I was thinking of making a framework for productivity while driving to work today.

So my time has been mainly split into these things (except for sleeping, of course): Work, Stay Safe, and Studying

This leaves little time for creative pursuits, unless I'm able to organize my time better. I'm able to jam fun stuff in there, but I'd like to get more things accomplished.

Use of the Pomodoro technique is essential. Also thinking of chores as a bool statement.

More on this later.

I'm thankful for Casa Le Tigre being inviting (though I need to talk to her inhabitants more), the Internets, and dancey musics.

Today I'm thankful for juice, home, and chrome.

Hey, that rhymes. Time to sleep off this cold.

I'd like to figure out a tattoo or few before I turn 30.

That's my goal for the rest of 29.


Other than that, I've been thinking about struggles. How much people around my age are struggling, but the many friends that I see that are at least appearing to be successful. How FaceBook makes a window where you can be envious of perception. How spending time online like that isn't doing anything to work against your own personal struggles.

Something to think about.

I don't feel as prepared as I thought I was.

I'll at least say that I was able to have an answer for all questions, so that's something.

My problem is that I keep worrying about it, and it's getting in the way of my mood. I need to get over it, and move on to something else.

At least it's over. Next crisis!

.... wasn't too bad. A bit contrived at times, but definitely within the bounds of a good sci-fi flick. Good stuff.

I'm used to getting closure, but it's been pointed out to me that it shouldn't be a requirement. I should be okay without it. Finding catharsis within myself would be the best bet.

Ah the fallacies of overthinking and short-circuiting. Good thing I have that emotional STOP button that I learned the first time I went to Burning Man. It's important to have a handle on your own emotions before you can take care of anybody else's. That's not to say I don't have to continue working on it, but I feel like I've definitely gotten farther than I was say... 5 years ago.

Own your shit!

It's a great feeling!

Anxiety -10

Really been keeping me busy!

I got roped into doing GOTV and canvassing... which should be done since it's a midterm. Ugh, guilt and obligations.

Doing fine in my certificate class. Decided to skip yesterday's class, and I have some technical problems, but the homework isn't too difficult.

Need to do some Stay Safe stuff, training, and try to find some parties to work.

Started a new D&D group on Mondays online. 5th ed! It's interesting so far.

Too much to do! All on top of working 40 hours a week. I need more time.

That's a twisty puzzle. I'll have to marinate on that.