1. Put your iTunes on shuffle (Or Mp3 Player, or whatever you use).
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS!
1) IF SOMEONE SAYS "IS THIS OKAY" YOU SAY
Creepy Crawler - Zombie Girl
2) WHAT WOULD BEST DESCRIBE YOUR PERSONALITY?
I Just Read Your Letter - Limp Bizkit
3) WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
Cameltosis - KoRn ( CAMEL TOE?!?!? .A. )
4) HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
Waldorfworldwide - Good Charlotte ( Ohlawl. )
5) WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
Whispers In The Dark - Skillet ( >w>; )
6) WHAT IS YOUR MOTTO?
Creeping In My Soul - Christina Lorentzen
7) WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
Shout - Tears For Fears ( Just 'cause I'm a loud mouth. D< )
8) WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
Getting By - Red Jumpsuit Apparatus ( So true. )
9) WHAT IS 2+2?
Pretty Women - Sweeny Todd ( c; )
10) WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?
Angels - Within Temptation ( ;w; )
11) WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
Disasterpiece - Slipknow ( So true. OTL )
12) WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
Pagan For Hire - Paul Mitchell ( Lol! <3 )
13) WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
Need To Be Strong - Toshiro Masuda
14) WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
Atrocity - Inkubus Sukkubus ( Do I bring thsi upon myself? )
15) WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
Breathe Into Me - Red ( Heck yes~! <3 )
16) WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
To The Rescue - Datarock ( c'x )
17) WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?
Sally's Song - The Nightmare Before Christams ( OTL I think I really do bring this on myself. )
18) WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?
Naruto - Haruka Kanata 2nd Opening Theme ( LOL! <3 Not much of a secret. c8 )
19) WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
Scissors - Slipknot ( Orly? )
20) WHAT'S THE WORST THING THAT COULD HAPPEN?
Chop Suey! - System Of A Down
21) HOW WILL YOU DIE?
Pictures Of My Heart - Phonic Rapture
22) WHAT IS THE ONE THING YOU REGRET?
Sharada - Skye Sweetnam ( OTL )
23) WHAT MAKES YOU LAUGH?
Halloween - Celldweller ( FFFF HALLOWEEN. <3 )
24) WHAT MAKES YOU CRY?
Prayer - Disturbed ( ? )
25) WILL YOU EVER GET MARRIED?
Haunted - Evanescence ( .A. )
26) WHAT SCARES YOU THE MOST?
Burnt To Ashes - Life Cried
27) DOES ANYONE LIKE YOU?
Faggot - Mindless Self Indulgence ( Ben!? You better. D< c'x )
28) IF YOU COULD GO BACK IN TIME, WHAT WOULD YOU CHANGE?
Science - System Of A Down ( ..Probably. o3o; )
29) WHAT HURTS RIGHT NOW?
Twenty Three - Yellowcard ( OTL )
30) WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS JOURNAL AS?
Pump It - Black Eyed Peas ( Wew! <3 )
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS!
1) IF SOMEONE SAYS "IS THIS OKAY" YOU SAY
Creepy Crawler - Zombie Girl
2) WHAT WOULD BEST DESCRIBE YOUR PERSONALITY?
I Just Read Your Letter - Limp Bizkit
3) WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
Cameltosis - KoRn ( CAMEL TOE?!?!? .A. )
4) HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
Waldorfworldwide - Good Charlotte ( Ohlawl. )
5) WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
Whispers In The Dark - Skillet ( >w>; )
6) WHAT IS YOUR MOTTO?
Creeping In My Soul - Christina Lorentzen
7) WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
Shout - Tears For Fears ( Just 'cause I'm a loud mouth. D< )
8) WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
Getting By - Red Jumpsuit Apparatus ( So true. )
9) WHAT IS 2+2?
Pretty Women - Sweeny Todd ( c; )
10) WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?
Angels - Within Temptation ( ;w; )
11) WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
Disasterpiece - Slipknow ( So true. OTL )
12) WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
Pagan For Hire - Paul Mitchell ( Lol! <3 )
13) WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
Need To Be Strong - Toshiro Masuda
14) WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
Atrocity - Inkubus Sukkubus ( Do I bring thsi upon myself? )
15) WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
Breathe Into Me - Red ( Heck yes~! <3 )
16) WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
To The Rescue - Datarock ( c'x )
17) WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?
Sally's Song - The Nightmare Before Christams ( OTL I think I really do bring this on myself. )
18) WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?
Naruto - Haruka Kanata 2nd Opening Theme ( LOL! <3 Not much of a secret. c8 )
19) WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
Scissors - Slipknot ( Orly? )
20) WHAT'S THE WORST THING THAT COULD HAPPEN?
Chop Suey! - System Of A Down
21) HOW WILL YOU DIE?
Pictures Of My Heart - Phonic Rapture
22) WHAT IS THE ONE THING YOU REGRET?
Sharada - Skye Sweetnam ( OTL )
23) WHAT MAKES YOU LAUGH?
Halloween - Celldweller ( FFFF HALLOWEEN. <3 )
24) WHAT MAKES YOU CRY?
Prayer - Disturbed ( ? )
25) WILL YOU EVER GET MARRIED?
Haunted - Evanescence ( .A. )
26) WHAT SCARES YOU THE MOST?
Burnt To Ashes - Life Cried
27) DOES ANYONE LIKE YOU?
Faggot - Mindless Self Indulgence ( Ben!? You better. D< c'x )
28) IF YOU COULD GO BACK IN TIME, WHAT WOULD YOU CHANGE?
Science - System Of A Down ( ..Probably. o3o; )
29) WHAT HURTS RIGHT NOW?
Twenty Three - Yellowcard ( OTL )
30) WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS JOURNAL AS?
Pump It - Black Eyed Peas ( Wew! <3 )
- Aura:
Happy. - Soul's Song:Pump It - Black Eyed Peas
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And now - I'm off to college. <3
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And now - I'm off to college. <3
- Aura: Amused.
- Soul's Song:The Death Of You - OroSaku AMV
- Situated:Smelly bedroom. ;A;
Isn't it a lovely day?
(Sorry I didn't cut this - I forgot how. .___.'')
College
Like all day - I've had good and bad things happen.
Something good; On the bus this morning, there was a guy explaining a story to make him look 'bad ass' and then at the end very camp-like went "Hokay baiii~". Was very much a had to be there moment. <3
Something bad; It hadn't happened yesterday and was fine most of today, until about two hours ago. I keep getting this weird twitch of pain at the side of my back. Isn't fun. </3
Anyway - I thought I'd let all know I'm finally doing something with my life~
-Enter crowd cheer here.-
I'm in college doing Art & Design BTEC First Diploma~ <3
It's the.. third week now? I think. I'm not in as often as I'd like, but means I get some time to do my own thing too~ We haven't done much yet either in the way of work, mostly 'cause we went on trips (or meant to).
Not last monday, but the monday before we visited Birmingham Art Museum. T'was amazing~! I want to go again, I really liked it there~ Even if the food is pricey. </3
Well - Last monday just gone, we were meant to be going to Lichfield for pottery goodness making. The problem? No one had arranged transport.
Dopes. ¬¬;
Though - Out of nothing to do, we were told to ''Write our names in a style that represents us." Of course - I had no idea how or what to do for myself, so opted for forming letters out of things I liked or took interest in. ^^ The image is a little on the 'dark' side for some, but I like it and plan to neaten/finish it up at some point~
I am a little happy that I'm not actually the worst in the class, and due to my eagerness I'm always full of questions that catch them off guard now and then. Which is quite fun in its self~
Anime/Manga/J-Drama/AMV's
Anime's have been on a down tone lately.. But I did finally get my ass into gear and actually watch Air Gear. <3 'Tis so mint - But I find quite a few semi-sport stuff gets me. normally anything like rollerblading, ice-skating and Basketball. Maybe 'cause I like those sports so much?
Fallen Angel by ~maddmouse on deviantART
Akatsuki Cloud by ~maddmouse on deviantART
SakuSteam Portrait by ~maddmouse on deviantART
The Monstrosity by ~maddmouse on deviantART
Don't Leave Me by ~maddmouse on deviantART
(Sorry I didn't cut this - I forgot how. .___.'')
College
Like all day - I've had good and bad things happen.
