Broken hearts and torn up letters
Girl you just can't dance forever
If you want to make it better...
Her hands are in her pockets
And she's scared to look
The picture's frozen
And she's closed the book
Jealousy has only got one friend
And Joey's heart was never meant to mend
Walking faster now she holds him close
The timing matters just to take the dose
Empty pockets tell the stories..
And there's no destiny when everyone's your enemy
Take your jealous heart and cast it into stone
You'll regret it all
Living behind your wall
And you'll never fall in love
If you don't fall at all
Broken hearts and torn up letters
Girl you just can't dance forever
If you want to make it better...
The nights are getting darker
And the wind is cold
The summer sun
Has now become so old
Her closest friends
Were never meant to fade
With all these dreams
That didn't make the grade
Close the doors but never look inside
Time will tell if all your love has died
Empty pockets tell the stories...
And there's no destiny when everyone's your enemy
Take your jealous heart and cast it into stone
You'll regret it all
Living behind your wall
And you'll never fall in love
If you don't risk it all
Broken hearts and torn up letters
Girl you just can't dance forever
If you want to make it better
Broken hearts and torn up letters
Girl you just can't dance forever
If you want to make it better
Times like these won't last forever...
Close the doors but never look inside
Time will tell if all your love has died
Empty pockets tell the stories...
And there's no destiny when everyone's your enemy
Take your jealous heart and cast it into stone
You'll regret it all
Living behind your wall
And you'll never fall in love
If you don't fall at all
You'll regret it all
(Broken hearts and torn up letters)
Living behind your wall
(Girl you just can't dance forever)
And you'll never fall in love if you don't risk it all
(If you want to make it better...)
Broken hearts and torn up letters
Girl you just can't dance forever
If you want to make it better
Times like these won't last forever...
Screw trying to be positive, it doesnt fucking work. You try to be nice to people but they all end up screwing you over in the end. Why is it that everyone I ever cared about ends up an asshole?
Alex, went on about how he loved me and cared for me, before calling me a bitch and then spreading around shit to our mutual friends. Had a big argument last night and now were not talking to each other.
A; "your not the only one with stuff going on you brat you think your so fucking perfect."
ME: I never said I was fuckign perfect, dont go putting words in my mouth because the same goes to you you asshole. Dont try and pretend you have any idea on whats going on in my life.
A:fuck you then, cya around.
ME: Hopefully not wanker
A:fine
ME: ffs grow up to childish twat. Gawd how old are you 5? You fucking disgust me.
My own freaking dad! I see him like once a year, and then the one night I get an oppurtunity to talk to him because hes not at work and Im not overloaded with coursework, he says hi and then just fucking ignores me. I mean how come someone do that to their own fucking daughter?
And EURGH! FFS Beth is such a fucking bitch. She gets to have swimming lessons, and piano lessons and maybe even ballet lessons, everything I ever wanted, and she still complains when I dont even have half the stuff she does, or half the oppurtunitys she is getting. And she still ARGH! And Im meant to be freaking fine with everything when shes being a bitch to me, Im getting shouted at and threatened for things she has done, and i dont want to be a part of it anymore.
I would love so much to just be able to leave, thats all I want.
And Im crying so much now I can barely see the screen and Im so angry Im not even sure what Im typing anymore.
It would just be nice to have someone to talk to, who I know I could count on and trust. It seems everytime I meet a person like that, they jsut screw me over...again.
Ive had enough.
Im not fucking doing this anymore.
- Current Music:Kelly Familly - Im in love with an alien
So, I now have music blareing in my ears, and my fingers are tapping away wildly, writing up the next chapter. ^_^
Today was pretty awesome.
Met up with mishel and did a parade with my sister for her school. Hung around at the party in the park thing while the steppy went to get my money. Bought some candy floss with the £20 I already had.
Got money of him and went shopping.
I bought:
-Pink and black stripey dress top with silver studs around the neckline
-Pink fake converse pumps. Total gorgeousness.
-silver pleated belt
-black and grey stripey top with matching scarf and lovely puffball sleeves
-SHort sleeve grey hoodie with orange, red, yellow, green and blue stars on it.
-Two bras. ^_^ Totaly gorgeous. One a light blue with brown flowers another yellow wiht pink spots. Noticed I have also gone up a cup. From 36A to 32B which means I've lost weight to go down to a B. ^_^
-Black tight top that goes down to just under my hips.
