March 2026 Superlatives

You were all so very sweet about the hellscape that was February; thank you. In terms of physical and mental health, and in terms of the weather, things did in fact improve in March. On the other hand, I was made redundant, which is hardly a mood-lifting experience. I am currently job-hunting and trying to put together at least piecemeal work while I do so. If you know anyone who needs GCSE or A-Level English tutoring, let me know. I’m south London-based but can also tutor remotely, and I’m DBS-checked and Safeguarding certified!

On the other hand, I read a hell of a lot of books: twenty-two in total. I was busy right out of the gate, racking up eleven reads in the first seven days of the month! (Well – I’m counting each volume of Clara Gazul separately; discounting that, it’d be ten books in seven days.) Such is the power of comfort re-reading. March’s library roundup is here; here’s what I thought of the rest.

PhD read that I was the most surprised to find genuinely entertaining: Paris Lions and London Tigers, by Harriette Wilson (1825). Wilson’s second book, after her wildly popular bestselling Memoirs, was also her first foray into fiction. Her main characters are the Callams, a nouveau riche English family whose fortune derives, with comical coarseness, from a successful soap-boiling business. Mr. and Mrs. Callam decide to educate their kids with foreign travel, so all five of them go to Paris and are swept up in the riotous world of expatriate high society. There’s a lot of satire, most of it good-spirited, and a surprisingly compelling plot about the marital disposition of the Callam girls (sensible Mary and silly Eliza) and several of their friends. It’s far from the greatest thing written in this period, but honestly, it’s not uninteresting either. There’s a hilarious “key” to the dramatis personae right at the front, because so many people assumed this was a roman à clef that Wilson’s publisher basically said “Screw it! If you were right – and we’re not saying you are – this is who the characters would have been based on.” Classic Wilson; she loved having things both ways. It’s a wonder she only got sued once in her career.

best comfort re-reading: The Immortals Quartet, by Tamora Pierce (1992-1996). I may have written here before about my youthful love of Tamora Pierce, author of feminist fantasy YA novels that smashed gender boundaries and encouraged me to be brave, resourceful, and loyal as a kid. I hate to think how much of my internal moral code derives from Pierce’s work. This quartet is about an extremely gifted “wild mage”, Daine Sarrasri, who starts out in Wild Magic (1992) as a traumatised teenager who loses her entire family to raiders. Taking a job with the horsemistress of the Tortallan Queen’s Riders, she learns to control her magic, which allows her to speak with animals and even shape-shift into one, and she also makes friends and learns how to trust. Book two, Wolf-Speaker (1994), takes her and her teacher, the world-class mage Numair Salmalín, to a remote fief in order to help the wolf pack who live there; they discover a treasonous plot along the way. Emperor Mage (1994) takes them to Carthak, a slaving empire based loosely on Roman Egypt, where Daine is given a new gift from a pissed-off Carthaki god, and where Numair must face his past. The quartet ends with The Realms of the Gods (1996), in which the overarching plot of the series – a war between the Great Gods and their sister, the Chaos deity Uusoae, echoed in the war between Tortall and Carthak – is resolved, and Daine unravels the mystery of her parentage. There are so many great creatures in these novels, from wolves and squirrels to dragons and basilisks to ones entirely of Pierce’s invention, like the unforgettable Stormwings (harpies whose bird-shaped parts are made of steel and who desecrate battlefield dead) and spidrens (carnivorous giant spiders with human heads). There’s some romance, but not too much, and it mostly comes near the end. Pierce is increasingly available in the UK and I’m so happy about it; her heroines are great role models, powerful and forthright but always human.

longest PhD read: Clara Gazul, or Honi Soit Qui Mal Y Pense, vols. I-III, by Harriette Wilson (1830). It can be hard to tell how long books like this are, because unless you have a standardised Penguin Classics edition, you’re using original printed editions which tend to have very small pages with very wide margins. Clara Gazul‘s three volumes total 791 pages, but again, they’re small. It doesn’t feel like Middlemarch. It sure doesn’t read like Middlemarch. It’s odd and delightful in an entirely Harriette Wilson way. Bits are Gothic; bits are a Regency high society satire; bits are really compelling; bits are incredibly boring. There are occasional metafictional flourishes. Almost an entire chapter is devoted to a character writing a letter that includes a description of Wilson herself (cunningly disguised as “Harriette Memoirs”). Chapter titles include such gems as “Alberto—Is He A Bandit?” She’s not aiming for high literature at all; she’s quite specific in the Preface that any reader who’s sick in bed or on a long journey ought to be able to pick the book up at any point and enjoy it. And yet she does manage to maintain, develop and wrap up a plot; she’s a terrific sketcher, with the knack of giving a sense of a character’s personality in a paragraph; she has a sharp eye for detail and accent and human vanity. Clara Gazul doesn’t need to be a Penguin Classic, but there’ll be things to say about it, which is all I require.

longest-overdue re-reading: Protector of the Small Quartet, by Tamora Pierce (1999-2002). Pierce’s first, and breakout, quartet told the story of Alanna of Trebond, who disguises herself as a boy for eight years in order to undertake training as a knight. After Alanna earns her shield, a law is passed allowing girls and young women to train openly for knighthood – but for ten years, no one takes advantage of it. This quartet follows the first girl to do so: Keladry of Mindelan, daughter of the Tortallan ambassadors to the Yamani Islands (a fantasy analogue of imperial Japan). Made to agree to a one-year probationary period, she passes her First Test (1999; see what I did there?) with flying colours, establishing a reputation as someone who won’t stand for the bullying that’s commonplace among her fellow pages or for the sexism thrown at her from conservative elements in the capital. In Page (2000), Kel and her friends continue to hone their skills, but an enemy from her first year conspires to try and force her to fail the final-year examinations. Squire (2001) traces the four-year apprenticeship that all trainees must undertake with an active knight in the field; this reintroduces old friends from other Tortall-set quartets, and culminates in Kel’s Ordeal of Knighthood, in which (unlike the other candidates) she’s given a specific quest. In Lady Knight (2002), the realm is at war and Kel’s first command involves building and defending a refugee camp – plus she has her quest to fulfill, somehow. Unlike Pierce’s earlier heroines, Kel doesn’t have a magical Gift or divine powers; she’s just incredibly tenacious, fair-minded, and stubborn. She puts the hard work in. An excellent Goodreads review, to which I can’t link (but if you’re on GR and want to read it, it’s currently the second most popular one for Lady Knight) puts it well: if Alanna is Dana Scully, Kel is Leslie Knope. It makes this series a particularly good one to return to as an adult; I’m glad I did.

best palate cleanser: Snowspelled, by Stephanie Burgis (2017). I downloaded this on the recommendation of Jo Walton, who read all the other books in the series too and pronounced them “a series of delightful romances in a world similar to that of Randall Garrett’s Lord Darcy novels”. Having not read Randall Garrett, my personal comp is: Bridgerton, plus spells and minus the explicitness. (There’s sex, but it’s entirely skimmed over; the focus is on kissing. Even the very sex-in-fiction-averse will struggle to get upset about it.) This is a novella, which means that – as often seems to happen with genre works written to a novella word count – everything feels slightly short-changed. The mystery gets solved in the protagonist’s head but the solution is withheld until the dramatic climax, which I don’t like (and with a first-person narrator, it feels especially cheaty.) Although we do get to experience the resolution of the romance obstacle for ourselves, there’s something a little tidy about the way the characters realise their mistakes. On the other hand, the setting is great: a roughly Regency-era Britain in whose history Boudicca repelled the Romans with the help of her second husband, a magic-wielder, and gender roles developed such that women are the kingdom’s politicians and men serve as their helpmates, using magic. I particularly liked the way this is demonstrated by the subtle flipping of expectations: if our heroine Cassandra and her ex-fiancé Wrexham are caught kissing, he’s the one whose reputation would be compromised. This is not trying to be deep or literary; it isn’t Jonathan Strange (but what is?) It worked very well as a sign-off to a long weekend of comfort reading, and I wouldn’t say no to reading more in the series, although I suspect they’ll all be best read in a similarly palate-cleansing way.

book it took me the longest to read for no discernible reason: Minor Black Figures, by Brandon Taylor (2025). At some point in this book, someone describes an art show as containing works accessible only to a small coterie of Manhattan and parts of Brooklyn. You have to assume an author knows they’re handing a hostage to fortune with a line like that, particularly in a book set amongst a small coterie of artists and philosophers living in New York in the first half of the 2020s. For about the first third of this novel, that’s how I felt about it: that the writing was very good, as is Brandon Taylor’s way, but that the level of interest I, the reader, was being assumed to have in the minutiae of an extremely specific stratum of society was far higher than my actual level of interest. That is kind of the point, it turns out; we’re so committed to the perspective of the protagonist, Wyeth, that we only slowly realise how deeply the novel is actually critiquing (as well as offering some compassion to) his frantic involutions of thought and self-criticism. As I texted a friend, “it oscillates between being irritatingly locked in to the youthful gay arts scene in a narrowly delimited number of streets in a single city, and being more interestingly concerned with things like navigating intimacy and the various legacies of religious faith. The musings on subjectivity and social posturing stuff is largely boring, but the other stuff is great, as long as the main character isn’t thinking about how things will look on social media (boring).” When he inquired whether I’d actually recommend the book or not, I had to admit that I would, but also that my critical perspective can be summarised as “less theory, more connection (and banging)”.

