who: Michael and Samail
where: The Dome of the Rock
what: J-town fainaru batteru!


( Taking us home where dust once was a manCollapse )

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One last grand show, one last performance.

Exit, stage left.

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If I can't have ve'atah timshol bo I might as well have a good FUCK YOU DESTINY.

Watch this.

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Dear Santa,

most people right now would be talking to their God or whatever, but he never did anything for me and at least you always delivered, man.

so i've decided that I am cool with dying today. i really didn't have any plans otherwise, and seeing as this city is going to be destroyed because i know Sam won't let it not and it's not like the seals have done jack so far to stop us- well they have but not very successful attempts.

mom and dad and Adam and everyone are probably out of town by now. Have to continue on the Knighthood, or whatever the fuck they do. they never hugged me enough anyway.

i don't think they hugged me period.

ANYWAY, i guess this is destiny and all so there's no use fighting it- right? but that's kind of lame seeing as people always said that you had to do good things or else you'd burn forever in the flaming pit of Evil. but then there's Destiny and that says everything preordained anyway so there's no use in going against it.

That's lame.

but yeah. All I want for christmas is some big explosion, my pancakes not to burn today, and for Agnes and all the babies to go to heaven. I mean, if there is a heaven. i'm not going to it, either way.

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sha la la la la la~

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The um smart thing to do would be to leave. But um I think it’s too late for that now. Besides… um I told Ion that I would stay with him. Even if I… even if I die.

I really do like him…

It’s the right thing…

I should call my sisters one last time…
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Either way it'll be over for me.
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Oh well!

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Well then.


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At least it won't be boring.

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Well, at least now the gang knows I might not make it.

Maybe I'm being stupid. Sure, things got all fucked up somewhere along the line, but it's not like I can't fix it. Don't burn things or kill people once this is over, go home, start over at a new school and get a job...

I dunno.

Just seems easier to let fate sort everything out.

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It...all comes down to here.

Do I have anything left to be said that has not already been said?

I'll give everything I have to give, and whether that will be enough...remains to be said.

Perhaps someone will remember us, and perhaps not.

Sister...

I may see you soon.

But I will not give up. As long as we are alive, there is hope.

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This is either the end or the beginning. My beliefs state that we are supposed to believe in the coming of a Messiah, but this world has seven "Messiahs" and not all of them are here to be saviours. If that is so, then they are merely tools, prophets, just as the others have been before. There is a question as to what this means.

I cannot figure it out. It would take my whole life to figure it out, and that may end tomorrow.

In my time, I have done my best to protect the citizens of the earth so that they might embrace the coming of the Messiah. Our side's Michael has done his best, and he will do it tomorrow, but it has consistently proven to be not enough. My faith has been shaken by these failures, by my failures, and I wonder if I am nothing more than a man trying and succeeding at very little. It took this to shake my faith. Not the abandonment and not the home and not everything that has happened to Liora; it took this.

I have lost half my vision, but if we lose tomorrow, at least I will have less of a chance to view the end. If we win tomorrow, then I will take in the sight gratefully.

But I believe I have to fight for that sight, and fight for the Messiah, even if that Messiah's name is not Michael and he is another that must find the strength for us to move forward, so that we might finally meet our Messiah.

I will do my best. I will do it for you, Liora, and I will do it for my Creator. If I kill or am killed, I will have this. That will have to be enough.