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Uuuuuuuuuuuuuurgh. Bad mood with bad, nasty, unjustified, irrational feelings.

Oooh I just hate people.

Time for a rant. ( Read more...Collapse )

*sigh* I'm done for now.

In other news, I took Kerry to go see The Village and it was awesome. I had a great time, and I thank you Kerry for spending a part of your day with moi!

Word of the Day for Sunday August 8, 2004

efface \ih-FAYS\, transitive verb:
1. To cause to disappear by rubbing out, striking out, etc.;
to erase; to render illegible or indiscernible.
2. To destroy, as a mental impression; to wipe out; to
eliminate completely.
3. To make (oneself) inconspicuous.



I almost had a nasty mood swing yesterday. I was trying to ward it off, but I'm not sure I did a good job.

Went to the drive in with Matt, Eric, Stephanie, and Matt's cousin Shane.

I was pissed because Matt didn't tell me *grits teeth* STEPHANIE was coming.

I don't think I can stand her.

Plus she smokes, and I tend to stay away from people my age who do that. I don't appreciate the act at all and it quite disgusts me. I have to deal with it at home, I don't want to deal with it around friends. -_-

Catwoman was the worst movie ever. I didn't even stay through all of Spiderman II because I was tired and had already seen it. And unlike the first one, the second one isn't really one you want to see twice, even though it was good. *yawns* I shouldn't have gone at all, I'd probably be better off right now if I hadn't.

And I'm sore, but I stretched it out like Lauren told me to, and I feel a bit better.

I burnt my tongue on my coffee. *sniffles*

So there are my complaints for the morning. Oh yes, I also got eaten alive by misquitoes at the Drive In. :|

RAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAWR.

I wish I could scream. I feel like I need to. Not out of anger or pent up frustration, but that I haven't done it in a long time. And it's fun.

I wanna go out in a field with a bunch of my friends and play baseball, make louds noises, swim in a creek, and get sunburnt.

*claws deeper into hermit-y cave* But I shan't, lest the sunlight burn me to death! Hisssssssssssssssssssss.

o.O Kung Fu was awesome. I definately want to start up. But I'm debating if I should drop college algebra for this year and just do it in college because my schedule is going to be.... very busy. I might just need first block to spend time on homework and other such things.

Plus when me and Kaylee were at the school, Mr. Christinat wanted to know if I would help him with yearbook this year. I was like, "Woah, I'll try but I can't promise nuthin." But then he gave me that "look" and I was like, "Alright Mr. Christinat, but you must realize that I would only do this for mah favorite teacher."

-_- So that's another boat I've put myself in.

And I've yet to break it to my boss that I'm going to attend classes for Kung Fu on Saturday as well. I don't think he'd mind if I would just commit to coming in at 6:00 am every morning and working until 9:00 am. Which I could do I guess, but it wouldn't be fun. Just like it wasn't fun today.

And I have NO IDEA when I'm supposed to enroll for Japanese at WSU. I talked to Mr. Manion about it, but I don't have the money to pay for it now, so I wonder if they would let me do a payment plan? I hope they're as flexible as Friends Uni was about that. Then again, Friends Uni are bastards and I hate them.

I'm going to go sleep for a bit. I'm feelin a bit off weather due to certain female ailments that occur once a month.

But hey, at least I didn't PMS this time. :x

Word of the Day for Saturday August 7, 2004

nonpareil \non-puh-REL\, adjective:
Having no equal; peerless.

OMG I had to get up at like 5:00 am today XB *is dead* I hate coming in to work at 6:00. It surks. (That's mah new word, surks). I'm so tired. But I'm all happy cuz I get to leave work early. Woo hoo.

Mom came home yesterday. She's doing okay. Had to go fill a butt load of prescriptions for her.

Toby, sorry I had to get off so suddenly, but your computer had kicked you off and I had to leave immediately to get the prescriptions. ^^ *poke*

*sigh* Simon hasn't been online. I think I may have offended him, not being able to talk as much as usual and having to get off so suddenly all the time. ;___; I'm sorry, life has just gotten hectic alluva sudden and I don't seem to have much time anymore. Forgiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiive meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. *bows apologetically* GOMEN NASAIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII. XD

*sniff*

Word of the Day for Friday August 6, 2004

sui generis \soo-eye-JEN-ur-us; soo-ee-\, adjective:
Being the only example of its kind; constituting a class of
its own; unique.


