Is it madness?

Why?

2015-08-10T00:25:05Z

People here that used to be my friends and I wasted my time on apparently remove me from their friends list. Because...? Because I don't post here actively right now? Does it hurt their ratings or something? I go in cycles. I've been hiatus-y here before, and just done 'updates' with twitter. I realize they're not all that exciting, but hey at least you know I'm not dead. And if someone comments I can answer from my email. (I'm a lazy horrible person, I /know/).
I never remove people from my friends list unless they remove me. Every person who removes me makes it less likely that I'll ever want to return, because I see it as a 'you're not important enough to scroll past a small text post of', or 'you're so unimportant that the lack of updates means I've forgotten who you even are', or something. But at one point I tried hard to spend my time on you, and /I/ remember you. I don't know why I bother. Everyone leaves eventually.

I dunno, I'm hormonal and unhappy and that last person who removed me just bothers me. (Especially as they're friends only. I'm shut out of their life forever I suppose.)

My tweets

2015-08-09T20:00:19Z

Sat, 16:19: I asked Scottie for cheese cream instead of cream cheese. I'm so tired words are coming out of my mouth out of order...
Sat, 18:28: I am in such a mood. Ugh.
Sat, 23:21: Why are there no local stores that carry bulk henna here. I miss my old co-op. Online henna is so expensive. ~_~

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2015-08-08T20:00:22Z

Fri, 19:12: I want to go out and enjoy the gorgeous day out, but I'm just going to curl up here in exhausted discomfort. And the weekend is rain. e_e
Fri, 21:49: Husband is amused that I was eating straight Sriracha because I was craving salt. Is now making me an actual snack. *purrs*
Sat, 09:35: Sometimes I feel like I should write something like 'This is why you're failing at RP', lol. I see people shoot themselves in the foot a lot
Sat, 09:49: Must wake up and get to replies...
Sat, 09:57: Why did 8tracks change their site. I'm not sure it's an improvement... #grumpywriter #grumpyingeneral

My tweets

2015-08-07T20:00:05Z

Thu, 22:15: Oh fucking Hel ow. ghaldskgjldkjgalk I'm going to stab someone nngh.
Fri, 01:18: You know what's not a starter? "I'm bored" with no idea of what to do about it. /I'm/ overwhelmed and not your damn dancing bear. Nngh.

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2015-08-06T20:00:03Z

Thu, 00:05: *curls up in an uncomfortable ball* Ughhhh why ~_~
Thu, 00:07: Thief is at least entertaining me. I like being a Magpie~

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2015-08-05T20:00:03Z

Tue, 19:06: Don't write with OOC brackets don't write with OOC brackets
Tue, 19:07: I literally have no idea who I'm following here.
Tue, 19:12: I should follow my friends here I shouldn't follow my friends here Hrm...
Tue, 20:38: Twitter stop telling me I have DMs here LieS THEY ARE LIES Lying is my job, norns.
Tue, 20:52: RT @BarackObama: Retweet to spread the word. #LoveWins http://t.co/JJ5iCP4ZWn
Tue, 22:42: Why can't I sleeeeeep

My tweets

2015-07-24T20:00:04Z

Thu, 12:45: I hate everyone. :3

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2015-07-22T20:00:03Z

Wed, 11:17: Why is it that I can't allow myself the same leniency that I afford my writing partners? Sure dude, you can't reply for days, that's fine.~
Wed, 11:22: I say as I watch mentions pile up. I'm just so tired though, and working. So nngh. They're going to have to wait.
Wed, 11:29: I'm dying inside and nobody cares, so long as I continue to be their dancing bear. ...this is an incorrect spot for a dominant to be in.

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2015-07-20T20:00:03Z

Sun, 23:23: Nnnngh husband is planning on making a fume hood and sound proofing for my air compressor, can't stop looking at airbrush stuff now.

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2015-07-18T20:00:03Z

Fri, 22:52: SPOILERS SPOILERS EVERYWHERE *hides*
Fri, 22:56: I wonder if I should follow other writer accounts from here... hrm.

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2015-07-17T20:00:03Z

Thu, 22:08: Scottie is so cute. He likes watching Murder She Wrote. I don't know why he likes watching old stuff, but it's endearingly adorbs.

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2015-07-16T20:00:03Z

Wed, 16:24: I hate getting account recs here good Norns. Don't switch me away from my RP account for it, bloody irritating app.
Wed, 20:28: Husband made deep fried watermelon with dinner tonight, ehehe xD
Wed, 20:39: I am so annoyed RN but I'll put on my best Loki smile anD STAB THINGS

New pony~

2015-07-16T08:45:09Z

Just a brief post, but there was a lovely find in the thrift store yesterday! A Princess Celestia in a cheap bag of other random toy horses. I cleaned her up and took a couple of pictures. I'm trying to get used to a new camera too...