Something good; On the bus this morning, there was a guy explaining a story to make him look 'bad ass' and then at the end very camp-like went "Hokay baiii~". Was very much a had to be there moment. <3
Something bad; It hadn't happened yesterday and was fine most of today, until about two hours ago. I keep getting this weird twitch of pain at the side of my back. Isn't fun. </3
Anyway - I thought I'd let all know I'm finally doing something with my life~
-Enter crowd cheer here.-
I'm in college doing Art & Design BTEC First Diploma~ <3
It's the.. third week now? I think. I'm not in as often as I'd like, but means I get some time to do my own thing too~ We haven't done much yet either in the way of work, mostly 'cause we went on trips (or meant to).
Not last monday, but the monday before we visited Birmingham Art Museum. T'was amazing~! I want to go again, I really liked it there~ Even if the food is pricey. </3
Well - Last monday just gone, we were meant to be going to Lichfield for pottery goodness making. The problem? No one had arranged transport.
Dopes. ¬¬;
Though - Out of nothing to do, we were told to ''Write our names in a style that represents us." Of course - I had no idea how or what to do for myself, so opted for forming letters out of things I liked or took interest in. ^^ The image is a little on the 'dark' side for some, but I like it and plan to neaten/finish it up at some point~
I am a little happy that I'm not actually the worst in the class, and due to my eagerness I'm always full of questions that catch them off guard now and then. Which is quite fun in its self~
Anime/Manga/J-Drama/AMV's
Anime's have been on a down tone lately.. But I did finally get my ass into gear and actually watch Air Gear. <3 'Tis so mint - But I find quite a few semi-sport stuff gets me. normally anything like rollerblading, ice-skating and Basketball. Maybe 'cause I like those sports so much?
I had one of my random spurs to go watch a crap load of J-Drama the other day~! Was fun, only really found two in total of interest.
One I can't remember the name of, but was about vampires (that didn't sparkle!) and it was actually really sad and sweet, with the occasional funny. ;3 -Won't give it away much.-
I did also forget to mention (that due to my persistent friend Luke who filled up the last of my hard-drive space with two full seasons of anime) that I am now totally into One Piece and Gash Bell~! I always kind of knew I'd like them - I just never actually got round to watching them.
They're so awesome~! -Can't explain how she feel about eeeeverything she's watched in both seen as so much has happened and this post is already damned long.-
And the other one (which isn't finished so I'm waiting impatiently for the next episode) is called Orthros no Inu or "Dog of Orthros" in English (Orthros - If I've spelt it right, is a Greek dog with two heads?).
A devil with the hand that can heal any wound or sickness with a single touch, and an angel with a hand that can kill with a single touch. They're both 'actually' humans - Or, so it seems and isn't showing any signs otherwise, but it's just.. All really awesome how the plot comes together so far~! I really really reeeeally want the next episode~! -Cry.-
Manga wise - I've been addicted to one called Vampire Game. It's amazing and I want to know why I never founf it sooner~ Even if the translations are a little "Oh gosh you stupid translaters what the Hell have you done to the characters!?" It's otherwise really really addictive~
And much to my pleasure, Ghost Hunt finally got the start of Volume 11 up~! So happy mouse was very happy.
Also - Along such good news lines, Zombie Loan is just getting better and better and I don't see why it lacks fans so much. Other than some people who don't like the fact the two main males are pretty pretty boys. Shame. </3
And finally in this part - AMV's have been the love of my life as always~!
Honestly - Thanks to tehm I sometimes find such amazing songs that really.. I d'unno. The songs are just very wow in my opinion.
Though - Not much of an AMV but a real music video - I've been slowly getting into the group/artist/whicever called Vast. The ideo Pretty When You Cry was an.. interesting find to say the least. I'm really addicted to it~!
Cosplay
So yes - Though I don't own much in the way of magical great epical cosplays~
I have been having a great deal of fun at some small Birmingham meets that have been happenening~ So far I've only been to two, last one was last weekend. Was a reeeally fun day. We did the usual of messing around in the park, me making a photo shoot of Becky 'cause she let me play with her (her sisters) pretty camera~! OI really like how quite a few of the images turned out. Haven't got any uploaded on my dA (for now) but you can see some photo's here and here~! (From the fourth image on the second link - All the ones before it are from teh previous B'ham meet.)
Oh and, it's with these guys who sort the meets~ In case anyone cares to join us for whenever the next one may be. ;3
Online Junk
Subeta Is my latest online junk place I hang around. It's pretty much like Gaia Online and Neopets, but breeded together to create this wonderful place. My HA (Human Avatar) gets changed about once a week, despite I don't have much to put on her but also thanks to my wonder friend Benemin he used his magical coding pwers and helped me put this together~!
Second Life is another thing that's been consuming my rl time. Seen as roleplay is damned addictive, and that's the best place I can usually find any - Which is fun. My character Roze Twine spends most of her time in Crossroads, the city of demons, angels, many other things and the odd human (example; me). Humans don't normally last long I have found (not suprisingly) and often get converted to one of the many many mythical types there. I've been human nearly a year straight. Yay me~
And the last place which I've re-submerged myself into is roleplay on Myspace. Not always reliable but hey - After how long I've been away from it I don't expect half as much roleplay seen as half the people are gone. Sadly. But - Some good olf friend roleplayers are still there - So yay for that - And of course already getting my teeth into new people to roleplay with. <3
Art
Has been going well in slowness~ I haven't uploaded much to my dA account, but below are a few I'd like to share, but the first thing is this link to my Tegaki page (Please click if you will), well, showing my recent art on that site. The main thing I wanted to point out was the chreey tree in the crner (WHICH I DID -Dances-) and I am really proud I'm getting better at background work.
Fallen Angel by ~maddmouse on deviantART
Akatsuki Cloud by ~maddmouse on deviantART
SakuSteam Portrait by ~maddmouse on deviantART
The Monstrosity by ~maddmouse on deviantART
Don't Leave Me by ~maddmouse on deviantART
And I think that'll do for my life.
More will come - No doubt. It's nice actually having things to talk about again~!
- Aura:
Tired but happy~ - Situated:Beeed~
- Soul's Song:Whatever AMV's I'm currently playing. <3
I heard about M.Jackson on Second Life, didn't believe, switched on the news when someone else said it, and has had the new on for three hours now. I'll miss his childness and his music, and now I'm off to watch his movie 'Moonwalker' before I got to be. Rest well Micgeal, you deserve the peace and quiet. -Kicks the fact your having an autopsy in the US.- <3
I know that I'm slowly gonna be eaten from the inside to out about the fact I never got to see him or go to one of his concerts.
It's something magical I'll never get the chance to experience.
I know that I'm slowly gonna be eaten from the inside to out about the fact I never got to see him or go to one of his concerts.
It's something magical I'll never get the chance to experience.
Thanks to _the_pixie_ coming over, he showed me some stuff I didn't know about PaintShopPro7, but because he did I was later to find out some more stuff on my own.
I then produced this wonderful piece of art for my friend~ 83
I went from this! To this~! <3
I then produced this wonderful piece of art for my friend~ 83
I went from this! To this~! <3
- Aura:
Arty~ - Soul's Song:Count Cain - Imogen Heap With Wireless
Quake Online.
Won't you join me Spyder, and play like we used to~?
And to anyone else who likes shoot 'em ups.
<3
My character's name is "Haruno".
Hope to see you there~
Won't you join me Spyder, and play like we used to~?
And to anyone else who likes shoot 'em ups.
<3
My character's name is "Haruno".
Hope to see you there~
- Aura: <3
I love you all.
You're all so amazing.
I wish I could do something for you all, to show my appreciation to you~
Thank you everyone, for sticking around with me for so long~
I really love you all~
<3
You're all so amazing.
I wish I could do something for you all, to show my appreciation to you~
Thank you everyone, for sticking around with me for so long~
I really love you all~
<3
- Soul's Song:Counting On Me - Korn. <3
- Aura: Loved~
These last few weeks/months I've been on this volunteer course for self development, and I made several attemps/plans to post about each week.
However, there was so much that had happened each week, and I was just too busy keeping up with what other online social life I had and, got distracted by drawings, and fandoms and the like. Typically. ^^;
Moving on, there will be a Presentation day for our last day on this course, and I'd be greatly honored (not to mention beyond happy~) if anyone could make it~
Now this is where I'd write the important information about it, however my team have put together a special invite of our own, and I wish I could send it to everyone personally, but unfortunatally, it's a small booklet (not too filled with stuff, but it's still more than a quick scan and send) so instead, I've scanned each page and will post them below the LJ cut which will be found, typically, below. ;3
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However, there was so much that had happened each week, and I was just too busy keeping up with what other online social life I had and, got distracted by drawings, and fandoms and the like. Typically. ^^;
Moving on, there will be a Presentation day for our last day on this course, and I'd be greatly honored (not to mention beyond happy~) if anyone could make it~
Now this is where I'd write the important information about it, however my team have put together a special invite of our own, and I wish I could send it to everyone personally, but unfortunatally, it's a small booklet (not too filled with stuff, but it's still more than a quick scan and send) so instead, I've scanned each page and will post them below the LJ cut which will be found, typically, below. ;3
( Yes, here~ ^^Collapse )
- Soul's Song:MSI - Get It Up
- Aura:
curious
Oh GuildWars Factions, how pretty art thou~?