That emphasis on interiority and self-searching may be why this took me five full days to read despite it not being particularly long. My mental and intellectual energy is being used up at such a rate that what I seem to require in fiction more than anything else at this moment is plot, and this hovered right on the edge of my current capacity. That’s a weird feeling for someone who has always prided herself on her ability to read literally anything. Thanks to NetGalley for the eARC. Minor Black Figures was published in the UK on 19 March 2026.

funnest/silliest imagination of the future: The Futurological Congress, by Stanisław Lem (1971; trans. Michael Kandel, 1975). A delightful short novel in which a space explorer, Ijon Tichy, is sent to the eponymous conference by his boss for no particularly good reason ([I] remarked that, really, I wasn’t much of an expert on futurology. His reply was that hardly anyone knows a thing about pumping, and yet we don’t stand idly by when we hear the cry of “Man the pumps!”) and gets caught up in a coup that involves copious amounts of hallucinogenic chemicals being pumped into the air and water supply. Shot by police and cryogenically frozen for decades, he’s thawed out in a strange new future where you can pop to the corner store to buy yourself a Rembrandt on the way home, lavish food is abundant, housing conditions are uniformly opulent, and new knowledge is acquired not by reading it but by taking a pill that contains it (leading to an excellent throwaway scene in which Tichy takes half an encyclopaedia and suffers indigestion). Save for the mysterious fact that people often seem to be panting heavily for no clear reason, especially after taking the elevator, it would be a utopia. But Tichy, as a man out of time, finds it all a bit baffling, and eventually he’ll discover some salient truths about this civilisation… The Futurological Congress is far from being a gritty dystopia; it’s more of a goofy, satirical fable, albeit one with much stronger anxiety about overpopulation than you might expect. (This seems to have been a major concern in the ’70s. Paul Erlich’s influential but wildly misguided and eugenicist book The Population Bomb came out in 1968.) Tichy appears in several of Lem’s books as an affably hapless everyman; his humorous but earnest perspective is largely what makes this work. It’s a very different flavour from the other Lem novel I’ve read, Solaris, but it neither takes itself too seriously nor outstays its welcome. Fans of Kurt Vonnegut and H.G. Wells would get on well with this.

book I most liked the idea of, without being sold on the execution: The Watermark, by Sam Mills (2024). This has been on my radar for a while, because the idea is great. It’s a metafictional literary romance in which protagonists Jaime and Rachel are – separately – trapped in the same book, a bad Victorian pastiche by the self-regarding reclusive big-name author Augustus Fate (seven times Booker nominated, but no wins!) They find each other, fall in love, and eventually regain their memories. Realising they’re trapped in a book, they find a way out – but only into another layer of fiction. And then it happens all over again, only slightly differently. And again. And again. Lots of rich things to be said about fate (Augustus Fate!) and free will, rationality vs. religious belief, the solidity of identity. Also lots of fun to be had with the concept of Booksurfing, the method by which Jaime and Rachel travel between books. (It involves hallucinogenic tea!)

Unfortunately, if you’re going to do anything remotely like this, you do need to be offering something that stands up to comparisons with both Italo Calvino’s If On a Winter’s Night a Traveler and Jasper Fforde’s Thursday Next series. I don’t think Mills’s book compares well to either. For sheer zaniness combined with total dedication to the premise, Fforde has her beat. Calvino, who takes it all somewhat more seriously, might be a better comparison, but I always feel aware while reading Calvino that any thinness is meant, that an extract from a supposed novel that doesn’t convince as literature is meant to point out the artificiality of the environments the characters are in, whereas with Mills, it felt like she was sincerely trying to write extracts from the four different novels that her protagonists end up in, and just not doing a very good job of it. There’s little stylistic distinction between them, which is probably the worst thing; I could forgive dragging plots or a sense of inauthenticity in dialogue or phrasing, because these are fake novels within a real novel populated by the fictional characters of said real novel – unsurprising if the edifice of fiction starts to creak a little – but the way that all of the novels have the same ineffable medium-roast tone is too much, or rather too little, for me. Another obvious comparison would be David Mitchell, but he’s also better at this: whatever Cloud Atlas‘s faults, you know from a single sentence whether you’re in the Adam Ewing section or the Luisa Rey one or the Sloosha’s Crossin one. The Watermark is at its most engaging near the end, as Jaime and Rachel fight to climb out of fiction once and for all; that’s not nothing, but if a 500+-page novel only starts to feel urgent near the end of its page count, you’ll already have lost a lot of readers.

story collection I think is best discussed entirely by quoting individual sentences from it: Passion and Affect, by Laurie Colwin (1974). It was a good thing, Benno often thought, that Charlotte was good-looking, because left to her own devices, she might have been deeply unattractive and never noticed (“The Elite Viewer”). He moved, the way precocious children do, from the serious to the flirtatious and struck an irresistible balance in between (“Dangerous French Mistress”, in which a character also describes himself, perfectly, as a “mute uncomprehending walrus”). Paul [a child] began a collection of birds’ eggs that he displayed on sweat socks in the potting shed (“The Water Rats”). She functioned as smoothly as a hospital kitchen (“The Girl with the Harlequin Glasses”). At the door to his office, he was greeted by a young man wearing his hair in the manner of John Donne, a three-piece suit, and cowboy boots (“Passion and Affect”). He rarely laughed, but when he did it was like a meal (“The Man Who Jumped Into the Water”). In the photo, he looked as if he were Architecture, and she was a random, flying buttress he was supporting (“A Road in Indiana”). The two of them hang together like icicles (“The Smartest Woman in America”). Basically, they thought their personalities were works of art, and they were not far wrong (“Imelda”). Soon, he would be the only member of the Big Plum staff, including the members of the board – perhaps the only person in the supermarket business – with a Ph.D. in art history (“The Big Plum”). If those sentences on their own don’t sell this collection to you, I don’t know what would.

best surprise: The Keeper, by Tana French (2026). This is the third of French’s Cal Hooper novels, a series she started to move away from her wildly successful Dublin Murder Squad series. The first one, The Searcher, came out in 2020. At the time I liked it and thought it heralded an interesting departure, but it faded from my mind very quickly and now I can’t recall much about it. I’ve never felt inclined to revisit it, which is unusual for me; I reread most of French’s novels pretty regularly. Reading The Keeper, therefore, I was almost fresh; I remembered Cal’s previous life as a Chicago P.D. detective, and his semi-foster kid Trey, whose brother’s disappearance he looks into in The Searcher, but not much else.

It turned out not to matter; it helped a little to have some orienting prior knowledge, but for the most part I didn’t really need it. Here’s what French can still do better than any other crime writer working (and significantly better than writers in most other genres): map emotional currents in an environment, whether that’s a village community or a single room. These novels have taken her focus out of the Irish city and into the Irish countryside, whose inhabitants have rich and complex layers of relationship – to each others’ families, to the land itself, to various ideas like loyalty and boundaries and what the right thing to do looks like – that an outsider like Cal can sometimes see more readily, but sometimes can’t see at all until it’s far too late. Some of the most compelling parts of The Keeper show Cal recognising those invisible social land mines, not always in time to react to them. Here’s what’s risky about these books: they’re in third person. The immediacy of French’s Dublin narrators (and even the protagonist of her standalone The Wych Elm) is gone. It’s made up for here by using dual perspectives: Cal’s girlfriend Lena is a village woman born and bred, and how she sees the situation is very different from how he sees it, and we get to see through her eyes too. The secondary characters are also terrific. I love Trey, and her maybe-girlfriend Kate, but my favourites are Mart Lavin, an older farmer who takes Cal under his wing but who is by no means an innocent old boy, and Dymphna Duggan, a frankly terrifying elderly woman whose position in the village – dispenser of knowledge and information, but for a price, every single time – would have made her a witch or bad fairy only a few generations back. French has never been a crime writer for everyone, and the slow pace of revelation in The Keeper might put some readers off, but there’s always some fascinating character interaction going on that means the pace doesn’t need to be rip-roaring. On the basis of this, I might have to go back and reread The Searcher, just to find out what I missed the first time. Thanks to NetGalley for the eARC. The Keeper will be published in the UK on 2 April 2026.


How has your March reading gone? Have you read any of these? (Probably not the Harriette Wilsons, but hey, you never know…)

#LoveYourLibrary, March 2026

Hosted, as always, by Rebecca at Bookish Beck, posting on the last Monday of every month. There’s no set formula to this; you can post anything about libraries, whether you’ve recently been to an event at one, heard about an initiative at one, whatever! I use it for rundowns of my monthly library reading. Join in on your social media space of choice using #LoveYourLibrary.

March was a heavy reading month, so although four titles came from the library, that isn’t a big fraction of the total. Still, my picks ranged from the eighteenth century to the twenty-first, and all were worthwhile.

Hard Pushed, by Leah Hazard (2019): This is a perfect example of popcorn nonfiction, at least for my tastes: an intelligent, pacy look behind the scenes of a job most of us don’t think twice about. Hazard is a Harvard-educated NHS midwife; frankly, that alone would make for an interesting memoir, but her focus instead is on her professional experiences and those of her colleagues. Sections of general background entitled “Notes On…” (The Uniform; Getting It Wrong; Being From Somewhere Else) alternate with case study chapters that illustrate each idea (being trusted because you look professional; making costly diagnostic mistakes; treating foreign patients) through one or two individuals. Hazard makes clear that her patient characters are actually amalgams, to protect people’s privacy. I appreciated her up-front-ness about this, and her sensible, forthright ending statement on the use of inclusive language in childbirth. She writes really well, with wit and humour, and although she’s clear about the terrible working conditions that are driving people out of midwifery and caring professions in general, there’s little trace of the bitterness that sometimes mars writing by other medics (Henry Marsh, for example). I devoured this in a day, feeling simultaneously delighted that I have chosen never to go through any of this torment and profoundly impressed by the grit and tenderness of the people who have chosen to help others through the experience.

Land of Milk and Honey, by C. Pam Zhang (2023): A little bit like The Menu with a speculative twist, this is set in a near-future where devastating smog has destroyed the global agricultural system. On a remote mountaintop in Italy, an unfathomably wealthy businessman of the Musk-Bezos variety has created a sovereign nation where underground genetics labs preserve, and even reanimate, endangered or extinct species of animals and plants – and where they’re eaten in lavish banquets by those who have chosen to invest money and resources in the scheme. Our unnamed narrator is brought in as the head chef, but her duties quickly begin to include weirder work, like impersonating the businessman’s vanished Korean wife Eun-young (although her Asian heritage is not Korean). The food writing is lavish and worked well for me, although the sex writing (the chef gets involved with the businessman’s daughter, brilliant geneticist Aida), also lavish, is in my opinion a little overcooked. Zhang raises questions about power, cruelty, morality; my issue is that they’re never really resolved. As another GR reviewer noted, the novel tries to have it all ways, with the businessman’s schemes both presented as appalling and given credence by the chef’s complicity in them. That complicity is highlighted as though the highlighting is itself a challenge to it, but identifying something and challenging it are not the same things. Fiction doesn’t necessarily have to have a moral perspective, but without one, it can be hard to convincingly write a novel that feels like it has a purpose. That’s Land of Milk and Honey’s biggest problem: what’s it all for, in the end?