Hello~

My tweets

2015-07-15T20:00:03Z

Wed, 00:41: Found a new mlp in a bag of random toy horses at the thrift store. XD (Though wtf am I doing with the others I dunno) http://t.co/FXqr8UUpru
Wed, 00:43: Updating my blog indirectly like a boss. Or something. #istotesdrunk #wtfamIdoing
Wed, 01:08: I feel like I'm going to fall asleep hugging my phone whilst waiting for the husband. ... Oh and there's a SL reply who needs sleep?

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2015-07-12T20:00:05Z

Sun, 00:57: *dusts off account* ...forces self to not put OOC brackets. Not sure anyone really cares if I'm here or not. lol
Sun, 01:08: It's so quiet here. lol

One of my Christmas presents from my lovely wonderful Scottie~

2015-01-05T06:52:33Z

Hey guys! I'm Loki. *shifty eyes*
I spend nearly all of my time online as Loki. I really need to figure out balance though. Hrm~.

BUT LOOK THIS IS NOT ME BEING LOKI. ~~what is this I'm always Loki~~

Scottie got me a lovely bunch of Christmas presents, he wrapped them and put them under the tree and everything and it was so sweet and lovely because he's sweet and lovely and WONDERFUL. Yes.
I have more presents that I took pictures of but here's one of them, one of the Inner Monster MH dolls. Scottie knew that I wanted the blue girl so he surprised me with her. I was having FEELINGS.

My scribe voice is always so random and hyper it stacks up well to my very serious Loki writing hrrrrm

Hello?

New friends...

SHE'S A PEACOCK SHE'S SO PRETTY I JUST

She also comes with pretty bat wings.

Her with my other Inner Monsters doll.

May I see your wings?

She looks so shy~.

Hello lovely~.

Shall we kiss~?

I'M NOT DEAD

2014-11-07T06:31:29Z

HEY GUYS GUESS WHO'S BACK?

DIS MINION

Sorry I haven't been on, I've just been busy. I've been spending a lot of my online time (Or well, ehm, maybe all of my online time) on my Loki RP account. (Which is going SPLENDIDLY I HAVE AN ARMY AND BEAUTIFUL STORYLINES AND IT IS ALL FANTASTIC I WILL TELL YOU ALL ABOUT IT LATER.)

Anyway, so... who missed me? n_n'

My tweets

2014-06-24T20:00:17Z

Tue, 09:40: RT @EvaCsalami: @YolandeLebold @Hiddlestardis @hiddlethings @heylokid @RosyHiddles @AsgardianAir_s @milleniumgypsy http://t.co/h7VuCAdXfO
Tue, 09:41: RT @Tatianaferriter: @milleniumgypsy @DesertRose_Snow @KingTHiddy Ok! Ok! 😊😊😊 http://t.co/OS4rWJubOq
Tue, 11:10: RT @Hiddlestardis: @EvaCsalami @YolandeLebold @hiddlethings @heylokid @RosyHiddles @AsgardianAir_s @milleniumgypsy http://t.co/1kpuJ2v6MC

My tweets

2014-06-19T20:00:19Z

Thu, 09:23: RT @twhiddleston: I Saw The Light. http://t.co/LBSiP5tBVb
Thu, 09:23: RT @twhiddleston: Jim, you legend. It's been such a pleasure. Thanks for the laughs, your kind eyes & huge heart. Stay close.@jumblejim htt…
Thu, 09:25: RT @TatianaFerriter: @Eeunwooj @hiddles1 @milleniumgypsy Loki art http://t.co/GE7owY4zjQ
Thu, 09:26: Ehehehe I have been busy lately! *dusts account*

Something for later

2014-06-16T01:29:50Z

Just something that I wanted to keep for later. :3

Hail magnificent Sky-Treader.
Hail Loki, Friend of Thor,
Who moves swiftly
into and out of all the worlds.
Hail Loki to Whom a locked door,
a guarded border, an expanse of lonely terrain
is no impediment.
Please watch over me today as i journey
to/from my home.
Watch over me today, great God of mischief,
mighty in cunning, Who secures the safety of His friends,
and secure my safety too.
Hail Loki, now and always.

Can you feel my heart?

