I suppose I should make a post reflecting that my journal is, and has been for some time, friends only. Comment to be added.

People here that used to be my friends and I wasted my time on apparently remove me from their friends list. Because...? Because I don't post here actively right now? Does it hurt their ratings or something? I go in cycles. I've been hiatus-y here before, and just done 'updates' with twitter. I realize they're not all that exciting, but hey at least you know I'm not dead. And if someone comments I can answer from my email. (I'm a lazy horrible person, I /know/).
I never remove people from my friends list unless they remove me. Every person who removes me makes it less likely that I'll ever want to return, because I see it as a 'you're not important enough to scroll past a small text post of', or 'you're so unimportant that the lack of updates means I've forgotten who you even are', or something. But at one point I tried hard to spend my time on you, and /I/ remember you. I don't know why I bother. Everyone leaves eventually.

I dunno, I'm hormonal and unhappy and that last person who removed me just bothers me. (Especially as they're friends only. I'm shut out of their life forever I suppose.)