Mommy at 16?

I thought about becoming a mother now, just to give myself a reason to live. I would love to have a baby. A little girl or boy to take care of. I'd always have a reason to stay up late, and I'd always brag about my baby to people. I would have to go through hard times too; like never sleeping and a fussy little infant. I'd probably regret my decision. Yeah...I probably would. But I have nothing going for me, and I'm always depressed(thank you, Saw III >.<). I think that maybe a baby would help me realise that I'm doing soemthing good for someone else beside myself.