Mom's on her way home. YAY!

Gramma sent me twenty bucks today. I'm not really sure why. I'm worried about her sending me all this money. I'm not entirely sure if she can afford this. o.O

But I suppose I'll use that to go fill up the car, since I'm almost out of gas.

Went to clean the school today and I worked my ass off. It was just me and Kaylee, but Santana was there so we worked on mopping and dusting the stairwells as a trio. Wee hee! I'm tired. And dirty too. -_- But I met the knew assistant Principal and the new science teacher. The new assist. Principal's first name is Zeke, and he seems pretty cool. The new science teacher seems amiable enough.

So if I'm correct, Jessica is going in for a cut, and maybe a style/straightening. I could cover the style/straightening if you can't cover it now. With all your guys' hair cuts and all the goodies I get because I brought you in, my entire do will be close to free, so don't worry about that. -_-

Lauren is going in for a cut and style, correct? Hold off on the color for nows.

Young Master Tobles is going for a cut and style, yes?

I'm calling Audrey and I'll get estimates on price. But I'm pretty sure that cuts are fifteen, and styles are fifteen. And Audrey makes her money off of tips, and when I went in and got my hair cut, dyed, and styled, I paid $70 and tipped her $20 (cuz she worked on me for like four hours), so I think for a cut and style you could get away with 7-10 bucks for tip. I can give rides I'm pretty sure if you need one. Ashley is going too for a dye. You guys, she's dying it *gasp* brown! No more platinum blonde Ashley!! *cries* I think she wants to wangle Michael into doing something with his hair as well. XD

Weee, Kung Fu and work in the morning! *dies*

Word of the Day for Thursday August 5, 2004

bloviate \BLOH-vee-ayt\, intransitive verb:
To speak or write at length in a pompous or boastful manner.

I HAVE MY DRIVERS LICENSE *molests driver's license*

But I wont actually get the card for a couple of weeks. -_- So for now all I have is a slip of paper. My picture looks retarded. I'm never showing it to anyone.

Thanks Toby, got the pic. *glomp* XD

And I did spend time doing my chores. Now they're all done and I'm bored. -_-

BUT I HAVE THE FREEDOM TO GO ANYWHERE I WANT!!!

...Just not the gas.

EDIT- Oh yes, Toby, Lauren, and Jessica, I'm going to call Audrey today and try to make an appointment for late August, before school starts on a Thursday or a Friday, because that's when I'm off work. So if you guys weren't entirely serious, lemme know, cuz I don't want to clear up the poor lady's schedule for nothing.

Phew. What a long day. Got lost on the way to the Kung Fu class, but it turns out that it's located in the old Wichita Fencing Academy. I came in late cuz I spent to much time driving in circles. So I need to sit in on another class, probably next Wednesday.

If I do take the Mon, Wed, and Sat class, that'd be awesome, but I'd have to rearrange my work schedule a bit.... I bet Michael would let me do it, but I don't think it'd be convenient for anyone. Oh well. We'll just have to see how it works out.

There was a fire downtown. I'm not sure where it was, but I could smell it from the academy. It must've been pretty big. All of Old Town was filled with smoke.

Well, the neighbors are being... white trash. Ugh. Everynyan wish me luck tomorrow morning for the driver's test of doom.

... I need to spend some time tomorrow doing my chores...

Went to get my driver's license today. I actually got to take both tests, but seeing as though I failed the driving test (only gawd knows why) I have to return tomorrow to try again. -_-

Hopefully Dave will let me go sit in on that Kung Fu class after work. I really hope so.

I have to go to the school on Friday to help with a clean up because they laid off a bunch of janitors. I hope they didn't lay off Steve. He's awesome. Then I help with enrollment next week, Monday and Wednesday. Wee.

You're an Angsty Uke.
For you, the glass is always half empty. No one
loves you. And even if they did, you don't
deserve it. Cheer up a bit, huh?


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