-Yellow Barry M nail varnish
-Blue Barry M nail varnish
-Magazine
and going shopping again soon. ^_^ yayness!
Also, in about two weeks going on holiday to the midlands with sara. only one adult going, and he will hardly be there, plus he is really laid back, so more yayness! lol
and 5 days at home, then two weeks with dad, then a week at home, and back to school. So out of my 6 week holiday, I'm noly spending about 2 1/2 at home,and even then, I plan on spending as much time outside as poss. ^_^
I also got myspace!!! www.myspace.com/andthelineisdead
add me people!
- Current Location:Front room
- Current Music:"Better" - Plumb
- Current Mood:
amused
You might remember the entries from where I went to it back in march...?
But yeah, four hours dancing. WIll be fun. ^_^
Miishel is knocking for me in a coupla hours, were gonna go out for coffee with BEcky, then me and her are gonna go back to mine and get ready.
I'll update when I get, around 10. lol
xxx
( ) own car
(x) cell phone
( ) own phone line
( ) own bathroom
( ) own room
(x) 2+ story house
( ) built in pool
( ) guest house
( ) game room
(x) tv in your room
Total = 3
( ) full+ bed
( ) more than 20 pairs of shoes
( ) 10+ things from a designer store
(x) good grades
( ) expensive sunglasses
( ) name brand purse
(x) ipod
( ) xbox
(x) ps2
(x) mp3 player
Total = 4
( ) range rover
( ) basketball hoop
( ) air hockey table
( ) pool table
( ) ping pong table
( ) fooz ball table
( ) trampoline
( ) live on a lake or pond
( ) own a pair of skiis
( ) own a snowboard
Total = 0
( ) has a boat
( ) has a jet ski
( ) has a beach house or cabin
( ) only child
(x) stereo system in bedroom (not stereo but music playing device...)
(x) dvd player in room
( ) 100+ dvd's
( ) gets $50+ for allowance each month
( ) goes shopping every month
( ) shops at abercrombie
Total = 2
( ) goes snowboarding or skiing every week
( ) 2+ family cars
(x) a mom AND a dad
(x) perfume/cologne
( ) aim
(x) msn
(x) yahoo
( ) 5+ trophies/awards
(x) own digital camera
( ) walk in closet
Total = 5
( ) electric scooter
( ) dirt bike
( ) 4-wheeler
( ) guitar/drums
( ) hammock
( ) been on a +2 cruises
(x) traveled out of the country
( ) personal fit trainer
( ) expensive jewelry
(x) met a celebrity
Total= 2
(x) straightener/curling iron
( ) gets hair done/nails/spas
( ) on/was on a varsity team for school
( ) own batting cage
( ) 100+ in wallet/purse right now
( ) own savings account
(x) 1+ best friends
( ) been to the carribean
(x) been to europe
( ) been to hawaii
Total = 3
( ) been to new york
( ) shopped in seattle
( ) eaten at the space needle in seattle
( ) been on the eifel tower in paris
( ) been on the statue of liberty in new york
( ) been on honor roll for 2+ years
( ) went on a trip for sweet 16 birthday
( ) lives on private property
( )license
(x) moved 3+ times
Total = 1
( ) sports car
( ) hot tub
( ) pet(s)
( ) ranch
( ) verizon
( ) cingular
( ) sidekick mobile
(x) razor cell phone
( ) been to 5+ states in the us
( )don't have a job
(x)100+ buddies on messenger
Total =2
(x) alarm clock
(x) home cooked meal almost every day
( ) eat out almost every day
(x) been in a limo
(x)own camcorder
(x)own laptop computer
(x) own desktop computer
(x)someone loves you
Total= 7
29..not bad. XD
Current clothes: fuschia/black silk pj's.
Current fave song: Paramore - Misery business and Nickleback - Savin' me
Current fave movie: The Devil Wears Prada
Current fave book: The earth my but and other big round things
Current object of your affection: The asswipe that wormed his way back into my life by walking past my bus.
Current obsession: Neopets
Oh yeah. The school library finally opened, so my inner bookworm jumped for joy. Friday lunchtime I got 2 books out thinking it would be enough to keep me happy over the weekend, both barely ladted untill this morning, so now I have nothing to read untill monday. :(
♥ squee.
- Current Music:still nuttin
- Current Mood: amused
____________
•[]You go/have gone tanning.
•[x] You own an iPod/mp3 player.
