Roaming around to get somewhere
While the destination is still unaware
For now halted the search to Unknown
Ceasing the trials
In a bid to influence the affirmations
Emptying the mind from everything known
Category: Art
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Emptying
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In the Silence of Infinte Talks
A day without Sun
A night without Moon
Like my Life in your absence
A grey cover of the morning
A dark space in the evening
And then sight of an opening
Represent your presence
Amid all of these wanderings
As I acknowledged no separation
Why you counting the miles in between!
When distance is no more significant
Riding through rough roads
Life has been pushing me through
Its been quite a while now
Ragged, patched and survived
Never let my feelings get fagged
Burning and expanding
Under Burgeoning pressure and resistance
Your Desires and yearnings
Kept growing like nuclear fission
After passing tests of own conscious
And acknowledging our amalgamation
Its going to stand its ground
Through out its existence
No explanation no excuses
And no more proofs will be provided
Being strongest voice for itself
Its undeterred
Despite everyone's resistance
It has subsided
In the silence of infinite talks
My heart been talking and listening for years
It will keep on speaking for itself
It will keep on listening to itself
In the silence of infinite talks
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Would I stand?
Like a fallen leaf
Unmindfuly
I floated with wind
Wherever it heads & swung
Yet! ironically I wasn’t among the fallen ones
Filled with undeterred strength and intact spirit
Left nothing but trail of regrets
For not standing my ground
And being blown away by incoming gust
Without taking note of its course and direction
Spent the whole ride in this frustration
Desparately!
Awaiting for the wind to get calm
To ground me once again
A chance to make that decision
And here as I am settling down now
With much lesser strength and vigour
Would I blow away with next incoming gust?
To maintain that superficial sense of moving
To keep Floating unmindfully with its swing
Or will I stand my ground?
And wait for the wave
The one!
Heading towards my desired course
I am watching myself
In this new endeavour,,,,
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Chaos deep inside
This war
Being Fought inside my walls
Tearing me apart
Dividing into different parts
Each part
Claiming being at right front
For the right cause
And amid all that chaos
Am holding on each one's wows
Every side is staking
To present there case being
The only waking
Its delusional
Its confusing
To decipher the right voice
What I am holding onto
What I am tempting on
From this hue
I wanna cry
I wanna be strong
I wanna clarity
I wanna peace
Yet I am stuck
In uncertainty and feeling being plucked
Where i have no control
How to react in such absolve
I am just letting it roll
Awaiting final call
Hope i won't stall
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Random thoughts
A heart
Longing for freedom
To follow it's intuition
When got free
A sudden realisation
To wake him from hallucination
It wasn't ever caged
In the hue of controlling thoughts
Clarity was turned into haze,,
Somewhat lousy
A little douzy
Seems ignoring
A lot
What was held for long,,,
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Dilemma and self!!!
In the aftermath of dopamine shot
Injected when immersed
In following nuisance urges,
It all ended with a dilemma everytime
Is Dopamine the culprit
Or such urges are blameworthy????
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1 more year added to the list
When I was in 20's
I felt it would be great in 30s
And now when I suddenly felt I am 37
I understood there is no heaven
It's all what we think
About whatever happens
And how much we are able to accept!!!
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Bizarre
In the hustle
Of finishing the left over
It ended as unfinished
Rushed in fog
Limiting the visibility
Forcing everyone
Call it for the day
So early
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Let it run through
A new beginning
With old soul in same body
If it's not fascinating
It's also not out of surprises
If not romantic
Still can't rule out rushed emotions
If not exciting
Still enough enticing
Maybe you don't want it,
yet very much want to experience it
So let all the exciting enticing
Surprise you
Maybe it will work for you
Better than one can imagine
As if can't avoid it
Let it run through it,,
What lies beneath our thoughts! 