Interactions

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Best friends
know all the parts of you
are the holders of your broken and healed parts
cherish your being
drop everything to prop you up
talk you through your misery
share their joy intensely
always excited for all the chatting to be had

Close friends
care for your welfare
hug away the fear
delighted in your presence
make the effort to spend time
always just a phone call away
treasure the occasional company
are trustworthy until they are not

Acquaintances
offer condolences
say awww with a forced enthusiasm
talk about you as necessary
wish you the best
don’t remember important things
say hi and bye fairly quickly
frequently disappear from your life

Enemies
smile with the intent of doing damage
set sabotage in motion
talk trash behind your back
mind fuck the real friends
suck the air out of a room
have nothing good to say
lie to get what they want

May you have more than just a single digit number of best friends,
a whole community of close friends, a nominal amount of acquaintances,
and be spared enemies as you travel down your timeline.

Expression

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Inspired by FREEDOM OF EXPRESSION Challenge 5/31/19 – Art

art conveys
what the mouth cannot

visual feelings
are words come to life

the beauty in the image
convey a connection

every chance to look again
is a moment to go back to a memory 

This piece was painted by my friend Xaviel. I adore his art! Enjoy all his work!

Originally posted 5/31/2019 on I Write Her.

Shades Of You

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anticipating honesty
searching for it in your eyes
show me the good
the ugly
the meh

looking for your soul
needing to know your essence
in your lit up expressions
and the tears you may shed
or in the bored yawn which escapes

leaning into what you offer
questioning
will you match up to my humanity
or disappoint my sensibilities
are you my friend or foe

Originally posted 4/29/2019 on I Write Her.

Good And Wrecked

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love, people, passions
be made happy
spent by these
decent connections

Originally posted 4/19/2019 on I Write Her.

Flanked

drained while supporting others
arduous but necessary
still, it’s hard

those who lean on you
see only their needs
their dependence required

you’re not a saint
only a giving human
a natural state of being

it’s exhausting
but it’s loving
we all do the best we can

A Distance From Me

heart-felt connections
bonded despite the distance
love imprinted deep

Heart Turner

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When I make the effort
to dig deep
into who you are,
know you are loved.

In awe,
inspired,
captivated,
interested,
dazed,
uplifted.
Yes, in love with your being.

I’ll align myself
up close,
breathing in your talent
and exhaling
knowledge and pride.

You’ve won my heart.

Originally posted on I Write Her on 3/7/2019.

Obvious Deception

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i’m not the enemy

wrong
you were never a friend

friends will…
listen
offer a shoulder to cry on
give tissues as needed
nurture
be excited to be with you
tell the truth
protect
support
engage
comfort
laugh with you
act like your #1 fan
shield you from oncoming shit
be ready and waiting

me having to stand up for myself
and up to you
proved once and for all
you were never willing
to give what should have
come so naturally

Originally posted 2/11/2019, here on I Write Her.

Mates

we’re unique
different in so many ways
but sharing the same values
which brought us close
and to this day
keeps us dear to each other

i’m so glad our lives intertwined

This Place Called Home

my physical realm informs me
earth is my home
no matter where i land

my emotional senses tell me
some people are home
making me feel loved and alive
providing safety

feeling home frees us
yet connections bind us
so why do i feel so disconnected
from this place where i live
i’d like to feel at home with all earth’s inhabitants