Fatigue. And my Heart is a Gaping, Raw, Open Wound.
I have not slept well all week. Add the stress of project deadlines and the Scavenger Hunt duties (fun, but wow on the timing), and you have a mixture for some amazing tilling up of DEEPLY buried wounds that are out in the Open and in my Face.
Worse of this ALL are my 'triggers' being right on top of my consciousness. we have all had them in one form or another at some time. It has been amazingly debilitating.
This a journey and process that must happen, for my healing and the future of me. But right now i am incredibly sore, tired, and have a head full of unworthy emotions, reactions and thoughts to just about everything. there is no logic to this, but it just is.
SO... if i have seemed a little off this week, that is why. if you have not noticed, then i am doing a grand job of holding it in.
I do ask for your compassion, truth, healing, and love.
I am going off to try and nap this afternoon , then try to regain a hold of my center, which at the moment seems completely shattered.
I have not slept well all week. Add the stress of project deadlines and the Scavenger Hunt duties (fun, but wow on the timing), and you have a mixture for some amazing tilling up of DEEPLY buried wounds that are out in the Open and in my Face.
Worse of this ALL are my 'triggers' being right on top of my consciousness. we have all had them in one form or another at some time. It has been amazingly debilitating.
This a journey and process that must happen, for my healing and the future of me. But right now i am incredibly sore, tired, and have a head full of unworthy emotions, reactions and thoughts to just about everything. there is no logic to this, but it just is.
SO... if i have seemed a little off this week, that is why. if you have not noticed, then i am doing a grand job of holding it in.
I do ask for your compassion, truth, healing, and love.
I am going off to try and nap this afternoon , then try to regain a hold of my center, which at the moment seems completely shattered.
Most of what I want to say or do seem to be in the longer form of narrative. Contemplating returnign here from the Book of Face, which like Camelot ... 'tis a silly place.
time will tell.
almost 2 years since i posted...and a world away.
interesting times
time will tell.
almost 2 years since i posted...and a world away.
interesting times
So, after getting ALL the info, possibilities, and permutations i cannot (or should not) take any of my Cats to China.
I need your help to find them a home!
I leave in 2 weeks.
this is the only stress i have! but it is a LOT!!!
Please put the word out!
send my number or email!
(812 320 5476 or danielmc@gmail.com)
I am even willing to pay for shipping them to a new awesome home!
PS: yes, i am heartbroken, but i am more concerned about getting them a good home!!!
- Current Mood:
anxious
Daniel's GoodBye Shindig. China Bound!
- Saturday, May 5, 2012
- 7:00pm
Come on by Saturday May 5th for a night of fellowship and found farewells. Knightridge Clubhouse!
My new job as Lead Narrative Designer for Mechanist Games and their online game, City of Steam starts in mid May.
Mechanist Games is located in Xiamen, China.
Yep. I am moving to China. No Fooling. Seriously.
Official Website: http://www.cityofsteam.com/
PS:
There will be furniture, odds and ends, and things to give away as well in my apartment.
(no cost for most, but donations welcome!)
- Current Mood:
chipper
Hello Internet Peoples.
I have been keeping a low profile for a bit. It was nothing personal, but I just have had some major life changing events taking my focus recently, which I can talk about now.
So Hello… Just letting you know.
It finally happened. I have an actual non-academic gig in the game industry.
At the Game Developer’s Conference three weeks ago, I met the folks at Mechanist Games and interviewed on the show’s Expo floor with them. These past weeks since GDC has been a flurry of emails and Skype calls leading to today.
I signed my year contract as Lead Narrative Designer for the online game, City of Steam starting in May.
Oh, one small fact.
Mechanist Games is located in Xiamen, China.
Yep. I am moving to China. No Fooling. Seriously.
More Soon. (There is a NDA involved.)
Wackiness, I am in you.
Official Website: http://www.cityofsteam.com/
I have been keeping a low profile for a bit. It was nothing personal, but I just have had some major life changing events taking my focus recently, which I can talk about now.
So Hello… Just letting you know.
It finally happened. I have an actual non-academic gig in the game industry.
