Handwriting

For my mother.

My mother tells me lately she has seen
herself anew in the letters
others wrote of her. Like her grandfather,

whom I never met, who cradled her
reticent and told her mother
hundreds of miles away of her daughter's

calligraphy: the way she would signal desire
with her fingers, wordlessly,
and so make herself seen. This art too

did I practice as a child, my mother
flashing her eyes warily
wherever I pointed, because I was afraid

of shaping air, of breaking my mouth open
and with it the world. Now
I feel some shared current surging

through her right arm and mine, jolting
the pens in our hands to life:
longing to cleave the fear, and write.

Note

I chose to share this poem with dVerse for their Open Link Night (July 31, 2025).


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  1. rothpoetry Avatar
    rothpoetry

    Very interesting and well written!

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    1. csquaredetc Avatar
      csquaredetc

      Thanks so much for reading and commenting, Dwight—glad you enjoyed this one!

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      1. rothpoetry Avatar
        rothpoetry

        You are welcome!

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  2. kim881 Avatar
    kim881

    What a lovely poem to dedicate to your mother, Chris, and what a strong relationship you have, sharing such thoughts. Handwriting is sadly unimportant to most people these days, as is calligraphy, a dying art. I still have a love affair with my ink pen. I love these lines especially:

    ‘… I was afraid
    of shaping air, of breaking my mouth open
    and with it the world. Now
    I feel some shared current surging

    through her right arm and mine, jolting
    the pens in our hands to life:
    longing to cleave the fear, and write.’

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    1. csquaredetc Avatar
      csquaredetc

      Thanks so much for reading, Kim! The calligraphy in this poem is admittedly more figurative than literal, though I appreciate your insights into the value of handwriting (which is indeed a lost art these days). Hope you’re doing and writing well!

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      1. kim881 Avatar
        kim881

        You’re most welcome, Chris. The extended calligraphy metaphor is very effective.

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  3. Grace Avatar
    Grace

    How fascinating to share the love of calligraphy and feel that hands of the family moving through you. Wonderful personal share. Thank you.

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    1. csquaredetc Avatar
      csquaredetc

      Many thanks for your lovely comment, Grace!

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  4. Anna Avatar
    Anna

    This is a beautiful rumination on identity, voice, and courage and how the throughline of our family influences so much of how we come to know ourselves.

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    1. csquaredetc Avatar
      csquaredetc

      Thank you for sharing your thoughts, Anna (and welcome)! Glad you enjoyed this poem!

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  5. Ren Avatar
    Ren

    a brave poem. vulnerable. split-open. thanks for sharing your insides ❤

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    1. csquaredetc Avatar
      csquaredetc

      Thanks for reading Ren!

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  6. Rosemary Nissen-Wade Avatar
    Rosemary Nissen-Wade

    What a wonderful poem about the connection between generations!

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