I say very~
Typically.
I went and del'd my other characters, just to make faction versions. ^^;
And then got very very very very caught up in their naming process~
As shown below the LJ cut.
Why behind an LJ cut?
'Cause I put their pictures in with it~
Though, Desdemona I can't decide whether she's gonna stick with blue, become grey, or aim for silver. >_>;
[You'll know who I mean when you see her.]
But no, I love my girls and their names~
8'3
-Shows off her girls below.-
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My naming referance for all these can be found at; Behind The Name Dot Com~
I tried to keep them all the same, but there's one with a mix in there I believe~
I say very~
Typically.
I went and del'd my other characters, just to make faction versions. ^^;
And then got very very very very caught up in their naming process~
As shown below the LJ cut.
Why behind an LJ cut?
'Cause I put their pictures in with it~
Though, Desdemona I can't decide whether she's gonna stick with blue, become grey, or aim for silver. >_>;
[You'll know who I mean when you see her.]
But no, I love my girls and their names~
8'3
-Shows off her girls below.-
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My naming referance for all these can be found at; Behind The Name Dot Com~
I tried to keep them all the same, but there's one with a mix in there I believe~
- Soul's Song:Going Under - Evancescence.
- Aura: Amused~
Seme; A manga/anime term for a dominant partner in a homosexual relationship.
Uke; A manga/anime term for a submissive partner in a homosexual relationship.
-[MemeNoa]-
Under 20 = Seme & Over 20 = Uke
01. You like to be content in everything.
02. When a person confesses his/her love to you and you don’t like him/her, you start feeling very tense and/or you don’t know what to say.
03. You enjoy listening to smooth and relaxing music.
04. You are quite hyperactive.
05. If you don’t like something, you start crying and you don’t care if you start talking too loud.
06. You love candies or any type of caramel.
07. You like making others blush.
08. You sleep with a doll/ teddy bear/ pillow in your hand.
09. You’re usually shy with the opposite sex.
10. You like romantic- funny anime.
11. Between L or Light cosplay, you prefer L.
12. You have listened “an café”.
13. You like listening to it.
16. You smile at kitties.
18. You like plushies.
21. You have been lost in a shopping center/parking/cinema.
22. You have called to the mistaken number twice or more.
24. You have used a very feminine dress or shirt.
27. You're easily to trick/convince.
28. Some men scare you.
29. You have seen Pucca and you like it.
31. Sometimes you start looking at the clouds and you get lost in space.
33. When a person of your same sex gets angry with you, you’re at the defensive. (if anyone really..)
34. You like j-pop.
35. You have cried for more than one movie/TV series.
38. You usually are very positive. (or so they say)
40. You usually don’t understand what your parents say.
So, my total?
Twenty seven, thus leading me to be.. seme~!
I'm half not suprised.
<3
15. You are innocent and a little clumsy. I striked this out because; The innocent part wasn't all that true~ x3
20. You hate Paris Hilton because she is an idiot. I striked this out because; I know next to nothing about Paris Hilton, nor do I care~ .___.
26. You believe that yaoi/yuri is the best. I striked this out because; I love it lots, but to me it's not teh best~ ;3
32. You’ve said “Kyao” or something like that before. I striked this out because; Kyao = WTF to me, so can't work out what 'something like that' would be either. ^^;;
37. You smile with no reason. (Before the age of six, constantly) I striked this out because; I always have my reasons for smiling~ >w>;
- Aura:
Cold.. - Soul's Song:Zeromancer; Need You Like A Drug.
"H-Help Me.." by ~maddmouse on deviantART
My latest drawing which I'm actually really proud of.
[[This isn't suitable for young people, and maybe for people at work. xD]]
But yes, it seem's I'm only succeding in slowly getting the body parts right in these kind of images. ¬_¬;
Half of me's not suprised though in honesty. v_v;
Also, I'd like to thank all of those who wished me good thoughts on my birthday yesterday~ I really really appreciate it~ ^^
I'd list them all, but it'd take forever. ;3
But really, thank you~
My latest drawing which I'm actually really proud of.
[[This isn't suitable for young people, and maybe for people at work. xD]]
But yes, it seem's I'm only succeding in slowly getting the body parts right in these kind of images. ¬_¬;
Half of me's not suprised though in honesty. v_v;
Also, I'd like to thank all of those who wished me good thoughts on my birthday yesterday~ I really really appreciate it~ ^^
I'd list them all, but it'd take forever. ;3
But really, thank you~
- Aura:
Proud and accomplished. <3 - Soul's Song:SasSaku {Don't give up}
1. Open graphics program of your choice.
2. Close your eyes.
3. Draw a cat.
[Image Is Here.]
I think, I did damn well. xD
Though I think when I did it first time it was probably better, but I wouldn't know, seen as I forgot to make sure I was using the drawing tool. -PoutPout.-
Edit;
Helps when I put the damned link in. D<
-Fixes.-
2. Close your eyes.
3. Draw a cat.
[Image Is Here.]
I think, I did damn well. xD
Though I think when I did it first time it was probably better, but I wouldn't know, seen as I forgot to make sure I was using the drawing tool. -PoutPout.-
Edit;
Helps when I put the damned link in. D<
-Fixes.-
- Aura: Amused~
Letting you know you're card arrived safely.
And thank you very very much for said card.
<3
It made me smile, and miss you both even more.
Hope you're doing well, and early greetings to you both~
With lots of love of course.
;3
And thank you very very much for said card.
<3
It made me smile, and miss you both even more.
Hope you're doing well, and early greetings to you both~
With lots of love of course.
;3
- Aura: Cheerful. <3
- Soul's Song:For You, by Stained.
Is an.. amazing J-Drama..
And I highly recommend this for others to watch.
{It's good for a good cry for a start.. And it's a heart-touching story.}
"One Litre of Tears" is based off a true story about a girl who was diagnosed with an incurable degenerative disease at 15, but was able to continue her life until her death at the age of 25.
The drama is an adaptation of the diary of a Japanese girl named Aya Kitō, who suffered from spinocerebellar ataxia. She began keeping a diary at the suggestion of her doctor, and continued to write until she could no longer hold a pen. The diary, titled 1 Litre no Namida, was published shortly after her death.
Wiki' Synopsis;
The story begins as Aya prepares for the new semester. Despite being happy, she suffers from slight physical problems, which only her mother seems to notice. However, one day, she falls unconsciously on the floor. After she is sent to the hospital, she is shortly diagnosed with the disease. Despite the fact that she is diagnosed with the terminal illness, she does not lose the will to survive.
She still makes friends with others, including her first love, Yuji. She later develops an interest in Haruto. Although somewhat cold, Haruto was still kind to her. Meanwhile, her health continues to deteriorate. Knowing that she will not survive for long, she returns the gift Haruto has given, who discovers the fact when he reads the love letter that Aya gave him.
Aya Kitō proved her courage and positive attitude towards an uncertain future when suffering such an illness, spinocerebellar ataxia. The drama spans a decade, during which she graduates from school while her conditions worsen.
A place where you can watch this is [here], however you will need to make an account to view it. It doesn't cost anything and you don't get spammed and the like, and is safe.
To go strait to the list of episodes just click [here]~
I do admit that the series isn't brilliant quality at the given site, which I'm sorry for.
And sorry for those who dislike drama's in another language but this is in Japanese.
It is subtitled.
The only episode I've had trouble with was episode seven, I think, due to the fact of how the subtitles were done.
But yes, I very very very very very much recommend this drama.
I think, it's really heart warming, it makes you think a little more and appreciate the simpler things in life, like just being healthy, or being able to go out and walk about on your own.
It's truely..
Amazing.
Please, consider watching it?
Or at least give it a try first?
Ne?
<3
And I highly recommend this for others to watch.
{It's good for a good cry for a start.. And it's a heart-touching story.}
"One Litre of Tears" is based off a true story about a girl who was diagnosed with an incurable degenerative disease at 15, but was able to continue her life until her death at the age of 25.