2014-06-07T07:16:57Z

HEY YOU GUYS. I haven't been posting recently, I am so sorry! Honestly my muse has been utterly taken over by writing, and all of that creative energy is going into my Loki RP. My new writing partners are amazing, and I am insane and took on a pile of SLs (storylines). ~~I don't understand the RP accounts that complain about being bored I AM SO CONSUMED BY ALL OF THE ACTIVITY THROWN AT ME THAT I LITERALLY DON'T SLEEP HOW CAN YOU POSSIBLY BE BOOOOOORED~~

We are creating actual stories and I'm actually immensely proud of my corner of twitter. :3

I have Monster High pictures that I took a little bit ago that I need to edit and put up. Also I got a couple new ponies (there's like a bargin line of MLPs that I found that are only $3.33, and I can even sort of afford that! I have two of them now.)
But I'm not going to do that quite yet because I have things to write first... xD

How would you like to see some of my writing music?

I am obsessed with this song, it speaks to me~

Then there is this song. It is beautiful, and the video is amazing. I had no idea who this girl was before I read the comments, so the tv show she's from is irrelevant. ~~I wish that I'd been able to do this sort of thing as I'd wanted to~~
The point of the girl is that she's a representation of the singer from childhood being raised by alchoholic parents I guess? I think that's powerful.

This also speaks to meeeee

And last this song:

This song also speaks to me, and since I'm writing to find something beautiful to say...

HERE IS THE MUSIC THAT FUELS THE MORTAL AND HER MUSE ENJOY~

My tweets

2014-06-02T20:00:03Z

Mon, 10:03: RT @Mrvl_AmoraRngo: @LadyTLoki @AmyAutopsy @Keres81 @milleniumgypsy hehe hello giirl http://t.co/sazQolv46v
Mon, 10:19: RT @LadyTLoki: @Mrvl_AmoraRngo @AmyAutopsy @Keres81 @milleniumgypsy My lovely girls *-* I love you!! ▲ http://t.co/lnXrr58Kds

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2014-05-30T20:00:03Z

Fri, 08:57: RT @TatianaFerriter: @milleniumgypsy @_JaySimoes @francaceleste @katekin74 http://t.co/T1tbqCEfq0
Fri, 08:57: RT @katekin74: @TatianaFerriter @milleniumgypsy @_JaySimoes @francaceleste that sexy smile http://t.co/UjXOhPHXvp
Fri, 09:00: RT @sutherwinds: #FF @TWHobsession @amyfclapham @lokid_hiddles @Autumn_Rohwer @milleniumgypsy

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2014-05-28T20:00:05Z

Tue, 21:17: Watching the first episode of The Wil Wheaton Project... love it! #poopwheaton #ohdear

Monster High photoshoot- Venus in flowers! Also X-Men First Class and OLLA

2014-05-26T23:45:45Z

On Friday as I was walking home from work I took some pictures with Venus with some of the flowers that are out. Mostly there are just some blossoms on trees, these little white bunches are everywhere. I don't have a ton of variety yet, and on my walk home this is basically the only thing on said walk, but it's still pretty and I wanted to take pictures of them before they were gone. There's also this little well on the way home that I think is cute so I thought I'd take some pictures of her on it. :3
I wasn't having the best luck because the smoke haze was making my lighting wonky.

This turned out to be my favourite shot though.

I am glad that it is summer!

I love the flowers...

I've also been reading a lot of comics this weekend, my Kid!Loki comics, mostly. Though also some classic Thor. I need to have my characterization of Loki down! xD It's research yo.

My favourite kind of research~

Also been reading Deadpool. Deadpool is funnay.

Last night X-Men First Class was on tv, and as I hadn't seen it yet (it's one of those movies out of the time period that I wasn't watching movies) we decided to watch it. As it's a movie outside of the fold of Marvel proper it hadn't been quite as critical for me to see it as my other Marvel bbs. I miss my X-Men though so it was good.
At the end I told Scottie that there must be a name for a ship between Magneto and Prof X. And also that I might be boarding said ship. (Of course, I've always had a soft spot for Magneto so that's easy. Not as much of a soft spot as what I have for Loki because that would basically be impossible but still)

*goes to look for scrapbook* Oh my god this layout e_e

Remember how excited I was about going to see Only Lovers Left Alive last week? Yeaaaaah. I was going to go this weekend. Scottie was going to surprise me by coming with me to a matinee. When he woke me up on Saturday he let me know that it wasn't in the cinema anymore. I am such a dummy. I saw that it there and I was going to go right away because I knew as an indie film it wouldn't be there for a super long time. Only derptastically I didn't think that the films reset on Friday, not after the weeeknd.

I dun care what any of the other movies are they are not what I want to see.

On the bright side though, Scottie preordered the bluray for me! So I'll be able to see it in the fall. Still. One I have been excited about seeing this film for AGES OMG, and I want the film to do as well as possible because I want Hiddles in ALL THE THINGS so I feel disappointed that I couldn't support it in my own small way.

Later pancakes~