A Brief Personal Update | Agony and Ecstasy
I recently looked back through entries from the last few months in my beloved Moleskine journal. It made for uncomfortable reading. “Today, I spent the whole day feeling stressed, confused and frustrated.” “Today, I took…
Discount News
I received an email today from the company that prints and fulfills orders of physical copies of my books saying that shipping prices are increasing. In response, the Lord led me to initiate a sale…
“God Willing”
Despite the fact that making plans can be comforting and provide a sense of stability and assurance, the Lord is continuing to challenge me to live ‘in the now’ and not make plans at all.…
Reflections: How to get your free copy
Would you be interested in reading my latest book Reflections: Enlightening Insights Into the Divine Mystery? The book contains twelve contemplations on the nature, activity and purposes of God from a panentheistic perspective. Panentheism is…
Living in the now
Good day friends, A few weeks ago I was led by the Lord to virtually exterminate my online presence. I set this blog to ‘private’, deleted my Substack publication and my online shop, took all…
Don’t Give Up
It’s a cloudy day in London with occasional patches of blue sky and sunshine. I have been longing for sunshine recently as it makes such a difference to the mood of the day. Weekends are…
Complicated
My housing situation. My financial circumstances. My family life. My church life. My identity. The mental health system. Theology. Technology. It’s all so complicated. All I can do is shed tears of despair and be…
New Year, but it’s not a happy one
I’m claiming Universal Credit due to a mental health condition and an injury I sustained during a suicide attempt in 2023. The government have stopped my benefits because I can’t log into my Universal Credit…
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