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i cant quit you, know?

"recent" has been such a drama jump for me,
everything around me changes and these changes are unforgiving.
i feel like goin home now and be around my f&f.
why is life sometimes so hard and unfair that it makes the days dull.
Plainly nothing has happened to me(hopeful) and yet my circle seems
to be suffocating my loves. i really hope its over soon.
I'm going to have a talk with melydia,
there are certain spots when i get upset for no reason,
now i think i know why.
September is a season for the broken.
The past several weeks gave me so much to think about and
i must say lishi has been a great help, she understands.
whatever she said today, i'll take it.
it is hard to see a frd break down,
to see her so lost and i could do nothing but cry along.
whatever happened, it's meant to be.


I know at least i have the weekend to look forward.
shiyang wendy dinners, wah cannot tahan. it's always good food.
Pleased with the final reading log and got to work hard for my essay.
And within hours i get to hang out with crys. but.
Meanwhile i'm contented with fui's imaginary xoxo.