Treasure Island, by Robert Louis Stevenson (1883): Reread – first read aloud with my dad, when I was probably nine or ten – after a nostalgic rewatch of the early 2000s Disney film Treasure Planet, which adapts the plotline to a far-future sci-fi setting in which ships traverse space using solar-powered “sails”. It’s a clever updating, and made me want to go back to the original to see how it fared. The answer is that it’s a lot of fun and has some tremendously atmospheric moments (Blind Pew has got to be one of the scariest characters in fiction that’s ostensibly for children; the “black spot” and the scene where Jim, hiding in an apple barrel, overhears the plans of the mutineers to kill half the crew, including him, are chilling and thrilling). Long John Silver is a fantastic creation, too, with his mercenary shrewdness, jolly and menacing by turns as it suits his purposes. But Treasure Island is definitely a lesser work than Stevenson’s Kidnapped (1886), with which it’s often associated. It isn’t as serious, and its moral universe is almost entirely without complication. Not for Jim Hawkins the post-traumatic experiences of David Balfour, who is haunted by the violence he has witnessed; Jim happily kills himself a mutineer-pirate or three and, to all appearances, sleeps soundly at night. It was written for a children’s adventure journal, and from plot to characterisation, it reads that way. But that’s not a bad thing! Stevenson is a great writer of action and adventure, and the cultural impact of this book has been enormous. Our visual shorthands for pirates – wooden legs, parrots, rum – they all come from this, and it does hold up.

Justine, or the Misfortunes of Virtue, by the Marquis de Sade (1791; transl. John Phillips, 2013): I read this for Ph.D. background, and honestly? It’s wall-to-wall comedy. Yes, obviously the physical and sexual violence is grotesque and extreme and upsetting. But in part, that’s why this book’s effect is so comical. It’s highly aggressive satire by an atheist, libertarian nobleman, brutally underlining the cruelty and hypocrisy of virtually every aspect of human society: it’s almost as if he’s ticking off boxes, puncturing the pieties about everyone from priests to lawyers to doctors to merchants to the nuclear family. Justine is a nobly born, religiously minded young woman, thrown into penury through family tragedy. Refusing to follow her older sister into prostitution, she instead attempts to follow the path of “virtue”, which only leads to her being repeatedly victimised in increasingly baroque ways. Here is the pattern: someone will either abduct her or lie to her about a servant job; she’ll end up imprisoned in their home; they’ll threaten to rape her; she’ll say “oh Monsieur, God will punish you!”; the libertine will reply “No he won’t! I never feel remorse or sorrow and it is the natural way of things for the strong to torment the weak!”; there’ll be some surprisingly philosophical discussion, which Justine can’t adequately rebut because all she has is a tenacious but fairly simple and inflexible faith in Providence; she’ll end up, at minimum, raped and beaten, sometimes seriously tortured (there are genuinely graphic scenes in this novel, do not assume that just because I interpret the novel as a whole as comical, it’s a light read); she’ll say “All of this is against my will so I am still virtuous! I would rather die a thousand deaths than stop being virtuous!” but somehow never actually die; she’ll escape, often leaving an entire community of other abused women behind instead of attempting to help anyone else (this happens so often that I have to assume Sade is drawing our attention to it, which raises interesting questions about female solidarity as well as the hypocrisy of Justine’s insistent morality); she’ll recover at an inn for a week or so; then someone will abduct her or her new employer will turn out to be a libertine, and it’ll start all over again. It’s rather brilliant in its repetitiveness. You start rooting for the libertines, eventually.

Have you read any of these? Did you pick up anything good from the library in March?

February 2026 Superlatives

February has felt longer than January, somehow. With more singing to do than usual, including a massive project centering around Handel’s Dixit Dominus, various health issues cropping up for both me and my fiancé, and almost uniformly terrible weather, I have felt some days as if all my energy and drive has burned out of me. One or two days of clear skies and milder air only reinforced how deeply I’m affected by a constant lack of direct sunlight. I just feel stuck, at the moment: everything I’m trying to do is still mid-stream (the PhD; the wedding; a possible career change) and every possible remedy seems to involve spending money (going away for a weekend; buying flowers) or damaging my blood sugar (having a sweet treat while running errands) or, of course, both.

Books are a solace in bad times. I probably ought to do some more comfort reading, re-reading, etc. Even so, I read fourteen books in February. The library haul is covered here; here’s what I thought of the rest.

Various multi-coloured book jackets on a cream and red floral background

provoked the most mixed feelings: Shibboleth, by Thomas Peermohamed Lambert (2025). I wrote about this Oxford-set satire of academia and 2020s campus liberalism for #ReadIndies, here.

book I most wanted to love and just liked: The Gilda Stories, by Jewelle Gomez (1991). Conceptually, this is brilliant: a set of interlinked stories that, put together, tell the story of a girl who flees slavery in antebellum Louisiana and is inducted into the eternal life of vampirism by two women who run the brothel where she’s taken in as a servant. Each chapter is set decades after the last, so Gomez gives us a sense of American history moving forward as well as the rhymes and resonances of the things that don’t change. Her conception of vampire society is brilliant too; it’s not a theft of blood but rather an exchange, the vaunted psychic abilities of vampires allowing them to give back to their victims in the form of good dreams, affirmations, wishes, impulses. Vampire society is presented as a found and created family in a way that closely aligns it with queer family-making; Gilda’s “creators” are a lesbian couple and same-sex love is central to the life Gomez imagines for her protagonist. Unfortunately, there’s an awkwardness in the writing that kept reasserting itself, a combination of oddly flat rhythm and too much telling. Here’s Gilda telling a friend that she’s killed a man before: “Yes”, she answered impatiently. The cloying smell of the air freshener and the closeness of the walls made Gilda even more anxious. The faces floated up in her mind again, and the bitterness of those moments singed the back of her throat. Savannah was surprised by her response and by its tone. How much more effective would it be to dramatise Savannah’s surprise – with a step back, a blink, even a gasp? (And why is Savannah’s response in the same paragraph? Surely we need a new one when the focus shifts from Gilda’s perceptions to her friend’s.) That awkwardness persists throughout, and kept my feelings for this book at a level of appreciation for its iconic status, but not love.

most badass protagonist: Aud Torvingen, of Nicola Griffith’s fabulous trilogy comprising The Blue Place (1997), Stay (2002) and Always (2007). I wrote about all three for #ReadIndies, here.

book I most feel I’ve barely scratched the surface of: Train Dreams, by Denis Johnson (2002). This was my first book by Johnson and I liked it very much indeed. It’s incredibly short- at 128 pages, it’d be perfect for Novellas in November – and yet manages to be epic in recounting the life of Robert Grainier, a lumberman in the Pacific Northwest who lives between about 1885 and 1968. Grainier reacts to both terrible events and humorous ones with a kind of passive equanimity that reminded me somewhat of István, the protagonist in David Szalay’s recent Booker Prize-winning novel Flesh, except Grainier’s feelings are actually clearer, despite or rather because of his muted responses. The loss of his wife and baby in a lethal wildfire nearly drives him mad, but he eventually regains a balance in his life that the reader is all the more invested in because of how low-key Johnson’s depiction of it is. There are also some marvelous comic moments, including a scene in which Grainier meets a man who has been shot by his own dog, and another in which he helps an acquaintance make an ill-fated proposal of marriage to a forthright young widow. Comparisons to Cormac McCarthy and William Faulkner are overused, but there’s a touch of both in these grotesque but tender moments. In terms of themes and symbolism, canines – dogs and wolves – recur, representing the line between the domestic and the wild. It’s a line Grainier himself seems to wander over repeatedly even as the coming of railways and logging of forest hastens the taming of the West. To make something that feels so rich and complete in such a small page span is a tremendous achievement. This will repay rereading.

best balance between the real and the surreal: As If, by Isabel Waidner (2026). This, my first taste of Waidner’s fiction, is an oddly charming little novel about two men who essentially swap lives, assuming that both are real, and one isn’t just a funhouse-mirror reflection of the other. But which would be which? One is Aubrey Lewis, whose wife Laurie has just died of throat cancer and whose high-profile on-stage breakdown early in his acting career led him to a safe, stagnant role as a detective’s sidekick on seventeen seasons of a BBC stalwart. The other is Lindsey Korine, whose wife Laurie is in remission from throat cancer; he never pursued acting, initially for fear of mockery at school and later from an apparent lack of stick-to-it-ive-ness, and has bounced between jobs. The men live around the corner from one another. One night, after Korine has walked out on his family and taken to living in the Barbican underpass, he spots Lewis – whom he recognises as a school acquaintance, and to whom he bears some resemblance – and follows him home. Korine goes for a last-ditch TV audition, pretending to be Lewis, and gets the gig; Lewis goes home to Korine’s wife and child, and assumes the responsibilities of parenthood. As If would probably be reminiscent of Paul Auster, if I’d ever read any Auster. (The title refers to the name of the TV project, which is based on a novel that, itself, is some kind of spinoff from Lewis’s earlier show; it also pretty clearly gestures to the novel’s themes of chance, risk, and, faintly, hope.) It’s never so weird as to utterly defy possibility, but it certainly dances merrily along possibility’s edge. I was surprised by how much I enjoyed this, mostly down to Waidner’s perfect tone, which contains just the right blend of humor and pathos. I’d definitely read their work again. Thanks to NetGalley for the eARC; As If was published on 26 February.

most gloriously engrossing: Nonesuch, by Francis Spufford (2026). I’ve always known Spufford had an sff novelist’s heart – he’s been getting closer and closer to the genre with every novel he writes. With Nonesuch, he’s arrived. It’s his best yet, I think, an adventure through Blitz-raddled London and through time itself. Like all of my favourite secret-London novels, it relies on wonders: radio-wave angels imprisoned in the city’s statues, a sixteenth-century path to an enclave existing outside of space and time (“ye Pallace of Nonesuche”), a truly terrifying encounter with a construct that reminded me of the malevolent animated scarecrows in the Doctor Who two-parter “Human Nature”/”The Family of Blood”. The reason it’s so good, though, is the protagonist. Spufford has always been great at writing women, but here he really surpasses himself with Iris Hawkins, an ambitious secretary in a City firm. Iris wants to be rich, and she’s a social climber; her calibration of her vowels, from Watford to Chelsea, recurs regularly. She’s also got a fantastic financial mind and an endearing practicality. You know how we expect our heroines in books like this to be fascinated if they come across a wizardly cabal? Iris, refreshingly, truly couldn’t care less about the weirdos whose occult machinations have set all this in motion. Her main desires are to stay alive, to keep her lover Geoff alive, to stop a bitchy fascist from changing history so that England capitulates to the Nazis in 1939, and to find some way of balancing her fierce need for independence with the unexpected experience of falling in love. She’s a sexually active heroine without apology, but she doesn’t feel anachronistic. On the contrary, she feels unusual but not unlikely, someone who learns not to stand out but who is constantly working towards her goals, within her era’s limiting frameworks for class and sex. I suppose the combination of social-documentarian Blitz novel and metaphysical adventure story might strike other readers as incongruous, but I loved it. And while the immediate plot is resolved by the end of the novel, it ends on a literal “to be continued” that instantly creates another set of questions to be answered. Brilliant, brilliant, brilliant. If you’ve enjoyed Spufford’s previous work, don’t miss it. Huge thanks to Francis himself for the PDF proof; Nonesuch was published on 26 February.

