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family is coming down and im counting down to the 3 weeks
of free food, help with house chores and all the lovin
that don't ask for anything in return plus my santa clauses
are coming with 2 big bags of bling!!

few days back there was a family with a baby boy so cute
he melted my tiredness in an instant
the baby smiles and waves to me everytime i walk by
i miss him badly!
today i got the recipe for eggplant chips
really awesome beer food, its actually strips of
eggplant dip in the rest's secret batter and deep-fried.
it is really eggplant amazing.
My coffee making skills not improving much and my latte
still looks like erm milo but taste wise its 8/10!

sometimes i realize that myself is changing so much
that its hard to keep up, so how do i expect others
to understand everything that is going on?
learn to think about the good and the good only
resting my feet and giving my brain some grey's lovin.



Countless lovers under cover of the street
You know that I could use somebody
Someone like you


love is all about the nagging

forced my bro into a cooking invention test



i wouldn't thought that work can bring me so much fun plus the tips
are coming in, don't stop. its so addictive i think i'm getting a
second part-time
holidays are ending fast and in 2 months time i'll resume my student
status, not looking forward to that, i rather hang out at the kitchen
steal food and make random talks with the patrons

Alot in my mind recently, 40% bad and 60% good.
Although not long ago i was no where near 100% happy.
luckily i have a couple of more happy pills to depend on so its not
too bad, point taken lesson learnt, always always look forward.

it came and knocked me down but glee and few more hearts took me up

so after a good night zz, work and munchies, i'm near 100% happy.

How much do you love me?



More than my ahkun noodles

That's the most romantic thing to say
for our 3 step babe :)

Body of lies wasn't as good as blood diamond.
Leonardo Dicaprio though was damn hot stuff in both.



Three more to go and i can count the days with one hand only till i go back!
I get all nervous when my bro and i practiced my surprise mission. hahah.
The assignments have paced themselves really well and i hope i don't freeze at the exam.
Really happy that my first project was a successful one, i had fun although sometimes
i really don't get what my team mates are saying cos they speak with an accent and they mumble a little.
Another good thing is that fui is all well again and he promised to consider about my trip to hk.
Wells i think i did a good job in reminding him about the beef brisket!
Good news is we are hitting a 2 mark and he is being nice and i hope he continues with being nice.
This remaining october, i have 3 birthday parties to stuff myself.
But i secretly look forward to going home though cos there are bigger plans!
Need to work hard and save hard so i can travel to all my destination hot spots.

We got a new dog and my dad is ecstatic about him.
He is kimchi.
I can't wait to go back and hug him cos my bro showed him to me over skype and he's like a baby!
Actually i can't wait to go back cos my parents promised another dog and i get to choose.
I think i really want to go back, i keep mentioning and thinking about all the good food and company.
Plus Calvin is doing his very best for the country now but we still are able to sms eachother.
I thought it was supposed to be strict! I kinda want him to bump into ghosts so i can finally tell that
i have a frd and he saw a ghost.

To my duck: Tomorrow will always be a better day, i'll remind you everyday about rainbows and butterflies,
                       before you know it, it will be sleepovers and hangout. All in just 15 days to come! Oh and i'm 
                       honestly shocked by what you said, good things good times.

Melbourne's being sweet so far :)

"recent" has been such a drama jump for me,
everything around me changes and these changes are unforgiving.
i feel like goin home now and be around my f&f.
why is life sometimes so hard and unfair that it makes the days dull.
Plainly nothing has happened to me(hopeful) and yet my circle seems
to be suffocating my loves. i really hope its over soon.
I'm going to have a talk with melydia,
there are certain spots when i get upset for no reason,
now i think i know why.
September is a season for the broken.
The past several weeks gave me so much to think about and
i must say lishi has been a great help, she understands.
whatever she said today, i'll take it.
it is hard to see a frd break down,
to see her so lost and i could do nothing but cry along.
whatever happened, it's meant to be.


I know at least i have the weekend to look forward.
shiyang wendy dinners, wah cannot tahan. it's always good food.
Pleased with the final reading log and got to work hard for my essay.
And within hours i get to hang out with crys. but.
Meanwhile i'm contented with fui's imaginary xoxo.

My love of almost 8 yrs will always always be missed by the entire family.
It's so hard to get a call when i hear my pap whom i thought is the strongest ,break down.
Its even harder when i know im not with him and i cant possibly do anything to help.
But it makes me slightly happier when my bro told me that they buried baby and his
favourite things and that the past 8 years meant so much to the family.
Even until now after 2 weeks, it still makes me teary-eyed.
 I hope i could go back time to the night at fullerton with melydia

This month is such a dramatic september,
I see my friends coping with so many unbearable events that it made me want to
go back home now, hang out with people i know and wake up in the morning knowing
that i dont have to worry about anything. Why is it always so hard to make decisions,
i'm glad though that i made a right choice. It's a birthday she'll never forget.
It's good when fui gives good-enough comfort over skype and trying to amuse with his
silly foot karate skills in between his frighteningly last min studying.
Girls always have so so much problems its just so unfair.
Now i always go to bed hoping everyone's doing well and tmr will be a good day.
People can never stop bitching/gossiping and keep friendships real and truthful.
Its difficult but along the way, i think i managed to cope well.

Melbourne has brought me several surprises,
a couple of new friends whom i really think are the best and i don't deserve their niceness,
heaps of laughter and that many moments when im down, fui comes in with his
uncle remedies and somehow managed to save my world.
I hope he does well today, last exam yo!


I tried calling fizah and sel today but i couldnt and i dont know why.
it's been too long.
Looking forward to next fri, finally! Dinner with crys, so much to tell not enough time.
AND, i'm havin my favourite home cooked beef brisket stew tonight with SIENNA.

wah cannot stand it i'm already droooooooling.

this is a proof for fui before he pretends again that he didnt hear what i say.

you owe me one huge kick-ass gift for today cos today is a special day.
that said better finish your exams with fantastic grades and find time,
go shoppin before you go back to camp. HAHA!

YAYSSSS!!!
happy girl happy test!

i was stressed by someone cos of something that led me to sleepless nights
and then 2 huge pimples. must be wendy's fault cos she started the pimple trend first.

oh but whatever it is, it is rainbows and butterflies todaaaay! well done!

Potluck Cranium and my company & co.


Cranium fun facts No 1:

  



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this game never fails to crack me up and surely, i wouldnt forget those times audjoce went absoutely wasted. HAHA. isn't it amazing when you suck in drawing but ppl still are able to guess it?
shear has genius frds/ no wait chris only maybe
i think after tmr i have more good photos.
cheers to our one week break and fantastic events lined up and my beloved essay

******


The day brought me a rainbow
Of colours so similar to us
Let's tiptoe to the days ahead
Of many much sweetness
Pack them in bits and pieces
Slowly drawn and tucked in our heads



lishi's sweets are soooo cute but she keeps all in her car.
my wedding i would want to buy up all the sweets and
have our names in it. wah its sweet its sickening.