The drama is an adaptation of the diary of a Japanese girl named Aya Kitō, who suffered from spinocerebellar ataxia. She began keeping a diary at the suggestion of her doctor, and continued to write until she could no longer hold a pen. The diary, titled 1 Litre no Namida, was published shortly after her death.
Wiki' Synopsis;
The story begins as Aya prepares for the new semester. Despite being happy, she suffers from slight physical problems, which only her mother seems to notice. However, one day, she falls unconsciously on the floor. After she is sent to the hospital, she is shortly diagnosed with the disease. Despite the fact that she is diagnosed with the terminal illness, she does not lose the will to survive.
She still makes friends with others, including her first love, Yuji. She later develops an interest in Haruto. Although somewhat cold, Haruto was still kind to her. Meanwhile, her health continues to deteriorate. Knowing that she will not survive for long, she returns the gift Haruto has given, who discovers the fact when he reads the love letter that Aya gave him.
Aya Kitō proved her courage and positive attitude towards an uncertain future when suffering such an illness, spinocerebellar ataxia. The drama spans a decade, during which she graduates from school while her conditions worsen.
A place where you can watch this is [here], however you will need to make an account to view it. It doesn't cost anything and you don't get spammed and the like, and is safe.
To go strait to the list of episodes just click [here]~
I do admit that the series isn't brilliant quality at the given site, which I'm sorry for.
And sorry for those who dislike drama's in another language but this is in Japanese.
It is subtitled.
The only episode I've had trouble with was episode seven, I think, due to the fact of how the subtitles were done.
But yes, I very very very very very much recommend this drama.
I think, it's really heart warming, it makes you think a little more and appreciate the simpler things in life, like just being healthy, or being able to go out and walk about on your own.
It's truely..
Amazing.
Please, consider watching it?
Or at least give it a try first?
Ne?
<3
- Aura: Ecstatic~!
- Soul's Song:One Litre of Tears ED.
So yes, at my agency work in factory-ish like places where I build boxes one way or another. 8D
I should tie all my hair up, but I can't cope unless I have a few strands at the sides down. >_>;
And ovbiously, it get's caught in the damned double sticky-tape, a lot. e___e;
And.. As well as this, carboard is a lot more dangerous than what people give it credit for. D;
-Hands are sliced and tattered and bleeding and owwy.- T~T
At least..
The cramp in my leg is taking longer to kick in from all the standing, which shows that I am (slowly) getting used to it. <3
I should tie all my hair up, but I can't cope unless I have a few strands at the sides down. >_>;
And ovbiously, it get's caught in the damned double sticky-tape, a lot. e___e;
And.. As well as this, carboard is a lot more dangerous than what people give it credit for. D;
-Hands are sliced and tattered and bleeding and owwy.- T~T
At least..
The cramp in my leg is taking longer to kick in from all the standing, which shows that I am (slowly) getting used to it. <3
- Aura: Being a wuss.
Episode 19 Naruto.
Sasuke and Naruto..
Were actually..
Pretty.. cool..
<3
And Sakura, was very typically useless throught the whole Zabuza saga.
e.e;
But no.. I've come to really love this episode.
I had a good cry for 3/4 of the 20ish minutes.
x3
So yeah, if you haven't guessed.. I've started to re-watch season one of Naruto.
Because I can.
And.. I'm it's just so much yay..
And helping me in my part as "Haruno Sakura"..
However, sometimes I get to lost into my character. >.>;
And get weepy as her as if looking back on old things she/I miss.
But.. It's all good.
=w=
Sasuke and Naruto..
Were actually..
Pretty.. cool..
<3
And Sakura, was very typically useless throught the whole Zabuza saga.
e.e;
But no.. I've come to really love this episode.
I had a good cry for 3/4 of the 20ish minutes.
x3
So yeah, if you haven't guessed.. I've started to re-watch season one of Naruto.
Because I can.
And.. I'm it's just so much yay..
And helping me in my part as "Haruno Sakura"..
However, sometimes I get to lost into my character. >.>;
And get weepy as her as if looking back on old things she/I miss.
But.. It's all good.
=w=
- Aura: Happy.
So yes..
Found this through the wonderful
sagakura-san~
Earthworm is eww.
Spider is lol.
And then..
Snail.. snail is disturbing? >.>;;
The rest are.. yeah. x3
WARNING; The above links may be not suitable for younger audiences.
Also, quick rant which means nothing to anyone as it's me doing my part as "Haruno Sakura" from Naruto. <3
Oh lookie! I actually have a mobile-phone in teh ninjaz world. go figure.
-Text's Sasuke; GET UR ASS BK 2 KONOHA EMOKID LAWL. Love Sakura. <3-
And now, my dear lords and ladies. I shall depart.
For sleep! >D <--- FTW.
<3
Found this through the wonderful
sagakura-san~Earthworm is eww.
Spider is lol.
And then..
Snail.. snail is disturbing? >.>;;
The rest are.. yeah. x3
WARNING; The above links may be not suitable for younger audiences.
Also, quick rant which means nothing to anyone as it's me doing my part as "Haruno Sakura" from Naruto. <3
Oh lookie! I actually have a mobile-phone in teh ninjaz world. go figure.
-Text's Sasuke; GET UR ASS BK 2 KONOHA EMOKID LAWL. Love Sakura. <3-
And now, my dear lords and ladies. I shall depart.
For sleep! >D <--- FTW.
<3
- Aura: Amused.. and sleepy. <3
"Naruto Shippuuden Movie; Bonds"
-Insert rather high/loud/repetative fangirl squees here.-
Well, just catching up on Naruto S', and they mentioned said movie at the end of one episode, and then next has clips in the opening from the movie!
*¬*
I!
Can't!
Wait!
>w<
But I have to.
;~;
Hope it comes out soon.
Gah!
Gonna be so many happy Sasuke fans probably.
xD
And maybe even Naru/Sasu ones depending on if their minds are anything like mine.
=w=
-Insert rather high/loud/repetative fangirl squees here.-
Well, just catching up on Naruto S', and they mentioned said movie at the end of one episode, and then next has clips in the opening from the movie!
*¬*
I!
Can't!
Wait!
>w<
But I have to.
;~;
Hope it comes out soon.
Gah!
Gonna be so many happy Sasuke fans probably.
xD
And maybe even Naru/Sasu ones depending on if their minds are anything like mine.
=w=
- Aura:
Anxious.
Fixed?
Look at my pretty random shizz that came about while I was on this nice place called PaintChat.
=w=
I'm so proud of my stuff for once~
Click images for larger/better views.
^w^
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First, my Gloom cloud, who is just far far too adoreable!
[Kinda like the kittens I was watching out the front just now. xD]
Gloom Cloud. by ~maddmouse on deviantART
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Then~ My Happy maddmouse banner~
[That just happened to be baby banner sized so yeah. ;D]
Happy maddmouse. by ~maddmouse on deviantART
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We also have my BeepBot, the guy who works behind the scenes beepin' out your noaughty words~ =o
[Not great 'cause I forgot I was still zoomed in when I print screened. e___e;]
MechMan Beeps Out Naughty Word by ~maddmouse on deviantART
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And then finally, the main thing that I wanted to put up here!
She just kinda, happened~
And lasted~ 8D
I love her so much, especially the hat I gave her!
*¬*
[Except I don't like the broad shoulders, so I tried to make it look like you're looking almost down on her?]
Why hello thar. by ~maddmouse on deviantART
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Wah~
-Happy.-
@w@
- Aura: Impressed.
You are a Sadistic Seme!
It takes a special kind of uke to appreciate the punishment you dish out. Making them beg for mercy is what you're all about. You give your uke the gift of pain, and the louder their moans are, the more satisfied with the relationship you'll be. It's no fun if they don't struggle, and struggle and torture is what the Dramatic Uke, your perfect match, lives for.
Most compatible with: Dramatic Uke
Least compatible with: Everyone else
What seme or uke are you? Take the experience at SemeUke.com, or find merchandise here.
- Aura: Amused~ x3
This world being destroyed buisness.
Apparently it's gonna take another four years?
Well, better than living untill yesterday only..
v.v;
But..
Yay for random fan things?
x3
Harry Potter fans may like this one.
Muggle'd. by *Slinkers on deviantART
And then there's always this little place?
xD
Apparently it's gonna take another four years?
Well, better than living untill yesterday only..
v.v;
But..