best demonstration of how spiky eccentricity can mask deep vulnerability: Another Marvelous Thing, by Laurie Colwin (1986). I find Colwin hard to write about. She’s one of those authors who does what seems like perfectly ordinary magic. This short novel is about an extra-marital affair between people who, on the face of things, seem extremely ill-suited: fastidious, sophisticated Francis and slovenly, acerbic Billy (whose real name is Josephine, although no one calls her that except for her best friend’s imposing grandma). It’s brief and narrated through vignettes; we have to infer the connecting tissue of time, and sometimes of events, between each little chapter. Francis and Billy never consider leaving their spouses, whom they genuinely love, and they break up partway through the book. But the affair matters deeply to both of them, and the surprising poignancy of Another Marvelous Thing is the subtlety with which it shows that. No one gets histrionic here, and in fact mostly everyone is grumpy to everyone else, but the grumpiness is about hiding pain. Some of these chapters make perfect standalone short stories. Billy’s best friend’s wedding is one such, when the two women escape the reception temporarily and row out to an island in the ornamental lake to sneak cigarettes. The birth of Billy’s child is another; in fact that one is where the novel’s emotional centre lies, I think, where you get to see Billy in her sincerity for once, even as she keeps quipping. Her relationship with the nurse who attends her for her C-section is particularly winning. I don’t know, just try Colwin.

most confirmatory reread: Chasm City, by Alastair Reynolds (2001). First read in November 2019. I didn’t write anything about it then, but I remembered some things very vividly: the titular setting, an urban landscape that grew up around – and partly inside – a geothermal abyss on a planet called Yellowstone; “the hunt” or “the game”, in which victims are hunted across the rooftops and alleys of the city by the wealthy; and something about a giant snake that evolved to have its eyes inside its mouth. As it turns out, what I remembered count among the best, most effective aspects of the novel. Reynolds is terrific at settings: Chasm City is super atmospheric, with its constant humidity and yellow-brown tinged air. He’s also terrific at ideas. The Melding Plague, a kind of nanovirus that caused most of the technology on Yellowstone to malfunction, including the implants that many of its human citizens had as a matter of course, was a precursor to the protomolecule of James S.A. Corey’s Expanse series; meanwhile, the snake creature with the internal eyes is known as a hamadryad and its biological cycles are, not to get too detailed about it, incredibly cool. Where Reynolds falls down is in characterisation and plotting. There’s a story here, potentially quite an interesting one, about identity and memory and immortality, but it gets rather lost in unnecessarily complicated back-and-forthing. Also, the sex and romance elements are perfunctory – it’s as if Reynolds decided he had to have them but his heart wasn’t in it; maybe that’s an editor’s fault – and all of the women are variants on nurturing or innocent, with the wisecracking dialed up or down as appropriate. I hear Reynolds got a lot better, and as the only two books of his that I’ve read are early efforts – and his world-building details are just so cool – I’ll try him again.

best near-apocalypse: Cold Earth, by Sarah Moss (2009). This is Moss’s first novel, and you can kind of tell – it hasn’t entirely settled, and lacks some of the defining formal qualities of her later fiction, like the lower-case chapter headings composed of quotations from the chapters themselves – but in some ways that makes it all the more appealing and interesting. Her recurrent thematic concerns crop up: islands, cold Northern landscapes, the past and how reachable (or not) it is, food. (All the more unsettling to read this novel, in which a deeply unsympathetic character, Nina, is obsessed with gourmet cookery, in the light of Moss’s memoir, where she talks about her own lifelong anorexia. Nina’s not obviously in the grips of an eating disorder, but her compulsion to think about food, talk about food, and judge the food made available to her, as well as the food choices of others, is so pervasive that it takes on a tinge of abnormality, particularly as her mental state declines and she experiences visions of ancient Greenlanders.) The plot’s pretty simple: six graduate students on an archaeological dig in rural Western Greenland struggle with one another, their isolation, and their fears regarding a viral epidemic which had just begun to make headlines back in Europe/North America when they went off-grid. Each section gets progressively shorter, and each constitutes a note or letter or journal written by an expedition member – some starting early in the dig, and some only when they begin to expect not to survive. It’s basically a chamber piece, albeit a chamber that’s massive and outdoors. Moss has always excelled at characterisation and at atmosphere; both are abundantly present in Cold Earth, with different sections revealing the reasons for some characters’ behaviour (a hidden bereavement, for example), and the beauty but also the uncompromising quality of the landscape ever more starkly apparent. The ending is possibly a missed opportunity, but on the other hand, it neatly avoids melodrama. I’ve only got two unread Moss novels now (Night Waking and Bodies of Light).

best book to read over an afternoon spent in a doctor’s waiting room: The Diary of a Provincial Lady, by E.M. Delafield (1930). I bonded over this with a nurse at the diabetes clinic at Guy’s Hospital; she came over, asked what I was reading, took a picture of the cover, and seemed delighted by the “real Englishness” of Delafield’s vibe. (I think she might have been Portuguese or Spanish.) These originated as columns in Time and Tide newspaper – which gets regular shout-outs in the text – sort of like Bridget Jones’s Diary; people thought they were by a real person, then gradually realised that it was all fictionalised, but the Everywoman aspect of the speaker and the satirical tone is part of the charm. Our Provincial Lady (we never learn her name) has a grumpy husband, two wholly ungovernable children, and a phalanx of neighbours including the garrulous Our Vicar’s Wife, the tyrannically feeble Mrs. Blenkinsop, and the unbearable Lady Boxe. She is part of a class that no longer exists: the household has servants, but also money troubles. There is a clear line of literary descent from The Diary of a Nobody that runs through the Provincial Lady and on to both Bridget Jones and Adrian Mole: very funny, self-aware and ironic to a degree but only imperfectly, mostly present-tense narration, fantastic pen portraits. This quotation from the back of my copy will tell you if you’d like this sort of thing or not: “January 22nd – Robert startles me at breakfast by asking if my cold – which he has hitherto ignored – is better. I reply that it has gone. Then why, he asks, do I look like that? Feel that life is wholly unendurable, and decide madly to get a new hat.” Have not we all? Perhaps a new hat is what I need, too. If only they didn’t cost money.


How has February treated you? What have you been reaching for on these grey and rainy days?

#LoveYourLibrary February 2026

Hosted, as always, by Rebecca at Bookish Beck, posting on the last Monday of every month. There’s no set formula to this; you can post anything about libraries, whether you’ve recently been to an event at one, heard about an initiative at one, whatever! I use it for rundowns of my monthly library reading. Join in on your social media space of choice using #LoveYourLibrary.

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We Do Not Part, by Han Kang (2021; transl. e. yaewon and Paige Aniyah Morris, 2025): I wrote about this astoundingly atmospheric excavation of historical horrors and inherited trauma for #ReadIndies, here.

Purple Hibiscus, by Chimamanda Ngozi Adichie (2003): Adichie’s début novel is also the only novel of hers that’s written in first person, which probably partly accounts for its sense of limited scope in comparison to her later work. Kambili is the fifteen-year-old Catholic daughter of Eugene, a successful factory owner – a Big Man – and devout worshipper himself. Eugene is also abusive to his wife and children. When Kambili and her older brother Jaja go to stay with their aunty Ifeoma, a university lecturer in a different town, and get to see that it’s possible to live with joy and pleasure even if you’re poor and less doctrinally dogmatic, their lives change forever. I appreciate the way national politics appears on Kambili’s horizon via protests at Ifeoma’s university and the constant shortage of fuel and food – something she’s never previously faced in her affluent, if oppressive, home. Intelligently, too, Adichie provides a priest who isn’t a total bastard: Father Amadi sings Igbo praise songs during Mass and brings Kambili out of her shell with attentive care. I liked less that Kambili develops a crush on Amadi which he appears to reciprocate; we’re never told how old he is, but she’s fifteen and he’s obviously an adult. Although his vows of celibacy render their mutual attraction “safe”, and allowing for cultural differences regarding age gaps, it still feels a little dicey. The scenes of Eugene’s escalating abuse are terrifying, but the ending disposes of his menace in a way that feels unearned. Adichie’s voice is confident – I can see why this attracted attention as a début – but Purple Hibiscus doesn’t trouble Americanah from its spot at the top of her oeuvre.

Returned unread:

Nuclear War: a Scenario, by Annie Jacobsen (2025): I read the opening prologue, which describes in great detail what would happen in a ten-mile radius during the first ten minutes or so after a thermonuclear attack on the Pentagon. Obviously this is entirely what the book is about, so I can’t say the content surprised me, but (especially with parents living two hours south of D.C.) it was sufficiently distressing to make me realise this is actually not what I need to read right now.

The Thing Around Your Neck, by Chimamanda Ngozi Adichie (2006): I read the first two stories, “Cell One” and “Imitation”. Neither seemed to have much to say, and both ended abruptly. Operating on the dread principle (if your primary emotion when you think about picking up a book is apprehension, stop reading it), I called it a day. I’ve read or given the old college try to all of Adichie’s fiction now, so it’s safe to say that her work is hit and miss for me.


Nothing wrong with deciding a book isn’t right for you at the moment! I’m not really thinking of these as DNFs; I didn’t get that far into either of them. Have you read any of these, or visited your library this February?

