhuman or will get filled with lot of anxiety issues or depression.
What you people think about it?
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Excitement: should it be wanted? or let it happen whenever!
Diving from the edge of a cliff
Suddenly whole adrenaline lost
My muscles got stiff
Inspired to scale the zenith of aspirations
Filled with zeal and motivation
Awaiting to feel that euraka moment
It just happened and it's over
The very next moment
Seems pretty slower
Now to make that adrenaline
Rush through me Again
Do i need to repeat it again and again
Is it linear or cyclic chain
Where every end has to been started again
Or I am just addicted
For that exciting frame
Where I loose myself
In this adrenaline rain
©Sanjay Ranout
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Random thoughts
A heart
Longing for freedom
To follow it's intuition
When got free
A sudden realisation
To wake him from hallucination
It wasn't ever caged
In the hue of controlling thoughts
Clarity was turned into haze,,
Somewhat lousy
A little douzy
Seems ignoring
A lot
What was held for long,,,
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Being Human stands a chance
In the dawn of promising Sun
Every drop evaporated till dusk
Dry skin, parched lips
And the thirst
Which never get quenched
With these invisible UV rays
Confusing the brain in multiple ways
Awaiting some relief
From the nature
But It's this dark side
Every being has to encounter
Daunting enduring for every creature
We as human
Still Best equipped and protected
To handle such extremes of nature
©Sanjay Kumar
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Dilemma and self!!!
In the aftermath of dopamine shot
Injected when immersed
In following nuisance urges,
It all ended with a dilemma everytime
Is Dopamine the culprit
Or such urges are blameworthy????
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1 more year added to the list
When I was in 20's
I felt it would be great in 30s
And now when I suddenly felt I am 37
I understood there is no heaven
It's all what we think
About whatever happens
And how much we are able to accept!!!
What lies beneath our thoughts! 