Being deaf wouldn’t lessen the atrocities I see around me. Being blind doesn’t shield me from the screams of anguish. Being mute won’t stop the tears I’d shed in agony. Being paralyzed can’t keep me from helping when there’s a need.
Being ignorant puts off the inevitable. They say ignorance is bliss. But even the ignorant can feel pain. It’ll come. Just wait for it.
Best friends know all the parts of you are the holders of your broken and healed parts cherish your being drop everything to prop you up talk you through your misery share their joy intensely always excited for all the chatting to be had
Close friends care for your welfare hug away the fear delighted in your presence make the effort to spend time always just a phone call away treasure the occasional company are trustworthy until they are not
Acquaintances offer condolences say awww with a forced enthusiasm talk about you as necessary wish you the best don’t remember important things say hi and bye fairly quickly frequently disappear from your life
Enemies smile with the intent of doing damage set sabotage in motion talk trash behind your back mind fuck the real friends suck the air out of a room have nothing good to say lie to get what they want
May you have more than just a single digit number of best friends, a whole community of close friends, a nominal amount of acquaintances, and be spared enemies as you travel down your timeline.
The more we live the more we hurt first wound aching underneath all the others fresh one opening creating a new tear on the multitudes existing
Layers of lessons
waiting for a new danger
scars prickling in response
to a red flag waving
our nerves insisting on caution
our bowels all a jumble
preparing to hesitate
Safety beckons
but life still calls
ripe for a new adventure
pushing the previous pain down
putting flesh-colored bandaids
on the wounds
knowing the risks could be worth it
daily momentum towards authenticity a foundation of the mastered moving towards the unlearned layer upon layer of becoming vigorous attempts towards wholeness attainment of enlightenment