#ReadIndies, 2: The Aud Trilogy, by Nicola Griffith (Canongate)

I’m a huge fan of Griffith’s novels about the seventh-century Northumbrian woman who became St. Hilda of Whitby. An earlier trilogy of novels, of which I first became aware when Laura T. wrote about them, has been out of print for years. Canongate has recently brought them back with stunning, classy new covers, and I took the first available opportunity to spend part of a Christmas book voucher on all three. It seems sensible to write about them together, and as Canongate is an independent publisher based in Edinburgh, this post qualifies for Kaggsy’s month-long #ReadIndies event, too. [Be aware, SOME PLOT DETAILS FOLLOW.]

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The Blue Place (1998) introduces us to Aud Torvingen (rhymes with crowd, or shroud), a Norwegian-British-American P.I. living in Atlanta, Georgia. She’s a lesbian, martial artist, skilled carpenter, and ex-cop who – in the best tradition of noir fiction – gets dragged into a dangerous case by a charismatic and compelling woman. Drugs, fake art, and arson are all involved, but unravelling the mystery alongside Aud is only part of the satisfaction of the novel. The other part is her relationship with Julia, the woman she literally runs into one rainy night; the feelings they both develop for one another threaten to bring Aud out of what’s obviously a carefully constructed shell of competence and cool. The novel divides roughly into two: the first half is set in Atlanta and follows noir plot conventions more closely, while the second half sees Aud and Julia travel to Norway, deepening their characterisation and readerly investment. Wonderful secondary characters, from Aud’s sensible aunt Hjordis to her coffee-shop-owner friend Dornan to a briefly glimpsed piercing specialist who goes by the name of Cutter, hint at the many selves and faces that Aud possesses, none of which are insincere but none of which are the full story of who she is, either. She’s a character comfortable with violence, which makes it all the more disturbing when it appears in her life unexpectedly and she can’t control it, or its consequences. The Blue Place all but demands an immediate sequel; luckily, I could pick it up the same day, but original readers had to wait four years for…

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Stay (2002). MAJOR PLOT POINTS FOLLOW: This opens with Aud, traumatised by Julia’s murder, holed up in a cabin in the Appalachians which she inherited from her father. She’s trying to renovate and winterise the entire thing by herself, which she’s more than capable of doing, when Dornan shows up. His fiancée Tammy, who appears briefly in The Blue Place, has gone missing – she’s done so before, but she always comes back and he always knows who she’s with. Aud dislikes Tammy, seeing her as manipulative and self-serving (a dislike clearly rooted in Tammy’s heavy investment in patriarchal notions of women: she’s physically small, she wears heels and dresses, she pretends to be dumber than she is). But Julia made her promise to stay in the world, and so, in an effort to retain her friendship with Dornan, she tracks Tammy to Manhattan and heads north to retrieve her. The mystery is actually wrapped up by the halfway point, which makes way for Aud to pursue the righting of wrongs at a deeper level: the second half of the book concerns child trafficking and takes place in rural Arkansas. Once again, though, without shortchanging the plot, Griffith focuses on developing characters’ relationships with each other and ours with them. Tammy has been deeply scarred by her experiences in New York, but as she recuperates in Aud’s cabin, the two women get to understand each other better. Eventually Aud recognises and respects Tammy’s strengths, while also being forced to stretch the boundaries of her own comfort. There’s a lot of social engineering in the second half, which I always love reading about, and by the end, Aud is firmly rooted in the world.

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Always (2007). MAJOR PLOT POINTS FOLLOW: Though published much later, this picks up only a few months after the events of Stay. It’s considerably longer than the first two in the series because Griffith’s tendency to write books of two halves is formalised and integrated: chapters following Aud’s investigation of a real estate fraud on waterfront property that she owns in Seattle are interleaved with flashback chapters that detail a ten-week women’s self-defence class she recently taught in the Atlanta suburbs. Something happened at the end of that course for which she feels responsible, but we have to keep reading to find out what. Meanwhile, the situation in Seattle starts to get out of hand, and Aud has to grapple with her own physical and emotional vulnerability. Thematically, this reinforces something she tells her class: “No matter how big or fast or strong you are, how heavily armed or well trained, there’s always going to be someone out there who is bigger, faster or stronger. Always.” It’s one thing to say it, but another thing to come to terms with it herself. But, as she also tells them, the statistics on gender-based violence are strongly in favour of women who fight back. It just doesn’t get reported nearly as often. (The Women Against Rape study from 1985, which still holds up, and Justice Dept. figures from the time of the book’s writing, show that it’s possible to prevail against an unarmed rapist 72% of the time; if he has a knife, your chances are 58%, and 51% if he has a gun – which is still better than half.) Always reintroduces a love interest in the form of Kick, a former stuntwoman turned film caterer who’s diagnosed with MS partway through the book; Griffith, who has MS herself (though, as she points out in the Author’s Note, her illness is not Kick’s illness), writes incisively about disability, and the way that having an unreliable body challenges prevailing ideas about “fighting” and “courage”.

I’m so glad Canongate reissued these. They offer a rejoinder to predominantly male-focused thrillers and noir. They put a gay woman at the heart of a story that isn’t about her sexual orientation or identity but in which her romantic/sexual experiences are given due weight. Above all, they provide a model of competence without fetishizing that quality, or shying away from the less savoury aspects of a personality built to hide pain. Welcome back to the world, Aud.

#ReadIndies 1: Kang (Granta) and Lambert (Europa)

I don’t always manage to contribute to ReadIndies, the February event instated by Kaggsy and Lizzy Siddal – and now, after Lizzy’s very sad passing last year, run solo by Kaggsy – to celebrate independent publishers. This year, however, my first two reads of the month were from independent publishers and there are a fair few more lined up for the rest of February! Here’s what I made of these two:

We Do Not Part, by Han Kang (2021; transl. e. yaewon and Paige Aniyah Morris, 2025): Kyungha, in the grip of a serious depression, hasn’t left her apartment in months. She spends her days lying on the floor, and her nights alternately writing and tearing up versions of her will. An unexpected text from her friend Inseon takes her out to the emergency department of a local hospital, where she discovers that Inseon – an artist with whom Kyungha had once hoped to collaborate on an installment inspired by a dream that itself clearly stemmed from her research into a historic massacre – has sliced off the tips of her fingers with the band saw in her workshop. She needs Kyungha to travel to Jeju Island (whence she has been medivac’d) to care for her pet bird, who has now been almost three days without water. Blindsided, Kyungha agrees, but Jeju is caught in the worst snowstorm anyone can remember, and even getting to the house is an ordeal. When she arrives, the bird is dead, and she buries it. Or is it? And has she really arrived? Weirder and weirder things start to happen, including the impossible reappearance of Inseon. The book leans ever deeper into an exploration of Inseon’s mother’s patiently gathered archive, which documents another massacre, one that occurred on Jeju in the 1940s.

We Do Not Part is astoundingly atmospheric – I have never read something that captures persistent snowfall so well – and integrates its themes of historical horrors and inherited trauma beautifully: it never feels showy, forced, worthy, or precious. Oddly, though, it did feel bitty; perhaps because I read it in short bursts, it constantly seemed to be evading my attempts to mentally grasp and settle into it. It was approaching possible inclusion in my Books of the Year list, but that bittiness meant I couldn’t quite love it as I’d hoped to. Still, this worked far better for me than my previous two forays into Kang’s work (one of which, Human Acts, is about the Gwangju massacre and is clearly the referent of Kyungha’s early dreams). Two of her books in translation remain unread for me, The White Book and Greek Lessons; I might try another.

Shibboleth, by Thomas Peermohamed Lambert (2025). I have simultaneously a very great deal and not much to say about this Oxford-set satire of academia and 2020s campus liberalism. The language is fizzing and vivid, and some of the dialogue is extremely funny; everything that the best friend, Youssef, says is absolutely delicious. The final third of the novel deals thoughtfully with a genuinely complex situation and includes some fantastic lines (“History didn’t just happen in Berlin. It happened here too […] If this were the Garden of Eden, we wouldn’t be standing on people’s bones.”) But some of the targets are low-hanging fruit. Satirising diversity workshops and the earnest self-regard of undergraduates is not groundbreaking. Also, though I accept that things have no doubt changed since my time (2010-2013 plus two more years living in the city), the Oxford that Lambert describes is unrecognisable to me except as the broadest parody. My college had, at the time, the highest proportion of privately educated undergraduates in the university, and even so, this shower of double-barrelled maniacs does not match my memories. (And there’s some weird geography. You wouldn’t go to a diner on Cowley Road and then walk down the High Street towards the train station. Lambert is a current postgraduate at Oxford, which makes this even more baffling. The route you would take would have been considered an unfeasibly long walk in my undergraduate years, anyway. You’d either have found a closer party, or eaten nearer the venue.) Perhaps best considered as reflective of our reality but not entirely tethered to it, like American Psycho or Right Ho Jeeves.


Have you read either of these? Are you an independent-publisher aficionado?

January 2026 Superlatives

January was a terrific month in reading. Despite DNFing four books practically in a row, I read fourteen in total – and every single one of them was good. A few rose to greatness. At least one will be on my Best Books of 2026 list. I got in a few rereads, and covered a few backlist titles from authors whose work I knew I enjoyed. This is exactly the sort of start to the year that I’d been hoping for. I also got to spend one of my Christmas book vouchers. This month’s library reading is covered here; here’s what I made of the rest.