Yay for random fan things?
x3
Harry Potter fans may like this one.
Muggle'd. by *Slinkers on deviantART
And then there's always this little place?
xD
- Aura: Luul?
One of my most recent (and longest) manga's that I'm reading.
Title; Basara.
Author; Yumi Tamura.
Year released; 1991.
Quote from Mangafox; Born under a prophecy that will liberate and unite Japan, Sarasa has had to take her brother Tatara's place as the "Boy of Destiny." Fighting for the oppressed, Sarasa journeys across Japan to gain allies and defeat her enemies--all while keeping her identity a secret!
- - -
I really really am enjoying this.
And the fact it was brought out the year I was born in just seems to make it so much better?
I really strongly recommend this, though I'm not too good at giving any useful tips about it's story and such.
But, "never judge a book by it's cover", right?
=]
A link to the online version I am reduced to using is the mangafox link above.
Title; Basara.
Author; Yumi Tamura.
Year released; 1991.
Quote from Mangafox; Born under a prophecy that will liberate and unite Japan, Sarasa has had to take her brother Tatara's place as the "Boy of Destiny." Fighting for the oppressed, Sarasa journeys across Japan to gain allies and defeat her enemies--all while keeping her identity a secret!
- - -
I really really am enjoying this.
And the fact it was brought out the year I was born in just seems to make it so much better?
I really strongly recommend this, though I'm not too good at giving any useful tips about it's story and such.
But, "never judge a book by it's cover", right?
=]
A link to the online version I am reduced to using is the mangafox link above.
- Aura: Happy.
Yes yes.
[ Happy birthday. ]
To a, somewhat dear..
7rin
And now, I can finally sleep.
=___=;;
And yes, this post is filled to the brim with love..
It's just invisable.
Night/good day.
Edit
Changed the link..
The lat one made it smaller.
=/
[ Happy birthday. ]
To a, somewhat dear..
7rinAnd now, I can finally sleep.
=___=;;
And yes, this post is filled to the brim with love..
It's just invisable.
Night/good day.
Edit
Changed the link..
The lat one made it smaller.
=/
- Aura:
Dead. z___z;; - Soul's Song:Leave Out All The Rest - Linkin PArk
Everyone but me is meme'ing.
e___e;;
Is it National Meme day or something and I don't know about it?!
>>;;
e___e;;
Is it National Meme day or something and I don't know about it?!
>>;;
Yes, I have been yet again~ Creative.
^^
But, I'm only gonna brag about my support to my dear friend ladyhelen who hasn't been given the life she ordered. ;o;
[ Keep At It M'dear! ]
;D
Hope you like my cheesy work?
x3
And yes, it is artz.
=o
^^
But, I'm only gonna brag about my support to my dear friend ladyhelen who hasn't been given the life she ordered. ;o;
[ Keep At It M'dear! ]
;D
Hope you like my cheesy work?
x3
And yes, it is artz.
=o
- Aura: Accomplished.
- Soul's Song:Capricorn - 30 Seconds To Mars
Edit:
I did put real name, just edited it in teh coding for safety reason, etcetera.
-AmusedEvilGrin.-
Also, an odd little site that sparked.. an odd interesting idea in my head.
[ Severus and~ ]
- Soul's Song:Hero - 30 Seconds To Mars
- Aura: Amused.
So.
New shizzle?
Umm.
Most Recent Obsessions! 8D
In anime;
Sakura from Naruto +(Shippuuden). [Still.]
Inchou/Kairi from Shugo Chara! [Newish.]
Ikuto from Shugo Chara! [Still.]
Thief Bakura from Yu-Gi-Oh! [Still.]
Yoite from Nabari no Ou. [Newish.]
Miharu from Nabari no Ou. [Newish.]
Aizawa from Nabari no Ou. [Newish.]
Fai from Tsubasa Chronicles. [Again.]
Joey from Yu-Gi-Oh! [Still.]
Hikaru from Ouran High School Host Club. [Still.]
Fakir from Princess Tutu. [Still.]
Atemu/Pharaoh from Yu-Gi-Oh! [Still.]
Loki from Mantantei Loki Ragnarok. [Still.]
In manga;
Sword from Devil And Devil. [Somewhat new&old.]
Neuro from Majin Tantei Nougami Neuro. [Still.]
Lokie from Mantantei Loki Ragnarok. [Still.]
In games;
Riku from Kingdom Hearts II (2) [New/ He sucks in the first one. xD]
Demyx from Kingdom Hearts II (2). [New.]
Axel from Kingdom Hearts II (2). [New.]
Roxas from Kingdom Hearts II (2). [New.]
Sora from Kingdom Hearts I & II (1&2). [Newish.]
Music;
30 Seconds To Mars. [Newish.]
New shizzle?
Umm.
Most Recent Obsessions! 8D
In anime;
Sakura from Naruto +(Shippuuden). [Still.]
Inchou/Kairi from Shugo Chara! [Newish.]
Ikuto from Shugo Chara! [Still.]
Thief Bakura from Yu-Gi-Oh! [Still.]
Yoite from Nabari no Ou. [Newish.]
Miharu from Nabari no Ou. [Newish.]
Aizawa from Nabari no Ou. [Newish.]
Fai from Tsubasa Chronicles. [Again.]
Joey from Yu-Gi-Oh! [Still.]
Hikaru from Ouran High School Host Club. [Still.]
Fakir from Princess Tutu. [Still.]
Atemu/Pharaoh from Yu-Gi-Oh! [Still.]
Loki from Mantantei Loki Ragnarok. [Still.]
In manga;
Sword from Devil And Devil. [Somewhat new&old.]
Neuro from Majin Tantei Nougami Neuro. [Still.]
Lokie from Mantantei Loki Ragnarok. [Still.]
In games;
Riku from Kingdom Hearts II (2) [New/ He sucks in the first one. xD]
Demyx from Kingdom Hearts II (2). [New.]
Axel from Kingdom Hearts II (2). [New.]
Roxas from Kingdom Hearts II (2). [New.]
Sora from Kingdom Hearts I & II (1&2). [Newish.]
Music;
30 Seconds To Mars. [Newish.]
- Aura: Cheerful.
- Soul's Song:[By teh time I click Send.] Oblivion - 30 Seconds To Mars.
Nicked from 'nannyjan'. =]
Only two rules:
You must answer yes or no. You may not explain your answers unless someone asks. So ask!
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Only two rules:
You must answer yes or no. You may not explain your answers unless someone asks. So ask!
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- Soul's Song:93 Million Miles - 30 Seconds To Mars
- Aura: chipper
If you had to immigrate from your current home, where in the world would you choose to go?
Hmm, but maybe a side trip to Eygpt and Russia too..?
Day trips! 8D
- Soul's Song:93 Million Miles - 30 Seconds To Mars
- Aura: cheerful
My life?
Yay for updates~?
>>;;
Right, first off, school.
Ugh, school.
Well, after a lot of who-harrs and what not, I have actually managed to pass my course.
What I'm doing next year?
Still not very clear.
Job wise, I've gone to connexions in Walsall, going to Cannock's on Monday to see how that goes, and then Tuesday I need to got talk to a lady who only is in the Brownhills job centre on a Tuesday.
Love life?
Pft, what's that?
Friends?
I seem really distant from most of them.
Yet again.
But get to see one of my Benemin tomorrow.
So happy about that.
Still wanting to see all my lj like friends on some nice camp or something.
But, nothing much for that still..
And the fact so and so doesn't get on with so and so and all that blegh.
=___=;
But, might try and arrange something for this summer, if possible that is..
But with this lat e notice probably won't get much.
Dx
Computer Life~
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And, that'll do, 'cause I can't be bothered with much more.
x___x;;
Now to decide whether or not I'll sleep for the next five and a half hours.
Probably not.
=___=;;
Yay for updates~?
>>;;
Right, first off, school.
Ugh, school.
Well, after a lot of who-harrs and what not, I have actually managed to pass my course.
What I'm doing next year?
Still not very clear.
Job wise, I've gone to connexions in Walsall, going to Cannock's on Monday to see how that goes, and then Tuesday I need to got talk to a lady who only is in the Brownhills job centre on a Tuesday.
Love life?
Pft, what's that?
Friends?
I seem really distant from most of them.
Yet again.
But get to see one of my Benemin tomorrow.
So happy about that.
Still wanting to see all my lj like friends on some nice camp or something.
But, nothing much for that still..
And the fact so and so doesn't get on with so and so and all that blegh.
=___=;
But, might try and arrange something for this summer, if possible that is..
