So much to post, so little will power. I hate that I've begun to neglect this journal, but the fact that I have such a great support system makes me less inclined to vomit bullshit all over this journal. I went back a reread a few old entries, and man I was depressed as fuck. I feel bad for poor little past me! But I've grown immensely and I accomplished my greatest fear ♥.


I recently went back to Mississippi which was, I can't even lie, such a wonderful christmas present! My heart ached for my hometown and my best friend Justin. Although the trip made me admit, that the hardest part wasn't leaving Mississippi; it was leaving such an awesome friend. I wish I could have stayed longer and had more adventures with him (and his gf Kivva + Jada and Jim) It was a bitter sweet trip and I discovered so much about myself and those I care about in that small week of being home.

This post is going to be all over the place from here on out... But... enjoy some photos?







( Alabama, Arkansas, I do love my Ma and Pa...Collapse )


Life Update

So I got quite a bit of cash for Christmas, which is going to help when I pay rent, since I took a week off to visit family! I didn't spend nearly as much money as I had expected to in Mississippi, so with the leftover cash I bought this beauty in black~!

I also received and spa certificate for an hour long massage from the most adorable half-roommate named Jack, pj's with blue bird dogs on them from my favorite coworker Steph, who was my secret santa, and I bought myself boots for the snow :D.

Also I'm going to Katsucon come hell or high water (even if I can't cosplay).

I'm going to be Flynn Rider and comic book Envy Adams. Really excited for my first con in over a year!!!

I also want to revamp this journal. Change my icons, my layout, etc. I think I'm going to make this public, since I'm not as active with it, cosplay, or posting private stuff.


And some of this for old times sake...

confessionsmeme.

I am the worst at updating Livejournal lately. I have so many things I need to do on the internet, so many e-mails to write, and so on and so forth, but I just can't seem to find the time right now. Sorry guys.

Basically I've been a baller in Western Mass. Just cooking delicious meals for my wonderful roommates, working pretty hard at a mediocre job (like I do), trying to figure out my major for college (anthropology? Maybay?), hanging out with the most wonderful kids, enjoying autumn walks, changing in the best and worst ways possible, play russian roulette with my heart, regretting nothing and everything ALL AT ONCE, and basically being the happiest I've ever been.

A whirlwind folks, a whirlwind.


So I guess I'll open up a can of worms an Anonymous meme just in case there is something I've been missing due to my lack of presence on the internet.



Anonymous Meme
Feel free to vent, ask me random questions, tell me about your problems, or just talk nonsense!

HELLO FROM MASSACHUSETTS!!!







I've finally moved into my house, with my 5 wonderful roommates, in the quaint town of Northampton, MA. Everything is wonderful, great, and fantastic.

So much has happened since the last time I've updated livejournal (which I tend to say a lot in these disjointed entries of mine). I'm going to try and update much more regularly since I know have the internet (I was without it for a little over a year back in Mississoupi).

I start work tomorrow ♥ and I'm planning a costume for NYAF. I'll probably just finish Lightning since she is 50+% done, but who knows! I'm excited for NYAF (Although I shouldn't be ffff), because I haven't been to a con in ages.

This is the most content I've been with life in a long long time. Now to wait for Max, kasaii, and amenislytherin to head over to start the night ♥.


Ice-age heat wave, can't complain.
If the world's at large, why should I remain?
Walked away to another plan.
Gonna find another place, maybe one I can stand.
I move on to another day,
to a whole new town with a whole new way.
Went to the porch to have a thought.
Got to the door and again, I couldn't stop.
You don't know where and you don't know when.
But you still got your words and you got your friends.
Walk along to another day.
Work a little harder, work another way.

Well uh-uh baby I ain't got no plan.
We'll float on maybe would you understand?
Gonna float on maybe would you understand?
Well float on maybe would you understand?

The days get shorter and the nights get cold.
I like the autumn but this place is getting old.
I pack up my belongings and I head for the coast.
It might not be a lot but I feel like I'm making the most.
The days get longer and the nights smell green.
I guess it's not surprising but it's spring and I should leave.

I like songs about drifters - books about the same.
They both seem to make me feel a little less insane.
Walked on off to another spot.
I still haven't gotten anywhere that I want.
Did I want love? Did I need to know?
Why does it always feel like I'm caught in an undertow?

The moths beat themselves to death against the lights.
Adding their breeze to the summer nights.
Outside, water like air was great.
I didn't know what I had that day.
Walk a little farther to another plan.
You said that you did, but you didn't understand.

I know that starting over is not what life's about.
But my thoughts were so loud I couldn't hear my mouth.
My thoughts were so loud I couldn't hear my mouth.
My thoughts were so loud.

So... I made a formspring?

Vampire Knight photos can be found over in my new cosplay journal junjouegoist (that's right... stfu... I love Junjou Romantica), and I think "Naive Egoist" is a pretty fitting title for my cosplay journal.