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reread that interacted most interestingly with books I’d read earlier: Zami, by Audre Lorde (1982). First read in July 2020, when I enjoyed its warmth and humour, and was pleased to find that feminist poet and thinker Lorde wasn’t the deathly serious (and dull) theorist that I’d expected. It’s a memoir of her growing up, adolescence, and early adulthood. She feels like an outsider everywhere – as a bookish, visually impaired, fat Black girl, and then as a woman attracted to women – and that feeling becomes part of her identity too. Her early life reminded me of Paule Marshall’s Brown Girl, Brownstones, emphasising the conventions of West Indian family life where she can’t fit in. As a young woman she moves away from New York, first to factory work in Stamford and then, on an impulse, to Mexico, where she blossoms. Early love affairs help, too, although none are particularly happy. The latter half of the book, taking place in the late 1950s, is fascinating about the lesbian subcultures of the time (Lorde doesn’t fit in here either: she’s neither a butch nor a femme and isn’t interested in those rigid categories). It was only a few years before the sexual fluidity and marital freedom Samuel R. Delany describes in The Motion of Light in Water, but it feels like a different world. Some of the melodramatic relationship material became repetitive and tiresome. The most interesting part of the book is Lorde’s teenage friendship with a girl who eventually killed herself, clearly because her father had been abusing her. Lorde’s love for Gennie – and, you get the impression, her guilt over Gennie’s death – was lifelong. I probably won’t reread this again, though.

longest awaited, and most worth waiting for: Menewood, by Nicola Griffith (2023). I’ve already mentioned the ten-year gap between this and its predecessor, the magnificent Hild. In Menewood, Griffith takes up the story of the Northumbrian princess who would become St. Hilda of Whitby almost immediately after that earlier book’s ending. The title is a place, a hidden valley in Elmet (West Yorkshire) which Hild’s uncle Edwin, the volatile High King of Britain, has given to her and her now-husband Cian. Holding Elmet for Edwin, Hild determines to build up Menewood as a sanctuary, where distinctions of slave and free are meaningless. Her role as Edwin’s seer appears to be lessening, for which she’s thankful, until the discovery that Penda and Cadwallon, the kings of Mercia and Gwynedd, have allied and are marching to threaten Edwin’s hold. History ensues, including the terrible battle of Hatfield Chase, which takes almost everything that Hild loves and that has given her purpose. The remainder of the novel deals with her recovery of self; her pursuit of vengeance on Cadwallon, who is now ravaging the North; and the choices she must make about what she will do with the power she accrues.

Like Hild, this installment is gorgeously written, with close attention paid to tactility and the senses, the cycles of nature, and the sheer hard work that it took to live, day to day, in this era. There are longueurs: after Hatfield, Hild takes a long time to recover, and the page space dedicated to her development of a viable fighting force is possibly a tad excessive. But Griffith’s effectiveness in these novels is partly due to the way she makes a reader understand time, and how differently it passed in earlier centuries. Taking her time is one way to do that, and we’re primed for it by the immersive, detailed nature of the writing. I’ve also always liked how Hild is permitted by the narrative to be both romantic/sexual/emotional (including in relationships that our era would label queer or sapphic) and practical/tactical/martial. That doesn’t change here, though she suffers in both aspects. We leave Hild at a moment that could, conceivably, serve as a capstone to a duology – but I hope Griffith writes a third volume.

most destabilising: Hangsaman, by Shirley Jackson (1951). In some ways it feels odd that I don’t have that much to say about this, because the way it operates – dreamy, suggestive, symbolic, blurring the lines between a fantasy life and occurrences in reality – would seem to indicate that there’s a lot to excavate. And there is, but I think the best way to excavate it might be to read the book yourself, not necessarily to read me talking about it. Most of it takes place during Natalie Waite’s first semester at college, during which it becomes apparent that she is far too strange for any of her classmates to make friends with. She is taken up, semi-ironically, by two slightly older girls who are trying to seduce their English professor, whose very young wife is a former student of the college, now suffering under the loneliness of social unmooring that comes with her marriage. Natalie herself is experiencing what it becomes progressively clearer are breaks with consensus reality. The book’s first section ends with a climactic scene at a cocktail party hosted by her parents, in which an ambiguous encounter with an older man in the backyard woods represents either an actual sexual assault or an emotional one that’s no less searing. For my money, it’s the former, and each section of Hangsaman contains a scene that repeats the contours of that one: a walk under dark trees with someone whose existence and behaviour threatens Natalie with the dissolution and fragmentation of her selfhood. (In section two, it’s Elizabeth, the professor’s wife; in section three, it’s Tony, Natalie’s apparent only friend.) It’s not a novel about the effects of assault in general, more a novel in which sexual threat is one of many menaces to the self; chief among the others is social conformity, which Jackson demonstrates often requires cruelty and disloyalty. I didn’t particularly enjoy the experience of Hangsaman, but it makes clear how much talent Jackson had, even at the start of her career.

slowest start: Augustus, by John Williams (1972). An epistolary, or rather documentary (not everything is in letter form; some are reports, journal entries, official proclamations, etc.) novel about the rise and life of Rome’s first emperor. Daniel Mendelsohn’s excellent introduction to the NYRB Classics edition identifies how this fits into Williams’s oeuvre: like Stoner and Butcher’s Crossing, it deals with the way a person can slowly but completely change over a lifetime, and the way that what they’re sure is good can change too. The first section deals with Octavius Caesar’s adolescence and early steps towards power in the wake of his uncle Julius’s murder. Unless you’re really into Roman military history, this is slightly drier and harder going than is ideal. I found my attention flagging at several points, but by the Battle of Actium, the stakes were obvious and the narration exciting again. Then we move into more interesting territory. Much of this centres around Augustus’s daughter Julia, whom he adores, and whom he is eventually forced to exile for adultery. (This saves her life: most of her lovers were involved in a conspiracy to kill both Augustus himself and her husband/stepbrother Tiberius, and the adultery charge pre-empts her indictment for treason.) Julia is a great character, and strong evidence for Williams’s facility at writing women. Her loneliness, her pride, her recklessness, and her rage all come through clearly in her first-person journal entries, written from exile on the tiny island of Pandateria. Other voices belong to Vergil, Ovid and Horace; Marcus Agrippa; Gaius Maecenas; Marcus Antonius (Mark Antony); even Cleopatra, which is rather brilliantly done – though all we get from her are official directives to staff followed by a letter to Antonius, they reveal perfectly both her mistrust of her lover’s capabilities and her determination to keep him sweet for as long as possible. We only hear Augustus’s own voice right at the very end, in a beautiful extended meditation on mortality, intentions, and the failures of even an apparently successful life that cements the thematic implications of all that has gone before. Williams is a remarkable ventriloquist, it should be added; each character has their own distinctive written style, without resorting to stylisation or caricature. Stoner is still his masterpiece, but this is enormously rewarding for those with patience enough to get past Actium.

most reassuring reread: The Madonna of the Mountains, by Elise Valmorbida (2018). Reassuring in the sense that my original response to this novel – loving it – was confirmed. On first reading it, I wrote, “It starts in 1923, with a girl called Maria Vittoria embroidering sheets for her dowry trunk. She’s twenty-five, alarmingly old to be unmarried… Valmorbida spins the story of Maria Vittoria’s life: her marriage, her children, the ascent of Mussolini’s government and the onset of WWII… The Madonna of the Mountains feels both universal (fears about infidelity, a child’s health, how to protect your family in uncertain times) and deeply, richly specific… It really feels as if you are peering into the head of, let’s say, your great-grandmother; someone whose world is not your world, whose socially conditioned responses are alien to your own… One of the most restrained, yet profoundly convincing, historical novels that I’ve read in years.”

That’s all still true. On this reread, I noticed some technical things. For example, how Valmorbida achieves the novel’s unique voice and tone: almost every chapter is narrated in free indirect style from Maria Vittoria’s perspective, so we’re both in third person (which gives us a sense of proportion) and locked in to her emotions and patterns of thought. There’s only one exception, when her daughter Amelia becomes the point of view character for a few crucial chapters. Time is also handled beautifully, through carefully chosen intervals: between sections, two or five years have passed, so that we get a sense of general continuity as well as an understanding that the events actually narrated to us are truly life-changing. The madwoman Delfina, who claims to be Maria Vittoria’s illegitimate cousin, serves as proof of hypocrisy and embodies the inadequacy of social norms: her outbursts ostracise her from the community and eventually lead to her death, but she is the quintessential frightening truth-teller, the inconvenient bastard on the margins of society who understands how things work better than any number of conventional, respectable people. She is Maria Vittoria’s dark double. Meanwhile, imagined monologues in italics from a Madonna statue inherited from her mother dramatise the demands that weigh on Maria Vittoria’s soul, the social and spiritual codes by which she lives and which define her. This superb novel was criminally underappreciated upon publication and should have been on the Walter Scott and Women’s Prize shortlists.

most bittersweet follow-up: A House for Alice, by Diana Evans (2023). This is a direct sequel to Ordinary People, Evans’s Women’s-Prize-shortlisted exploration of married (or at least committed) life in southeast London’s middle-class Black communities just after Obama’s election. It picks up eight years later, and focuses – at least initially – on the parents of Melissa, one of Ordinary People‘s protagonists. Her septuagenarian Nigerian mother, Alice, is beginning to make noises about “going home” to grow old and die; her white father, Cornelius, with whom Alice has not lived for decades, dies unexpectedly in a house fire as the novel opens, an event that takes place on the same day as the disastrous Grenfell Tower fire. Evans’s signature blend is to incorporate national/political happening with smaller-scale domestic event: Alice’s vacillation about her home reflects the “hostile environment”, Windrush Generation deportations, and the May administration’s naked contempt for immigrants and non-white Britons. Meanwhile, her daughter Melissa is beginning to regret having left her partner, Michael, the decision that ended Ordinary People; Michael is beginning to find that his second marriage, to jazz singer Nicole – vivacious, outgoing, and less a has-been than a never-quite-made-it – is perhaps shallower than he realised; Damian, whose marriage made up the other half of Ordinary People, has also left his wife, and we first encounter him searching for his runaway teenage daughter Avril in Paris. There is, in other words, an awful lot going on here (I haven’t even mentioned the flashbacks Melissa begins to have to what is clearly a childhood trauma related to her father’s alcohol abuse and violent tendencies, or the post-death scenes of Cornelius seeking a resting place in the afterlife). As a result, some characters are short-changed in uneasy-making ways. Avril is found, but does not get a happy ending, but little time is spent on the reality of her life or the effect on Damian of seeing his child suffer. Melissa’s flashbacks are not quite resolved. However, I’d rather read an overstuffed, ambitious novel – especially one that takes seriously the emotions and friendships between older women, such as Alice and her church friends, or Nicole and her circle of cool, artistic, powerful wine aunties – than a thin, timid one.

most poetic evocation of history’s emotional pull: May We Feed the King, by Rebecca Perry (2026). A curator of still life “scenes” for historic properties receives a new commission to dress half a dozen rooms in a former palace. Permitted to select any time period from the centuries in which the palace was inhabited, she (one assumes – we never find out) chooses the reign of a King who never expected to accede, and whose brief rule is still thought of as shameful and embarrassing. Struggling with a personal loss that’s never specified – though context clues suggest the death of a partner or a traumatic breakup – she finds herself drawn into the world of the long-vanished King, as well as increasingly attracted to the archivist (again, no gender specified) who provides the necessary documents for research. Meanwhile, a long central section in third person follows the King himself – his unexpected accession, reluctant response, and eventual mysterious disappearance – mostly focalised through him, with occasional forays into his personal attendant, a lady-in-waiting, or his power-hungry and frustrated chief advisor.

