Crisis Core

Failure and people I can't trust

I finally joined the wondrous Tumblr, and I am excited to begin tumbling (if that's even a word. Well it is now.)

My greatest dream is for all of my friends, the ones I haven't seen in so long and who I miss like crazy, to come back to me and never leave.

Maybe I'll become a celebrity and star in movies, that way those friends will always know how I'm doing...perhaps they would talk to me again. I would make so much time for them. I would send dozens of flowers to them everyday to show how much I love them.

It's not like anyone's going to read this, anyway...

I had an absolutely fantastic semester last year. Three A's. It as the best thing ever. I enjoyed my classes immensely. Let's hope that I can re-create the magic.

In other news, my "A Bug's Life" kick is still in full swing.

Wow, it's been a LONG while since I updated this bad baby. REAL long time. I guess that I began college last September.

God, I almost typed down "this September". You know, every time a new year begins, somehow I don't want the current one to end. I guess I just get so used to the year we're already in that I don't want it to go away. It's hard to explain, but when a year passes, I feel like I've missed something.

Wow, I haven't been on in forever. Odd eh? Well, I'm still alive, I kinda forgot my password, though.

I thought about becoming a mother now, just to give myself a reason to live. I would love to have a baby. A little girl or boy to take care of. I'd always have a reason to stay up late, and I'd always brag about my baby to people. I would have to go through hard times too; like never sleeping and a fussy little infant. I'd probably regret my decision. Yeah...I probably would. But I have nothing going for me, and I'm always depressed(thank you, Saw III >.<). I think that maybe a baby would help me realise that I'm doing soemthing good for someone else beside myself.