As I have mentioned before, there is a long tradition of women writers depicting crushing mental health conditions in fiction, from Charlotte Perkins Gilman’s unforgettable short story The Yellow Wallpaper (1892) to Emily Holmes Coleman’s account of a woman’s experiences of post-partum psychosis in The Shutter of Snow, to Sylvia Plath’s semi-autobiographical novel The Bell Jar (1963), surely the most widely read novel in this genre. Now we can add Jennifer Dawson’s The Ha-Ha (1961) to this list, a striking modernist novella which explores society’s treatment of a young woman who simply doesn’t fit in – someone who finds social interactions and the rules of life a complete mystery and whose behaviour is considered odd or grossly inappropriate by conventional societal standards. In today’s language, some might consider Dawson’s protagonist, Josephine Traughton, to be neurodivergent or ‘on the spectrum’; but in 1961, the year of the novella’s publication, such women often found themselves in mental institutions undergoing treatment with the aim of rehabilitation and a potential release back into society. (The Ha-Ha was written in the year following the introduction of the 1959 Mental Health Act, which encouraged a shift away from institutional confinement to community-based care.)
Alongside many other women writers working in this area, Dawson drew on her own life as inspiration for her fiction. While studying history at Oxford University, Dawson experienced a mental breakdown, spending several months in hospital as a result. After graduating, she worked as a teacher in France and as a social worker in a psychiatric hospital in Worcester; and it is her experiences here, alongside those as an in-patient in a similar institution, that inspired The Ha-Ha. The novella, which focuses on a young woman trying to navigate severe mental health challenges, possibly schizophrenia, was awarded the James Tait Black Memorial Prize in 1966 and went on to be adapted for the stage and by the BBC.
While much has changed around the specific treatment of mental illness since the book’s publication in the early ‘60s, the protagonist’s experiences of feeling out of step or disconnected from conventional societal norms remain entirely relevant today, particularly in a world where the treatment of mental health conditions remains sub-optimal and underfunded. It’s a remarkable book, capturing its protagonist’s fractured state of mind in haunting and perceptive prose.
Dawson’s story focuses on Josephine Traughton, a socially awkward twenty-three-year-old who has always been somewhat disconnected from the world around her. As the novella unfolds, we learn how her childhood was shaped by her domineering, conventionally-minded mother, now deceased following a freak accident with an electric blanket. A period at Oxford University duly follows for Josephine, but it is here that her idiosyncratic behaviour becomes problematic for polite society. While the other students find university life an enjoyable whirl of social activities, afternoons spent punting on the river, informal coffee parties, talking until midnight and frequent crises over essays, Josephine remains unsure about how to behave. For her, Oxford is a bewildering environment full of potential traps – social situations in which she simply doesn’t know how to react, where uncontrolled nervous laughter is her default response. In effect, she experiences a rupture between the reality of her private world, populated by hallucinatory visions of animals, and the socially acceptable conventions of the university environment in which she is situated.
As we sat there I could see the even-toed ungulates marching through the waste, and files of armadillos with scaly shells, and hosts of big black flies. (p. 8)
Following a particularly embarrassing incident at the Principal’s tea-party, Josephine finds herself committed to a psychiatric hospital, where, in the fullness of time, progress in her condition is made. Now the hospital is making preparations for her release back to the ‘real world’ despite its myriad of risks.
It was they, the Sister, the Doctor and the social worker who talked about getting back to the ‘real world’ as though there were two; one good and one to be avoided. To me it did not seem as though there were these two, and I would have been as pleased if instead of handing me back my private clothes and giving me town-parole, and money for lunches and bus fares, the authorities had left me to wander round the grounds all day, explore what lay beyond, or just to gaze out of my side-room window on to the other side of the hospital where everything was unfamiliar. (p. 17)
With this transition back to the community in mind, the hospital finds Josephine a part-time job helping a Colonel and his kindly wife to catalogue their sizeable collection of books. While the role offers Josephine some opportunities to step beyond the confines of the hospital, gently reconnecting her with the external world in measured steps, she remains bewildered by every social situation she encounters. For instance, a chance meeting with Helena, her only real friend from university, leads to an invitation to a cocktail party – a perfectly enjoyable situation for many young women but a minefield for someone like Josephine who struggles to converse.
It was so hot. I could feel sweat trickling down my face. The music blared and stopped. Faces popped on and off like lamps. Mouths clapped up and down; words shot in and out, but the room full of people seemed to have escaped me. I could not reach in to it. I tried to stretch out and get caught up in it, but each time my turn came to lay a contribution. I found myself catapulted into this empty space in the middle of nothing, discussing with no one but myself the longevity of badgers or Myra’s thorny spider. (p. 73)
In the end, she leaves the party early, knowing full well that her re-entry into the world she was privy to at Oxford has not been a success.
