I’m sorry, I can’t possibly keep my mouth shut any longer.
I do not appreciate you, yet again, coming in the way of others’ friendships.
I do not appreciate you, yet again, hurting at least two of my closest online friends. Inadvertently or not, you’d have to be blind to not see what you’re doing.
I do not appreciate being ‘tested’ for loyalty.
I do not appreciate that everything is, once again, all about you and your feelings, when others are hurting just as much as you are, as if just because they don’t make a vague post of ranty doom about it, it doesn’t matter. Well, I’m sorry, it does. In fact, here’s my not-so-vague post just to bloody prove that
I’m hurt, frustrated and pissed off.
I’ve never appreciated your vague posts of ranty doom – do you even know how many times others have been hurt by them? Worrying that you may be pissed off at them, even though they can’t recall anything that they’ve done that may have slighted you in the least. Well, for future reference, I’d say it was just about anytime you posted.
We’ve been here before, about nine months ago in fact, and I hated it then; I felt torn, betrayed, abandoned and unimportant. I got over it. And now I’m just pissed off and annoyed that you keep doing this. I don’t understand how one person can manage to cause so much conflict within such a small group of people. Well, I’m sorry, I can’t keep taking it.
I defriended you because
you left. And I refuse to be made to feel guilty about my actions.
Your reappearance has made me realise that I’ve probably been looking for a reason to cut all ties for a while now.
I’m sorry I couldn’t have done this in a nicer way, I’m sorry I haven’t tried to work this out with you, I’m sorry I feel that I have to do this now . I’m sorry for doing this so publicly, it’s shitty I know, but after what I’ve seen you twist around, I’d rather show everyone straight up what I’ve said and they can make their own decisions – whatever those may be.
Knightmare, if you read this, I think you are a wonderful, giving, generous person when you want to be, but I can’t do this anymore, I refuse to jump through anymore hoops and bite my tongue just to be ‘in the group’. I genuinely hope you start to feel better soon and I’m sorry that I feel like I’ve been forced to do things this way. I hope you understand.
Kit.
To everyone that isn't involved, doesn't want to be involved etc, please just skip this, I'm sorry guys - I really felt as if I needed to get my feelings out in the open.
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