•[x] You love Starbucks.
•[x] You have been called a brat.
•[x] You have tons of shoes.
•[] YOU OWN 5 HOUSES OR MORE
•[] YOU HAVE A LITTLE DOG
•[] You have/had/own a castle
•[] You have a louis vutton jaket
•[] You own reasturants/banks/hotels/parks ect...
•[x] You have a laptop.
•[x] You love shopping.
•TOTAL: 6
________
•GOTHIC:•
_________
•[x] Black is one of your favorite colors.
•[x] You wear chains.
•[x] You like heavy metal.
•[] You've shopped at hot topic
•[x] You have worn black lipstick
•[x] You have/had/or wanted piercings.
•[x] You own a pair of Tripp pants/Skirts
•[x] You have at least one unnaturally colored haired friend/you have unnatural hair colors.
•TOTAL: 7
_______
•PUNK:•
______
•[x] You can skateboard.
•[] You like plaid.
•[x] You have/love Converse.
•[x] You hate mtv.
•[x] You have/had/wanted blue, pink, red, purple, or green hair.
•[x] You love mohawks
•[x] You LOVE Music.
•[x] Hate people who pretend to be something they are not
•Total: 7
____
•EMO:•
_____
•[x] You act depressed sometimes.
•[] You have dark colored thick-rimmed glasses.
•[x] You cry easily.
•[x] You like emo music
•[x] You've kept a journal/diary.
•[x]You have written a sad poem.
•[x] You have dyed your hair
•[x] You're sad when you're drunk
•TOTAL: 7
_______
•GHETTO:•
________
•[] You like rap.
•[x] You have said "Fo Sho, Fo Shizzle, Fo Sheezy, etc."(like my every day words)
•[x] You have worn/wanted a grill.
•[] You have had a freestyling contest.
•[] You have worn your shoes with the tongue flipped out.
•[] You've said the N word to a black person and didnt get punched
•[] You know most of the lines from Boyz N Da Hood
•[] You own a huge gold chain with a giant gold pendant
•TOTAL: 2
___________
•HARDCORE:•
___________
•[x] You like loud music.
•[] You love/like the Ninja Turtles.
•[x] You have slip-on shoes.
•[x] You like Norma Jean.
•[x] People have called you a freak and meant it
•[] You love to "hardcore" dance
•[x] Your hair has been dyed more than one color.
•[x] You wear jeans a lot.
•TOTAL: 6
_______
•PREP:•
_______
•[x] Had/have/want a tiny/small sized dog.
•[] Your usual outfits consist of pink.
•[] You like buying shoes A LOT.
•[] You shop at Hollister.AE,and/or Abercrombie
•[] Getting your nails done is a fun thing.
•[x] You have big sunglasses.
•[x] You can't go anywhere without your hair perfect.
•TOTAL: 3
__________
•ATHLETIC:•
__________
•[] You watch the Superbowl.
•[x] You own track shoes or cleats other sports related shoes.
•[] You collect jerseys.
•[] You've had a special shelf for trophies and awards.
•[] Your garage/shed consists of sports equipment.
•[x] You belong/belonged to a team.
•[] You have a specific number preferred for your jersey.
•TOTAL: 2
_______
•SCENE:
_______
•[x] You like putting little bows in your hair
•[x] You have mini-skirts.
•[x] You have parted your hair to the side.
•[x] You think polka-dots are way cute.
•[x] You have done a peace sign while you pose for a picture.
•[x] You've been called scene before.
•[x] You have dyed your hair a bright, neon color
•[x] You wear/wore long, colorful socks with your pants
•TOTAL: 8
__________
•REDNECK:•
__________
•[] Gone four wheeling.
•[] Went hunting.
•[] Owned a four/three-wheeler or dirt bike...ect.
•[] Like to go fishing.
•[] Eat beef jerky
•[] Ever said GIT-R-DONE.
•[] Listened to the song Redneck Woman.
•[] Know who Bocephus is.
•TOTAL: 0
__________
•METALHEAD:•
___________
•[x] You wear band shirts
•[] If people down talk metal you down talk their favorite music.
•[] You like bands like Slayer, Lamb Of God, and Megadeth.
•[] You HATE emos.
•[] You love Black Sabbath.
•[] You have gone to Ozzfest.
•[] You like to headbang.
•[x]You don't like rap.
•[] You have a taste for classic rock
•TOTAL: 2
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