Perry’s writing is wonderful: assured, precise, evocative. I love fiction that delves deeply into the specifics of an unusual job, and the curator’s love for her work helps to make the level of detail she gives us feel, not excessive, but grounded in her characterisation. (There’s an especially great section about plastic-resin food props and the website you can order them from.) Her attempts to inhabit the King and his world offer a commentary on loss and time that are counterpointed by her own personal loss: in the end, we lose everything to history except for what is preserved, which is only ever incomplete. But art and beauty can emerge from our efforts to rediscover or recreate what is lost. Elegant, melancholy and with a faint extension of hope at its end, this is a début that I’d very much like to see on the Walter Scott, Women’s, and even Booker longlists this year. Published 29 January; thanks to Granta and NetGalley for the eARC.

best palate cleanser: Blurb Your Enthusiasm, by Louise Willder (2022). Willder estimates she’s written five thousand blurbs in her career as a publishing copywriter. In this book, the first thing published under her actual name, she pulls back the curtain on blurb efficacy: how do you convince people to open the covers of a book? Are spoilers ever okay? What kind of voice do you choose for each one? Do you have to read the whole book before blurbing it? (N.b.: in the UK “blurb” means the synopsising copy on the book jacket. In America, it means an advance quote of praise from another author. Willder uses it in the UK sense throughout.) Other chapters range further afield. Some of these worked better for me than others. Everything about cover design (including how text and image can be made to work around and with one another) fascinated me, as did theorising about the ideal title (Lincoln’s Doctor’s Dog, apparently, combining the commercial allure of presidential gravitas, medical content, and an animal – though several books under this title have been published, and unaccountably, none of them has been a bestseller). I was less convinced by chapters that dealt with historical publishing, which made the sorts of leaps that my supervisors would be annoyed at me for. (I actually think it is perfectly fair to see the extraordinarily long titles of Daniel Defoe’s era as proto-blurbs if that is your angle, but it feels like a substantial claim to make without any hedging. At the very least, it would be good to acknowledge that literary marketing has not remained unchanged for 400 years.) Some of the material on different genres – romance, sci fi, etc. – felt both under-considered and unnecessary. These are churlish complaints, though, given Willder’s infectious enthusiasm and the fun with which she infuses her behind-the-scenes tour of this under-appreciated area of the book industry. Its witty, low-key tone strikes exactly the right note.

prolixest fantasy: Tigana, by Guy Gavriel Kay (1990). Tigana balances almost perfectly between being very compelling and very annoying. It’s a political fantasy in which an occupied peninsula is uneasily divided between two separate colonial powers, one of whom takes vengeance on the province in which his son was killed in battle by using sorcery to erase the place’s name from memory and speakability. Only people who were born there can say, hear or understand the word “Tigana”. Much of the novel’s page count follows the long and secret efforts of the province’s Crown Prince, Alessan, to build a human intelligence network across the peninsula, cause the mutual destruction of both occupying powers, and restore Tigana to the memory of the world. It’s compelling stuff, counter-pointed by characters such as Dianora, a Tiganese woman whose own vengeance quest has been derailed by falling in love with the man she’s sworn to kill, and Devin, a singer who doesn’t know his own heritage until he gets involved with Alessan’s plans. On the other hand, women are invariably defined through their attractiveness or sexuality (even if that sexuality is “oh gosh, no thanks”). More frustratingly, Kay has a terrible habit of overwriting. Here he is describing a character who sees someone she doesn’t expect:

And then, at the bottom of the staircase, as she stepped onto the mosaic-inlaid tiles of the floor, she realized who was waiting by the palace doors to escort her out and her heart almost stopped.

There was a cluster of men there. D’Eymon, for one, and Rhamanus as well, who had stayed in the Palm as she’d been sure he would, and had been named as Brandin’s Lord of the Fleet. Beside them was Doarde the poet, representing the people of Chiara. She had expected him: it had been d’Eymon’s clever idea that the participation of one Island poet could help counterbalance the crime and death of another. Next to Doarde was a burly, sharp-faced man in brown velvet hung about with a ransom’s worth of gold. A merchant from Corte, and a successful one clearly enough[…] Behind him was a lean grey-clad priest of Morian who was obviously from Asoli. She could tell from his colouring, the native Asolino all had that look about him.

She also knew he was from Asoli because the last of the men waiting for her there was from Lower Corte and she knew him.

None of the description in the second paragraph is necessary. They’re mostly characters we’ve already met, but we don’t need to know what they’re doing or even that they’re here in this scene. It’s obviously a technique designed to extend the moment, like slow-mo in a film, to emphasise the impact of seeing someone so unexpected. But it has the opposite effect here, not least because Kay has been doing it for the last 500 pages at this point. Even the individual sentences are weirdly redundant: “mosaic-inlaid tiles”? Just say “mosaic floor” or “tiled floor”. “Waiting by the palace doors to escort her out” – why not just “waiting by the doors” or “waiting to escort her out”? It’s clumsy. I’ll definitely try Kay again, since he’s still writing and well-regarded, and this example of his work is nearly four decades old, but I hope he got better at reining himself in…


Have you had a successful reading start to 2026?

#LoveYourLibrary January 2026

Hosted, as always, by Rebecca at Bookish Beck, posting on the last Monday of every month. There’s no set formula to this; you can post anything about libraries, whether you’ve recently been to an event at one, heard about an initiative at one, whatever! I use it for rundowns of my monthly library reading. Join in on your social media space of choice using #LoveYourLibrary.

January was a month full of library reading. At time of writing, nearly half of the books I’d read this month came from my local branch, in both paper and e-form. Two of these were rereads, and, not for the first time, I realised how useful a library can be if you want to dig into a particular writer’s body of work. (My current holds list will bear this out further in February.) 2026’s four DNFs so far also came from the library, which is honestly the ideal scenario: I didn’t have to spend my own money on duds, and other patrons may enjoy them. Here’s what I made of my successful choices.

Five book covers arranged over a floral background with "Love Your Library January 2026" written underneath

Area 51: an Uncensored History of America’s Top Secret Military Base, by Annie Jacobsen (2012): One of my perhaps lesser-known personality traits is an occasional dad-like fixation on the history of the defense and intelligence communities. I wanted to read Jacobsen’s latest, Nuclear War: a Scenario, but it’s currently checked out, so I went for this in the meantime. Despite its title and premise, for the most part this is a very thoroughly researched and reasonably sober account of the officially-denied base in the Nevada desert. Area 51 has become associated with the Roswell incident, because the remains of that craft were taken there, and with UFOs generally. The majority of what occurred there, though, is twofold: generations of top-secret Cold War spy planes like the U-2 and the SR-71 Blackbird were designed and tested there, and absolutely loads of nuclear bomb tests also took place, many with a frankly alarming lack of oversight or cleanup plan, or even obvious scientific import. Mostly, the plane testing correlates with the alleged UFO sightings. A lot of what people claim to have seen that “was way beyond any flight technology we had at the time” was actually one of these aircraft (which were way beyond any flight technology that anyone else had at the time, because the US was trying hard to both beat the Soviets in this area and to keep it absolutely classified).

Jacobsen can’t entirely avoid journalistic sensationalism in her framing – at the end of one chapter, for example, she poses a series of leading hypothetical questions, instead of just stating her case – but the vast majority of the book is an interesting, plausible account of a genuine R&D program from which the CIA and military sought to distract public attention by spinning up rumour and conjecture. Unfortunately, in the last chapter, Jacobsen takes an absolutely wild punt on explaining the Roswell incident itself, using only a single anonymous source whose memory (let alone motives or veracity) is never questioned. Her answer is somehow even weirder than “aliens”; I’m not actually averse to a wild theory if there’s anything at all offered in evidence, but nothing is offered. The book as a whole is tainted by it, and it’s probably all best read with a grain of cynical salt. However, where Jacobsen sticks to the development of the spy planes and the nuclear tests, Area 51 is fascinating, valuable, and deeply concerning. (There is so much atmospheric plutonium running around loose, you guys. So. Much.)

Butcher’s Crossing, by John Williams (1960): This is nothing like Stoner (1965), the novel for which Williams is best known after it was “rediscovered” in the 2010s, except in the sense that they’re both really, really good. Butcher’s Crossing is both a historical novel and a Western: in 1873, Harvard dropout Will Andrews travels to frontier Kansas and, in search of some unclear-even-to-himself authenticity, underwrites an expedition led by the monomaniacal buffalo hunter Miller. The novel recounts the grueling trip to an isolated Rocky Mountains valley, the long weeks and brutal waste of the hunt, and some additional plot points that I won’t spoil, but probably should have expected: Williams, after all, seems dedicated to writing sad outcomes. His style is clear, elegant, and evocative all at the same time, perfectly declarative and yet able to capture tiny nuances of behaviour. Powerful, indelible scenes succeed one another. Animals nearly dead of thirst begin to run flat-out when they smell water; a life-threatening blizzard is survived in body-bags made of buffalo hides; a man who previously lost a hand to frostbite tips into madness at the sight of falling snow. There’s a devastating accident near the book’s end (I actually put my hands over my mouth when I read it). Miller is a kind of landbound Ahab, calmly insane, while Will starts out semi-consciously modeling himself on Emerson, but soon discovers how romanticised that pose truly is. The themes of white rapacity in the West and the futile desire to locate meaning in the wilderness are conveyed unmistakably but utterly without preaching, while an acknowledgement of the devastation wreaked on Indigenous lives is delicately sketched. I absolutely adored reading this.

26a, by Diana Evans (2006): WARNING: DISCUSSION OF MAJOR PLOT POINTS FOLLOWS. Evans’s third novel, Ordinary People (2018), was a surprise success for me: following two couples of colour in South London whose marriages faced big changes, it was well-observed and warm, marred only by a single confusing foray into magical realism. 26a was her debut and won her the Orange Prize for New Writing as was, and a Betty Trask Award. Set in Neasden from the late ’70s to the late ’90s, it follows mixed-race twins Bessi and Georgia as they grow up with two other sisters, navigating their parents’ baffling marriage, their white father’s reliance on alcohol and increasingly erratic behaviour, the joys and confusions of sisterhood, and the unevenly distributed incursions of sorrow. It too is remarkably well observed, and has a zesty comic spirit; the early chapters in particular, like the excellent opener featuring the death of the girls’ pet hamster, reminded me of a less gonzo Zadie Smith.