But with this lat e notice probably won't get much.
Dx
Computer Life~
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And, that'll do, 'cause I can't be bothered with much more.
x___x;;
Now to decide whether or not I'll sleep for the next five and a half hours.
Probably not.
=___=;;
- Soul's Song:93 Million Miles - 30 Seconds To Mars
- Aura: Greatly Accomplished~ =3
So yes, just happened to be glancing through some person's funny art comic's based on HP, and are genious and think they out to be shared with the world~
I love "Pansy-Lover" the most I think. xD
Just click on teh thumbnail of the first comic and there's a forward button and such when you've read one..
Just click the image when it loads to view it better. =]
Oh, and Teddy is Ron's child I believe? xD
And, what great fun innuendo's are! ;3
I love "Pansy-Lover" the most I think. xD
Just click on teh thumbnail of the first comic and there's a forward button and such when you've read one..
Just click the image when it loads to view it better. =]
Oh, and Teddy is Ron's child I believe? xD
And, what great fun innuendo's are! ;3
- Soul's Song:Reflection (Korean Version by BoA)
- Aura: amused
So yeah, after having made an account however long ago, I remember I haven't really done much on it..
And due to recent continous urges of creativeness, I've finally started planning to actual make something.
Yay me. ^^
But yes, while in process of planning for image, I came across one image and well..
The rest of this post I guess is further on in teh link?
Go looky at my retardness?
Warning:
This is a image from the anime Majin Tantei NOugami Nuero, so, unless you liek it you probably won't find it half as amusing..
Meh, who knows.
Enjoy?
I've decided I'ma gonna try and stop being so anti-social on here and keep up with people and try and post a little regularly..
Well, how many times have I tried that eh? >__>;;
But yes, I'ma hope it lasts this time.
^^
Edit! Dx
Helps when I put teh frikkin link in eh? Sorry. v__v;
And due to recent continous urges of creativeness, I've finally started planning to actual make something.
Yay me. ^^
But yes, while in process of planning for image, I came across one image and well..
The rest of this post I guess is further on in teh link?
Go looky at my retardness?
Warning:
This is a image from the anime Majin Tantei NOugami Nuero, so, unless you liek it you probably won't find it half as amusing..
Meh, who knows.
Enjoy?
I've decided I'ma gonna try and stop being so anti-social on here and keep up with people and try and post a little regularly..
Well, how many times have I tried that eh? >__>;;
But yes, I'ma hope it lasts this time.
^^
Edit! Dx
Helps when I put teh frikkin link in eh? Sorry. v__v;
- Soul's Song:I Don't Care - Apocalyptica
- Aura: accomplished
What.. am I?
I guess, human..
But, I'm serching for something..
Well, I think so..
I don't know what's what most of the time.
I seem to question a lot of things.
Myself.
Other people.
Other creatures.
I hate being human.
Human's are such wierd things.
I hate being liek that.
I hate having so many feelings.
I hate that so many feelings and thoughts and humans contradict themselves.
I hate how the humans though are so complicated are also so simple.
I hate a lot of things.
I don't like it.
I don't like hating things and people and myself.
I want to like things, and people and myself.
I'm very confused.
And, due to not likeing the fact I'm human and due to the fact I hate humans, I want to end my life.
But, I don't as well.
I want to believe their is shreds and shards of light and hope.
That, in time, will spread and light a way..
But, I guess that only happens if you chase the light..
Instead of sitting here and just watching the light carry on.
Like the world.
The world, carries on.. Always..
The sun will rise, the sun will shine, the sun will fall and give light to the moon..
And then, the cycle repeats.
No matter what the humans do.
They fight for justice.
They fight for belief.
They fight for greed.
They fight for jelousy.
They fight for a future.
They fight for whatever they think is right.
But then there are those who agree and disagree.
Those who agree fight along the side they obviously agree with.
And those who disagree make up their own sides and fight against the others believing their right.
But, if both sides believe they are right, then who is truly wrong?
Just one side?
Maybe both?
Or is it neither?
But, doesn't someone have to be wrong?
Isn't that what people say?
"Oh, I can't believe that, they're wrong."
But, are they really wrong if they're fighting for what they believe..
And, it's not always just the humans..
All sorts of creatures..
Insects, mamals and living things alike..
Human, vampires, demons..
As long as they believe what they are doing is right, then they can continue.
But, everyone continues creating a never ending cycle.
Even if they want peace, no matter what they do, nothing is ever truely piecfull..
I think, I hate humans the most.
And I hate myself even more.
But, why..
Why is it that I can not just stop here..
Just continue to dream.
Why must life have rules..?
Why can't people get along?
Why can't it all just end.
And maybe then..
Maybe then, we can start over again..
People say humans have been devloping over many centries, but we haven't at all..
That is what I think..
We as humans have not evolved at all..
We just created things that made life 'easyier', 'better'..
That is not true devlopment in my eyes..
Sorry.
When I started typing, I didn't know what to put, I just, felt like putting down my feelings.
Even now, there is probably so much more I could write..
But, I don't want to..
I have a pain in my chest, it's not nice..
I get it so often for all reasons, but..
I don't want the pain..
And, why can't I just forget things and be a normal person?
Who gets on with life..
Who strives hard..
Why can't I be what everyone else wants me to be?
Seen as I feel like I've already truely lost myself..
I just, don't know anymore..
I'm just glad I got something out.
Sorry, if this inconveiniences anyone..
And sorry for any spelling mistakes or typo's, but I can't be bothered with them..
I guess, human..
But, I'm serching for something..
Well, I think so..
I don't know what's what most of the time.
I seem to question a lot of things.
Myself.
Other people.
Other creatures.
I hate being human.
Human's are such wierd things.
I hate being liek that.
I hate having so many feelings.
I hate that so many feelings and thoughts and humans contradict themselves.
I hate how the humans though are so complicated are also so simple.
I hate a lot of things.
I don't like it.
I don't like hating things and people and myself.
I want to like things, and people and myself.
I'm very confused.
And, due to not likeing the fact I'm human and due to the fact I hate humans, I want to end my life.
But, I don't as well.
I want to believe their is shreds and shards of light and hope.
That, in time, will spread and light a way..
But, I guess that only happens if you chase the light..
Instead of sitting here and just watching the light carry on.
Like the world.
The world, carries on.. Always..
The sun will rise, the sun will shine, the sun will fall and give light to the moon..
And then, the cycle repeats.
No matter what the humans do.
They fight for justice.
They fight for belief.
They fight for greed.
They fight for jelousy.
They fight for a future.
They fight for whatever they think is right.
But then there are those who agree and disagree.
Those who agree fight along the side they obviously agree with.
And those who disagree make up their own sides and fight against the others believing their right.
But, if both sides believe they are right, then who is truly wrong?
Just one side?
Maybe both?
Or is it neither?
But, doesn't someone have to be wrong?
Isn't that what people say?
"Oh, I can't believe that, they're wrong."
But, are they really wrong if they're fighting for what they believe..
And, it's not always just the humans..
All sorts of creatures..
Insects, mamals and living things alike..
Human, vampires, demons..
As long as they believe what they are doing is right, then they can continue.
But, everyone continues creating a never ending cycle.
Even if they want peace, no matter what they do, nothing is ever truely piecfull..
I think, I hate humans the most.
And I hate myself even more.
But, why..
Why is it that I can not just stop here..
Just continue to dream.
Why must life have rules..?
Why can't people get along?
Why can't it all just end.
And maybe then..
Maybe then, we can start over again..
People say humans have been devloping over many centries, but we haven't at all..
That is what I think..
We as humans have not evolved at all..
We just created things that made life 'easyier', 'better'..
That is not true devlopment in my eyes..
Sorry.
When I started typing, I didn't know what to put, I just, felt like putting down my feelings.
Even now, there is probably so much more I could write..
But, I don't want to..
I have a pain in my chest, it's not nice..
I get it so often for all reasons, but..
I don't want the pain..
And, why can't I just forget things and be a normal person?
Who gets on with life..
Who strives hard..
Why can't I be what everyone else wants me to be?
Seen as I feel like I've already truely lost myself..
I just, don't know anymore..
I'm just glad I got something out.
Sorry, if this inconveiniences anyone..
And sorry for any spelling mistakes or typo's, but I can't be bothered with them..
- Aura: discontent
>w<
None of the following is meant to insult anybody or their preferances/opinions.
.___.
Watch!
Ne?