The party was over, though it sounded from the noise upstairs as though it would not be over for a long time. It was just my début into the real world that was done. (p. 77)
Back at the hospital, Josephine continues to seek solace by lying in the ha-ha, a grassy slope next to the hospital wall, where she chats with fellow inmate, Alasdair, her one friend amongst the other patients. With his cavalier response to authority figures, Alasdair is rather dismissive of the hospital’s methods, pushing back against its infantile approaches while also encouraging Josephine to broaden her horizons. Somewhat inevitably, Josephine is strongly attracted to Alasdair, opening up to him about her deepest feelings and ignorance of life’s unwritten rules.
‘You asked me once why I was here and I couldn’t tell you.’ I trembled. ‘But now I see why – after going to the party I see what’s wrong. It’s because I don’t belong anywhere else. I don’t know the rules of life, and if I kept a phrase-book for twenty years I would not know the right answers. It’s a thing I shall never learn. I am odd, incorrect, illegitimate…’ (p. 87)
But Josephine is more vulnerable than Alasdair, and a day outside the hospital together ends in a breach of the trust she has placed in him. While Josephine seems to be pinning all her hopes on a future with Alisdair, her expectations are not reciprocated. As far as Alisdair sees things, their relationship is fleeting, a source of pleasure and distraction as he waits to be released.
When Alisdair is suddenly discharged, Josephine is distraught, prompting her to flee the hospital in search of the slivers of existence ignited by Alasdair. I couldn’t help but think of Barbara Loden’s critically acclaimed Wanda here, a film in which the titular working-class protagonist breaks away from a stifling marriage, only to drift from one perilous situation to the next in a state of disconnection from conventional society. There’s a similar sense of dislocation in The Ha-Ha as Josephine stumbles from one predatory encounter to another with no clear destination or objective in mind.
Sometimes as I was walking cars purred softly up in felted smoothness and men with cool velvet accents offered me lifts and cigarettes and then suggested drinks at roadhouses as we sped towards the roaring trunk roads. I thought I wanted nothing more than that, an assurance as we sped forwards that I was alive, that I was not flying through unpeopled regions and grey wastes of space, never to be touched or crossed at any point. (p. 126)
I won’t reveal how Dawson’s arresting novella plays out, save to say the ending is open to interpretation, both terrifying and empowering all at once.
The Ha-Ha is written in a candid, immediate style with Dawson conveying what it must feel like to be Josephine as her untethered thoughts flow freely despite the physical restrictions imposed on her liberty. Stylistically, the novella seems to capture the fractured, bewildered nature of Josephine’s mind – a jumble of memories and hallucinations caused by her medical condition and the reality of her vulnerability.
As a title, The Ha-Ha has a dual meaning, nodding to the uncontrollable laughter Josphine defaults to in times of stress, while also representing the barrier between the relative safety of the hospital and the hazardous world outside. As Josephine climbs up the hospital wall, we sense the precarious tension between these two states, one imposing restrictions, the other promising freedom, albeit governed by society’s unwritten rules.
Dawson uses dreamlike imagery to great effect here, particularly when depicting Josephine’s hallucinations and by lacing the text with evocative descriptions of the nearby river.
The world was broken in two by this heavy, dark grey river that stained its banks, and unfolded thickly beneath me like the slow thoughts of an old man.
It was not like the Thames, but wider and deeper and pulling strongly against its banks, fighting to be free. The banks were dark grey, and bordered with fine grey sand and powdered shell, and at the edges tough beds of white, vegetable-like celery shot up in stiff spikes towards the sky. (p. 101–102)
Like The Shutter of Snow, the experience of reading this book feels very immersive, and while there is a narrative thread of sorts, largely driven by the hospital’s attempts to rehabilitate Josephine, the book is primarily an exploration of the nature of incarceration in a psychiatric hospital in the late 1950s/early ‘60s. As the novella unfolds, there are painful explorations of how a woman’s state of mind can sometimes be defined not by a rigorously diagnosed condition but by her lack of adherence to conventional societal norms. Nevertheless, there are moments of poetic beauty here too, shards of light that contrast starkly with the fragile nature of Josephine’s existence. It’s also a book where the modernist prose style and the protagonist’s fractured state of mind fit together in perfect harmony. Very highly recommended, especially for readers with an interest in these themes.
(My thanks to the publisher for kindly providing a review copy, which I read for Karen and Simon’s #1961Club.)