At the Game Developer’s Conference three weeks ago, I met the folks at Mechanist Games and interviewed on the show’s Expo floor with them. These past weeks since GDC has been a flurry of emails and Skype calls leading to today.
I signed my year contract as Lead Narrative Designer for the online game, City of Steam starting in May.
Oh, one small fact.
Mechanist Games is located in Xiamen, China.
Yep. I am moving to China. No Fooling. Seriously.
More Soon. (There is a NDA involved.)
Wackiness, I am in you.
Official Website: http://www.cityofsteam.com/
- Current Mood:
bouncy
Saturday, December 17 at 7:00pm
Knightridge Clubhouse
The Annual Near-Yule/ December Birthday's Party
A night of fellowship, food, frolicking, frivolity... and ... drumming and dancing and Hooping too.
As always, the night is envisioned in 2-3 stages.
> 7pm-9pm: Potluck/Dinner.
Please bring a dish to share with all.
Hang time, how-the-heck-are-you/where -have-you-been?
time. Children welcome.
> 9pm - 10pmish: The Revelers Shall Enter!!!
NOT child safe...!!!
Calls for SHOTS!, Music, Dancing, etc. *
Live musical instrumentation encouraged. (drums, shakers, etc. )
> 12pm-?: Drumming, drinking, dancing, etc...
Community silliness, reveling, and all out fun fun fun!
*FYI: As always, these events are Intended as a DRAMA FREE zone.
Please leave it at the door.
Knightridge Clubhouse
612 south state road 446
Bloomington, IN
The Annual Near-Yule/ December Birthday's Party
A night of fellowship, food, frolicking, frivolity... and ... drumming and dancing and Hooping too.
As always, the night is envisioned in 2-3 stages.
> 7pm-9pm: Potluck/Dinner.
Please bring a dish to share with all.
Hang time, how-the-heck-are-you/where -have-you-been?
time. Children welcome.
> 9pm - 10pmish: The Revelers Shall Enter!!!
NOT child safe...!!!
Calls for SHOTS!, Music, Dancing, etc. *
Live musical instrumentation encouraged. (drums, shakers, etc. )
> 12pm-?: Drumming, drinking, dancing, etc...
Community silliness, reveling, and all out fun fun fun!
*FYI: As always, these events are Intended as a DRAMA FREE zone.
Please leave it at the door.
- Current Mood: bouncy
Saturday, December 18 at 6:00pm
Knightridge Clubhouse
The Annual Near-Yule/ December Birthday's Party
A night of fellowship, food, frolicking, frivolity... and ... drumming and dancing and Hooping too.
As always, the night is envisioned in 2-3 stages.
> 6pm-9pm: Potluck/Dinner.
Please bring a dish to share with all.
Hang time, how-the-heck-are-you/where -have-you-been?
time. Children welcome.
> 9pm - 10pmish: The Revelers Shall Enter!!!
NOT child safe...!!!
Calls for SHOTS!, Music, Dancing, etc. *
Live musical instrumentation encouraged. (drums, shakers, etc. )
> 12pm-?: Drumming, drinking, dancing, etc...
Community silliness, reveling, and all out fun fun fun!
*FYI: As always, these events are Intended as a DRAMA FREE zone.
Please leave it at the door.
Knightridge Clubhouse
612 south state road 446
Bloomington, IN
The Annual Near-Yule/ December Birthday's Party
A night of fellowship, food, frolicking, frivolity... and ... drumming and dancing and Hooping too.
As always, the night is envisioned in 2-3 stages.
> 6pm-9pm: Potluck/Dinner.
Please bring a dish to share with all.
Hang time, how-the-heck-are-you/where -have-you-been?
time. Children welcome.
> 9pm - 10pmish: The Revelers Shall Enter!!!
NOT child safe...!!!
Calls for SHOTS!, Music, Dancing, etc. *
Live musical instrumentation encouraged. (drums, shakers, etc. )
> 12pm-?: Drumming, drinking, dancing, etc...
Community silliness, reveling, and all out fun fun fun!
*FYI: As always, these events are Intended as a DRAMA FREE zone.
Please leave it at the door.
- Current Mood: cheerful
- Current Music:pandora.com Van Morrison Radio
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...have not posted in ... 8YEARS! oh hai.