C l i c k u ~
- Aura: amused
Woot for Jayne and her random TV programmes.
x3
For 'The Big Bang Theory' is quite funny, I have discovered I love it.
Also, they give amusing quotes which make me smile.
Hence the new simple icon.
<3
Any can take though I doubt it is half as funny to others as it was myself.
;D
x3
For 'The Big Bang Theory' is quite funny, I have discovered I love it.
Also, they give amusing quotes which make me smile.
Hence the new simple icon.
<3
Any can take though I doubt it is half as funny to others as it was myself.
;D
- Aura: amused
After finding this:147,211 People
I randomly came across a name that amused me and she has now slightly inspired me.
And she used to go by the name:
1840 - Fanny Burney, English novelist and diarist.
<333
I randomly came across a name that amused me and she has now slightly inspired me.
And she used to go by the name:
1840 - Fanny Burney, English novelist and diarist.
<333
- Aura: chipper
- Soul's Song:Candy Man - Musicbox
Innocent little Lord of the Rings Story?
I think maybe so so..
Look for youreself?
;D
It made me die of laughter~
Nearly.
Definatally brought tears to my eyes.
XD!!!
C l i c k y ~
I think maybe so so..
Look for youreself?
;D
It made me die of laughter~
Nearly.
Definatally brought tears to my eyes.
XD!!!
C l i c k y ~
- Aura: Well amused. xD
- Soul's Song:Random song off someone's Gaia profile. <3
Upon my radom manga findings, I have found a small chapter of a one shot which I find very very well though out and somewhat sad and so wished to share the small story with that of everyone.
Snow In The Dark
It is easily described as the story of Snow White, though somewhat less childish and a little more twisted, perhaps?
Either way, I recommend this small one shot to all..
I hope you enjoyed it as much as I did.
Note to7rin
See, not all my posts are bitches against you.
;p
Snow In The Dark
It is easily described as the story of Snow White, though somewhat less childish and a little more twisted, perhaps?
Either way, I recommend this small one shot to all..
I hope you enjoyed it as much as I did.
Note to
7rinSee, not all my posts are bitches against you.
;p
- Aura: Contemplative perhaps?
Edit! D<
It does indeed help to actual put the links in ne? v__v;;
First of, which wasn't the origional thing to be put..
I though, seen as it's so cute and adoreable..
I'd share t h i s with all those that use winamp.
It is indeed, a very fun skin to get!
83
It's so cute and tiny and adoreable and comes in different colours!
=D
Who could resist such a cute winamp skin?!
Anyway!
By popular demand (7rin) here is the latest picture that I edited of myself that I was considering doing so anyway..
Here is my pretty art work!
>w<
( Behind lj-cut due to it's size and me not wanting to stretch your page. 8DCollapse )
It does indeed help to actual put the links in ne? v__v;;
First of, which wasn't the origional thing to be put..
I though, seen as it's so cute and adoreable..
I'd share t h i s with all those that use winamp.
It is indeed, a very fun skin to get!
83
It's so cute and tiny and adoreable and comes in different colours!
=D
Who could resist such a cute winamp skin?!
Anyway!
By popular demand (
7rin) here is the latest picture that I edited of myself that I was considering doing so anyway..Here is my pretty art work!
>w<
( Behind lj-cut due to it's size and me not wanting to stretch your page. 8DCollapse )
- Aura: Accomplished&&Proud~ 8D
- Soul's Song:Korn - Another Brick In The Wall
It's nice to know that my mother lets me learn from one mistake and won't spend about ten minutes no re-doing something that reall matters to me, that I've been looking forward to all week, to something I was hoping would relieve my strress, for something that'd really help in more way than one at the moment.
No, pretty much she can't spare ten minutes extra journey from taking Nick to wokrk because she has her precious solstice fire going out in the bacgarden, and that means the whole fucking world to her.
No, I don't want sympathy or anything. I'm just venting anger.
Listening to her leave gives me the urge to throw eggs at the car as she goes.
=D
It's not like she can make my life myuch worse.
The one thing I go on at home to keep me pretty much sane won't turn on 'cause the port where the battery plaugs in is screwed, so it won't stay charged.
So, I'm reduceded to using mothers computer and IE.
How fucking merry is my week, just fucking wonderful. ='D
No, pretty much she can't spare ten minutes extra journey from taking Nick to wokrk because she has her precious solstice fire going out in the bacgarden, and that means the whole fucking world to her.
No, I don't want sympathy or anything. I'm just venting anger.
Listening to her leave gives me the urge to throw eggs at the car as she goes.
=D
It's not like she can make my life myuch worse.
The one thing I go on at home to keep me pretty much sane won't turn on 'cause the port where the battery plaugs in is screwed, so it won't stay charged.
So, I'm reduceded to using mothers computer and IE.
How fucking merry is my week, just fucking wonderful. ='D
If you are at all interested..
Wishing to come..
And free/able to get down this end then..
You can come to my christmas concert where I am part of the vocal group and choir.
^^;;
Tuesday and/or Wednesday this week.
At my school.
7:30 to about 9/10 ish on teh night.
Adult tickets = £3.
Child tickets = £2.50
Any who wish to come need to let me know a.s.a.p.
Though I must appologise on my half for not telling you sooner..
I couldn't get hold of the details until today..
D=
Hope everyone is well and all the happy shizz~
=]
Wishing to come..
And free/able to get down this end then..
You can come to my christmas concert where I am part of the vocal group and choir.
^^;;
Tuesday and/or Wednesday this week.
At my school.
7:30 to about 9/10 ish on teh night.
Adult tickets = £3.
Child tickets = £2.50
Any who wish to come need to let me know a.s.a.p.
Though I must appologise on my half for not telling you sooner..
I couldn't get hold of the details until today..
D=
Hope everyone is well and all the happy shizz~
=]
- Aura: cold
- Soul's Song:Chris De Burgh - A Spaceman Came Travelling
Update of my life?
Hmm, not a lot..
I've updated my LJ bio so it looks a lot better and actually has stuff about me on it.
Also, it has my list of my otakuness on there too, which makes it a little lengthy.
^^;;
Yeah..
I'm kinda happy, 'cause a few days ago I agreed to buy her GameBoy Colour off her for only £10 and 2.5k of Gaia gold, seen as I had it.
=]
And with that, I get the console like thing, the plug in-ness to play it without batteries and Pok'emon Crystal, with more games to come.
=D
Hmm, still haven't got a boyfriend, what a suprise..
I need to sort out my priorities and myself first before I worry about it mind.
Life at school is..
Managable.
At first on my BTEC Public Services course I did really bad on the first thing we did, the second one we did I got a Merit.
(Pass = C grade, Merit = B && Distinction = A ish)
Anywho, now, on the third thing were doing I've been getting stuck here and there..
It confuses me slightly because everything is always pretty much the same kinda thing, but we have to constantly say things in different ways and such..
Also, because of the course I have to do P.E.ness on Friday which I don't mind seen as I like P.E., I'm just not too good at the stuff I need to do, which isn't suprising. ^^;;
I'm slightly depressed about my EMA at school, I found out I can only get £10 a week, which is better than nothing and I'm not complaining about, it's just.. it ruined afew lot of my future plans..
v__v;
Oh, and [PING] tospyder && 7rin.
I was wondering, seen as I haven't seen my dear Spyder for quite some time, that if Spyder and his parents wouldn't mind me coming down for a night or two around the 21st or 22nd of December?
(I need to find out what day it is out of the two I break up.)
Also, my friend (who will not be named but to mother in person)'s mother and herself have invited me over for Boxing Day and I would like to go if I can.
^^
Which means I can spend normal x-mas with the side of the family that lives nearer us seen as I assume they'd like to see us/me.
Please consider it and let me know, ne?
=3
Hmm, not a lot..
I've updated my LJ bio so it looks a lot better and actually has stuff about me on it.
Also, it has my list of my otakuness on there too, which makes it a little lengthy.
^^;;
Yeah..
I'm kinda happy, 'cause a few days ago I agreed to buy her GameBoy Colour off her for only £10 and 2.5k of Gaia gold, seen as I had it.
=]
And with that, I get the console like thing, the plug in-ness to play it without batteries and Pok'emon Crystal, with more games to come.
=D
Hmm, still haven't got a boyfriend, what a suprise..
I need to sort out my priorities and myself first before I worry about it mind.
Life at school is..
Managable.
At first on my BTEC Public Services course I did really bad on the first thing we did, the second one we did I got a Merit.
(Pass = C grade, Merit = B && Distinction = A ish)
Anywho, now, on the third thing were doing I've been getting stuck here and there..
