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all with a foolish grace

My love of almost 8 yrs will always always be missed by the entire family.
It's so hard to get a call when i hear my pap whom i thought is the strongest ,break down.
Its even harder when i know im not with him and i cant possibly do anything to help.
But it makes me slightly happier when my bro told me that they buried baby and his
favourite things and that the past 8 years meant so much to the family.
Even until now after 2 weeks, it still makes me teary-eyed.
 I hope i could go back time to the night at fullerton with melydia

This month is such a dramatic september,
I see my friends coping with so many unbearable events that it made me want to
go back home now, hang out with people i know and wake up in the morning knowing
that i dont have to worry about anything. Why is it always so hard to make decisions,
i'm glad though that i made a right choice. It's a birthday she'll never forget.
It's good when fui gives good-enough comfort over skype and trying to amuse with his
silly foot karate skills in between his frighteningly last min studying.
Girls always have so so much problems its just so unfair.
Now i always go to bed hoping everyone's doing well and tmr will be a good day.
People can never stop bitching/gossiping and keep friendships real and truthful.
Its difficult but along the way, i think i managed to cope well.

Melbourne has brought me several surprises,
a couple of new friends whom i really think are the best and i don't deserve their niceness,
heaps of laughter and that many moments when im down, fui comes in with his
uncle remedies and somehow managed to save my world.
I hope he does well today, last exam yo!


I tried calling fizah and sel today but i couldnt and i dont know why.
it's been too long.
Looking forward to next fri, finally! Dinner with crys, so much to tell not enough time.
AND, i'm havin my favourite home cooked beef brisket stew tonight with SIENNA.

wah cannot stand it i'm already droooooooling.