You eroticize misogyny while also wanting patriarchal validation. You want to be called a whore because that implies you are sexually useful to men, you don't want to be called fat because it implies the opposite. This should be a wake up call for you.
i told my bf i like being degraded and I didn’t tell him exactly what i liked and he’s just been calling me a chunky 🐖 every time we fuc and i just feel so insecure now idk how to tell him tho bc i already said i liked being degraded but this just feels like too much i hate it.
