In the sky filled with flashlights,
And thunderous rumblings,
Somewhere inside far above,
Amid extreme intense turbulence,
Millions of droplets
With supercooled temperature
Awaiting to get released
To rejoice every creature
Awaiting to get soaked
After bearing the brunt of
this heated crust,,,
© Sanjay Ranout
Do you believe in fate/destiny?
I strongly believe in fate/destiny. If I look back and rewind the reel of my life, its full of unexpected and unplanned events and things. Where I am today or what I am doing today and the way I followed, the mode I reached upto this point were all so unexpected and unimagined for me if I find myself standing somewhere 2 decades earlier .
It’s sure the fate and it’s sure the destiny which directed me and drove me through these crossroads one after another and still counting on .
I don’t know what’s standing next to me at next crossroad or sometimes I feel I have stopped bothering myself about that.
Just enjoying the ride I am riding right now while going through the road I am covering miles on.
In the aftermath of snow fall
When traffic freezes for a while
Person on driving seat
With saddened state of mind
Wondering how will he get to his home
To someone at home, it's amusing
And for someone out somewhere it's so annoying
Some one is smiling
And some one is crying
In search of happiness
One has found it so confusing
Ultimately It all depends on
Which side of Nile, are you standing,
If it's desert enjoy the beachy shores
And if it's greener side
Enjoy the plush fields
Life follows different course for everyone
If you have stormy journey
Inspite of crying
Just evolve stronger
If you have to smile
Just smile anyways,,
©Sanjay Ranout
In those depths of deep trenches,
Searching for a sign of life,
Burdening himself under thousands of psi,
I wonder if anyone alive will be found,
Or he himself won’t be able to thrive,,,
© Sanjay Ranout
Me and I are sittin
Sippin my coffee
Black and bitter
Is what my buds are feelin,
Wanna think about somethin
Yet am stuck at nothin
Can’t stop my mind wanderin
From inner urges to external purges
How much distance it’s coverin
Yet its not making me wonderin,
What should It be doin,
Where should it be goin,
What direction it must be headin,
Watching it silently how it’s strugglin,,
More it tries to get focussed,
Worse it gets in getting any hold,
Confused or being lost,
While choosing from probabilities stall,
Is it afraid in this gade,
Like standing on the edge of blade,
I am still thinkin
And still sippin
It’s still bitter
But my brain stop it recevin
Maybe my buds were too thinkin
While my mind was continuously blinkin,,
© Sanjay Ranout
In those darkest moments,
When everyone was prophesying,
And everyone was onto me scratching,
To let the last drop of emotions,
Get dried up and bathe in sunlight,
I think everyone forgot dual effect of the scorching heat of Sunlight,
If it can dry then it can also melt the molten elements,
And everyone forgot I am made of molten materials,
And so are my emotions,
As much someone tried to soak them up,
It turned more into liquid form to flow freely,
Without any hindrance and blockade,
Carefree and shapeless,
Of anyone’s perception and impression,
Now if I am insensitive to those provoking voices,
I feel more emotional to my inner callings ,,
© Sanjay Ranout
Most of times we welcome new year with lots of celebration and many resolutions in mind to keep up with. And after few days it remains as just change of last number while we write date for next 365 days, which also we forget and mostly for first few days we continue writing previous year only. That’s how we are and so our resolutions 😆.
I think it might not have proved that much for many, but it’s a moment where we can look back and read first page of previous year’s diary/daily journal and then introspect ourselves about how far we went and achieved what we wanted to achieve or how far we were able to resist things we wanted to leave. Thus It’s an opportunity to look back for one’s past and then may be this year it may enhance our focus, determination and capabilities to make up for lost chances and make good of them strongly this year.
“With that wish and hope I wish everyone a peaceful, successful and joyous year ahead”
A late advent with alluring Sunrays,
Light flies away in whisker these days,
By the moment day is planned,
Timeline for keeping up with things get passed,
A little sloppy and a bit lazy,
Mostly wearing itself hazy,
Constricting and shivering,
Leaving everybody somewhat douzy,,
Thick Overcast of stillness,
Shadowing negativity to moods,
Gloomy clouds covering the boundless sky of thoughts,
Like sky started contracting,
After touching its limits,
Effects of winter solstice
Making every event less effective
Nothing interest our interests right now
Just letting it pass somehow,,
© Sanjay Ranout
In the aftermath of implosion of thoughts inside the grey matter spheroid sitting at top,
Insomnia follows, embarking a series of explosions seeking a vent,,,
Behind thick fog
Blurred vision
Here comes a rider
With scratched visor
Pacing up slowly
His noisy bike
Going on and on
In an emotionless state
Everyone wonders about his destination
But he is not bothered
As long as he continues riding,,
©Sanjay Ranout
What lies beneath our thoughts! 