Although that wry tone never entirely disappears, two plot points plunge us into darker territory. First, partway through the novel, Georgia experiences a traumatic sexual assault that she never tells Bessi about (though her big sister, Bel, does know); then, near the end, Georgia’s mental health deteriorates drastically, and she hangs herself at the age of twenty-four. Evans is careful not to suggest that Georgia’s distress is entirely traceable to the assault: their Nigerian mother’s spiritual traditions hint at twin-dom as an inherently problematic state, and there are plenty of other possible factors to consider. Ultimately, it’s impossible to know why Georgia couldn’t live in this world. The novel’s coda – the year after her death, in which her spirit is represented as sharing Bessi’s body until it’s finally ready to move on – toggles fluently between absurdist comedy and horror (the scenes where the remaining sisters pick out a coffin and do the makeup on Georgia’s cadaver before her burial are particular standouts) and a more piercingly poignant tone (the final pages made me cry). I decided to reread Ordinary People in the light of this, since Evans obviously has an intentional approach to her inclusion of the supernatural in otherwise realist work. The mix may not be for every reader, but I thought 26a was insightful, bittersweet, and courageous.

Ordinary People, by Diana Evans (2018): Reread; first (and last) read in April 2018. Then, I wrote, “Evans’s protagonists [are] two couples, Michael and Melissa, Damian and Stephanie, trying to keep their relationships alive after marriage and/or children, moving to the suburbs, losing a parent, discovering that they will very soon no longer be young… [The] plotting is brave: not everyone gets a happy ending, and we’re forced to question what happiness can look like…Ordinary People is an extraordinary book for posing those possibilities while also telling an apparently familiar story about domestic strife; it’s very impressive.” I also, amusingly, compared her work to Zadie Smith’s, though again noted that it lacks Smith’s hyperactivity (not necessarily a bad thing). Obviously I’d completely forgotten that by the time I read 26a, but at least it’s consistent!

Further observations this time around include the delighted recognition that Ordinary People is funny, thanks to Evans’s precise observations and the dry tone of the narration. (At one point, Melissa’s internal monologue notes the apparent satisfaction that a pest control man takes at her fear of mice, and wonders wildly whether this means he’s a psychopath.) If you’re expecting an equal division between the two couples, you’ll be disappointed, as Stephanie definitely gets short-changed; this is mostly a novel about Michael and Melissa, with Damian a distant second in terms of page time and sympathy. The supernatural element did feel less intrusive this time. I chose to attribute it to a combination of Melissa’s worsening mental health and as symbolic of what’s gone so wrong in their domestic arrangements (as foreshadowed by their address: unlucky number 13 on the ironically named Paradise Row). This is a full, generous, thoughtful consideration of modern marriage; it may be told within the prism of the Black British twenty-first-century experience (and specifically that experience as it manifests in London), but anyone who’s ever been in a long-term relationship will recognise something here. I went off this a few months after first reading it, perhaps because its Women’s Prize shortlisting associated it with the inferior An American Marriage, but a reread has brought it up in my estimations again. (I then read the sequel, A House for Alice, which I couldn’t source from the library; keep an eye out for that in my forthcoming January Superlatives post.)

Half of a Yellow Sun, by Chimamanda Ngozi Adichie (2006): Reread; first (and last) read in November 2015, when I had only just moved to London, worked for Mumsnet, and was disoriented, exhausted, and subtly unhappy. Then, I was so impressed by this account of the shattering Biafran War in 1960s Nigeria as experienced by privileged twin sisters – lean, sarcastic Kainene; beautiful, slightly passive Olanna – and their partners (Kainene’s is a white British quasi-journalist named Richard, while Olanna’s is Odenigbo, a lecturer and true believer in Biafran nationalism). It did feel more “worthy” than Americanah, but still captured my imagination. Now, the paired infidelity and the sibling discord in the early sections feels soapy, as do occasional forays into the world of racist white expats. The focus on food, which foreshadows its terrible significance during the famine caused by the war, is nice, subtle: Harrison, Kainene’s steward, obsessed with cooking only English dishes and proud that he can do so, Odenigbo’s houseboy Ugwu hoarding chicken on his first night working in the house, Odenigbo’s mother’s attempts to dominate her son’s household via the kitchen. I also found that one of the most upsetting episodes – Ugwu’s participation in a gang rape as a conscripted soldier – doesn’t come out of nowhere, but is rather seeded in his characterisation: he tends to view women as objects, albeit sometimes objects of admiration, and his interest in tear gas, rooted in the idea that he could use it as a date rape drug, sounds an early ominous note. Meanwhile, Richard’s tone-deaf insistence that he is Biafran too, his utter refusal to identify himself with Britain, is fascinating and frustrating in equal measure, showing what the idea of Biafra could offer people but also revealing how deeply embedded British imperialism really was in this conflict. The final section, which takes place during the actual war, is a little too long and undifferentiated. I’d forgotten the uncertainty of the ending, though it felt appropriate. I’d still rank this second after Americanah, and am keen to see how Purple Hibiscus (2004) compares.


Have you read any of these titles yourself, or visited a library yet this year?

A Christmas Gift Card Book Haul

As mentioned in my 2025 wrap-up post, I received two book vouchers for Christmas this year – one for bookshop.org from my parents, and one for Waterstones from my fiancé. I’m hoping to spend the latter on a day trip to the big Waterstones on Piccadilly, but in the meantime, I ordered a lovely great stack from bookshop.org which arrived yesterday.

Another Marvelous Thing, by Laurie Colwin (1986): I adored Colwin’s novel Happy All the Time last summer, and this – a novella about an adulterous couple who are, on the face of it, wildly ill-matched – appealed very much. Her dialogue and characters are a marvel of dry wit and forthrightness.

The Gilda Stories, by Jewelle Gomez (1991): Pretty sure this is a novel-in-stories about a queer Black vampire girl across two centuries of American history. Pretty sure that sounds absolutely incredible.

The Wall, by Marlen Haushofer (1991): Everyone seems to love this and I strongly suspect I will too; my impression is of a kind of quiet, crystalline apocalypse story set in a remote Alpine valley.

Train Dreams, by Denis Johnson (2011): Unbelievable to me that I’ve not read Johnson yet. This seems potentially on the same wavelength as Butcher’s Crossing by John Williams, which I read earlier this month, in that it’s a melancholy revisionist Western. Catnip to me.

Cold Earth, by Sarah Moss (2009): Moss’s first novel; I’ve read everything she’s published from 2015 onwards but want to get to grips with her earlier work. This story of plague and archaeology has always intrigued.

The Watermark, by Sam Mills (2025): This has “Calvino and Borges homage” written all over it, but I’m hoping for some of the playfulness and irreverence of Jasper Fforde, too. About a couple who get trapped inside a novelist’s work-in-progress and have to escape through other books. Sounds wild and exciting.

The Aud trilogy, by Nicola Griffith: The Blue Place (1998), Stay (2002), and Always (2007). You know I had to, after loving Hild and Menewood and knowing that these were being reprinted in smart new paperback editions after being virtually unfindable for years! Griffith’s protagonist, Aud Torvingen, is a tall, badass, lesbian Norwegian-American P.I. I’m anticipating the coolness of Francine Pascal’s Fearless books with, obviously, more sophisticated writing and ideas.

Penance, by Eliza Clark (2023): Chillingly smart and insightful thriller about teenage girls who murder a classmate on the eve of the Brexit vote. I’ve already read this, and adored it; it made my Best of Year list in 2024. But the copy I read was from the library, and I’ve long coveted my own.


Have you read any of these? I only have a very few outstanding books left on my TBR before getting round to these, so which should I read first??

Pride Goeth Before a DNF

One of the things that got the most comments in both my best books of 2025 and 2025 wrap-up posts was how few DNFs I had last year. I attributed this to getting better at picking books. (It’s partly knowing what I’ll probably like, but just as much about developing a better sense for smoke and mirrors.) And yet, two weeks into 2026, I must come before you with the confession that I have DNFd four books already, which is 2/3 of last year’s entire total! They all came from the local public library (#loveyourlibrary); three of them are titles I actually requested the library to buy. I do not feel at all bad about the DNFing – what matters for libraries is checkout numbers – though I am a little sad that these were books I’d been genuinely keen on, at least theoretically. I suppose the silver lining is that it’s saved me spending my own money on disappointments, and maybe someone else in my local borough will love one or more of these.

Sky Full of Elephants, by Cebo Campbell (2025), @ chapter 9: Great premise (all white people in the US simultaneously drown themselves; a Black ex-con has to help his mixed-race daughter, whom he’s never met, traverse the country in the aftermath), but clunky execution.

The Women’s Courtyard, by Khadija Mastur (1962; trans. Daisy Rockwell 2025), @ chapter 5: Loved the idea of a Partition novel from a sheltered woman’s perspective, but the language felt stiff and distanced. Lost interest.

A Woman’s Place is in the Kitchen, by Sally Abé (2025), @ basically pg. 3: Abé’s an extremely talented chef who went far on Great British Menu. She’s dedicated her career to promoting women in the macho industry of professional cooking, which is utterly admirable. The writing’s mid, though.

Dream Count, by Chimamanda Ngozi Adichie (2025), @ 6%: I really wanted to like this, but opening with a tired rehash of the pandemic experiences of the laptop classes followed by flashbacks to a bad relationship with a self-regarding intellectual put me right off. Adichie’s writing here has nowhere near the snap and verve of Americanah‘s prose. What happened?!

This, perhaps unsurprisingly, is the one title in this list that I did not have to ask the library to buy for me, and there was someone on the waitlist for it within a day after I checked it out. Dream Count will have good borrowing figures regardless. Meanwhile, I’m trying to fill in my CNA gaps, so have placed reservations on Purple Hibiscus (which I’ve never read) and Half of a Yellow Sun (which I read once in 2015 and barely remember). Her collection of short stories, The Thing Around Your Neck, is also on my radar to check out after I’ve at least tried all of her novels. So far, I suspect that Americanah (which I’ve read twice, in 2014 and 2023) is her masterpiece.


Have you read, or tried to read, any of these? Have you DNFd anything yet this year?