It confuses me slightly because everything is always pretty much the same kinda thing, but we have to constantly say things in different ways and such..
Also, because of the course I have to do P.E.ness on Friday which I don't mind seen as I like P.E., I'm just not too good at the stuff I need to do, which isn't suprising. ^^;;
I'm slightly depressed about my EMA at school, I found out I can only get £10 a week, which is better than nothing and I'm not complaining about, it's just.. it ruined a
v__v;
Oh, and [PING] to
spyder && 7rin.I was wondering, seen as I haven't seen my dear Spyder for quite some time, that if Spyder and his parents wouldn't mind me coming down for a night or two around the 21st or 22nd of December?
(I need to find out what day it is out of the two I break up.)
Also, my friend (who will not be named but to mother in person)'s mother and herself have invited me over for Boxing Day and I would like to go if I can.
^^
Which means I can spend normal x-mas with the side of the family that lives nearer us seen as I assume they'd like to see us/me.
Please consider it and let me know, ne?
=3
- Soul's Song:Billy Telent - Devil In A Midnight Mass
- Aura: hopeful
For they can create very stupid and random things that can easily amuse others.
Ticking noises and a nude Dumbuldore?! (SP?)
Even mother and her boyfriend said they liked it, there fore it must be worth a watch.
If you don't watch it, you must be a turd.
Ah, turd.
What a great word.
[Nothing in this post was meant to be taken seriously, so please don't take offence. But still go and watch the video.]
It's better in Large Screen mode.
^_______________________________^
Ticking noises and a nude Dumbuldore?! (SP?)
Even mother and her boyfriend said they liked it, there fore it must be worth a watch.
If you don't watch it, you must be a turd.
Ah, turd.
What a great word.
[Nothing in this post was meant to be taken seriously, so please don't take offence. But still go and watch the video.]
It's better in Large Screen mode.
^_______________________________^
- Soul's Song:Christina Lorentzen - Creeping In My Soul
- Aura: chipper
I just finished watching 'Conspirices' based on the story in Waco around 1993 and I felt like I was back in some kind of court room like earlier today, though mine was video linked. <___<;
But yeah, it got me thinking on how terrible it is having a human army, somewhat.
I've always been thinking this, for quite a while but.. I have a theory which is easier said than done.
Basically, there would be a future set date which on that day, every nation, country and island in the world would diban any military forces, apart from ambulance/police/etcetera (They would be worked on later.) As well as burning every official weapons like tanks and guns and nuces (sp?).
But, due to the uglyness of people in this world and their lacking ability to trust others, there would be many nations either against this action or agree to it but still keep several types of weapons and such.
Of course those with jobs in the army would be miffed due to the pride in their work, as well as loosing a job.
But, at school, I'm on a course Public Services not because I have much interest in it, but due to it allows me to gain several GCSE's which I know is selfish, but.. The point is, a friend of mine made a joke about it which played in my mind quite a bit.
[Laughing.] "Maybe this is why the world is so screwed, all the dumb people join this course." Or something along those lines anyway.
Meh.. I really hate the amount of distrust in this world, the accusations and enforcements behind small or stupid things.
I love being alive.
But.
In this world today, if I can't be happy and thankfull that I am alive.
What else can I really believe in?
Sorry, kind of rantedish but.. I'm sure I'm not the only person who sits there thinking about these things.
But, because it seems the people who do are so few in number, and everyone all have different opions about different things, it creates a lot of trouble.
Not many try and do things about it..
"You say pants I say underwear."
"The bin is full, but one more won't hurt."
"We're all gonna die anyway so what's the point."
I wander, if I should be bothered to go into annoying politics or something like that?
I don't like the world we live in that much.
I don't like being hated 'cause I look 'different' or 'ugly' or 'alone'.
I don't think I can really type what I feel, I'm just that upset by this kind of thing, which is probably why none of this really makes sence but..
I've cried the odd time while typing this.
It'd be nice, if we could change the world, even a little..
It'd be nice.
But yeah, it got me thinking on how terrible it is having a human army, somewhat.
I've always been thinking this, for quite a while but.. I have a theory which is easier said than done.
Basically, there would be a future set date which on that day, every nation, country and island in the world would diban any military forces, apart from ambulance/police/etcetera (They would be worked on later.) As well as burning every official weapons like tanks and guns and nuces (sp?).
But, due to the uglyness of people in this world and their lacking ability to trust others, there would be many nations either against this action or agree to it but still keep several types of weapons and such.
Of course those with jobs in the army would be miffed due to the pride in their work, as well as loosing a job.
But, at school, I'm on a course Public Services not because I have much interest in it, but due to it allows me to gain several GCSE's which I know is selfish, but.. The point is, a friend of mine made a joke about it which played in my mind quite a bit.
[Laughing.] "Maybe this is why the world is so screwed, all the dumb people join this course." Or something along those lines anyway.
Meh.. I really hate the amount of distrust in this world, the accusations and enforcements behind small or stupid things.
I love being alive.
But.
In this world today, if I can't be happy and thankfull that I am alive.
What else can I really believe in?
Sorry, kind of rantedish but.. I'm sure I'm not the only person who sits there thinking about these things.
But, because it seems the people who do are so few in number, and everyone all have different opions about different things, it creates a lot of trouble.
Not many try and do things about it..
"You say pants I say underwear."
"The bin is full, but one more won't hurt."
"We're all gonna die anyway so what's the point."
I wander, if I should be bothered to go into annoying politics or something like that?
I don't like the world we live in that much.
I don't like being hated 'cause I look 'different' or 'ugly' or 'alone'.
I don't think I can really type what I feel, I'm just that upset by this kind of thing, which is probably why none of this really makes sence but..
I've cried the odd time while typing this.
It'd be nice, if we could change the world, even a little..
It'd be nice.
- Soul's Song:Untill The Day I Die - Story Of The Year
- Aura: sad
And other such things, blagh blagh blagh.
Basically, due to an incident that happened sometime summerish that I can barely remember now and d'unno if I posted about it but yeah..
Mean people got took in to police, I was a witness person and gave statement blah blah blah.
But, they denied stuff and shizz and I think my friend dropped the charges, I d'unno.
Anhwho, I'm supposed to be going to court tomorrow because the police are doing their job and such, blah blah blah.
Me, I really couldn't care less about the case and I don't want to go through the hassle of court.
Got home a momentish ago to find that some cops should be turning up today about it and tallking to me about something, blah blah blah.
Don't really want to, mother actually doesn't want me doing the talky bit today and Nick' thinks I should.
Figures.
Mother is ticked not because the court thing is on a day of school, but they said my school work is less important.
I've also finally decided on a course at school seen as I couldn't do A Levels, so I'm currently doing 'Public Services'.
Oh, what a great impression this whole thing is putting on to me.
Blah blah blah.
=]
EDIT
Oh and yeah, if I don't go and see them and what not, they might use force by giving me a criminal record for it. Oh fekkin happy days are here again? >/
Argh!
Though it'd do me a lot of harm in careers and such, I'd rather go for the frikkin criminal record thing, just because I didn't wanna go talk to the big help like people. ¬______¬;
Fags! =D
And, this isn't the first time I've got a bad experience out of the police and such. Dx
Basically, due to an incident that happened sometime summerish that I can barely remember now and d'unno if I posted about it but yeah..
Mean people got took in to police, I was a witness person and gave statement blah blah blah.
But, they denied stuff and shizz and I think my friend dropped the charges, I d'unno.
Anhwho, I'm supposed to be going to court tomorrow because the police are doing their job and such, blah blah blah.
Me, I really couldn't care less about the case and I don't want to go through the hassle of court.
Got home a momentish ago to find that some cops should be turning up today about it and tallking to me about something, blah blah blah.
Don't really want to, mother actually doesn't want me doing the talky bit today and Nick' thinks I should.
Figures.
Mother is ticked not because the court thing is on a day of school, but they said my school work is less important.
I've also finally decided on a course at school seen as I couldn't do A Levels, so I'm currently doing 'Public Services'.
Oh, what a great impression this whole thing is putting on to me.
Blah blah blah.
=]
EDIT
Oh and yeah, if I don't go and see them and what not, they might use force by giving me a criminal record for it. Oh fekkin happy days are here again? >/
Argh!
Though it'd do me a lot of harm in careers and such, I'd rather go for the frikkin criminal record thing, just because I didn't wanna go talk to the big help like people. ¬______¬;
Fags! =D
And, this isn't the first time I've got a bad experience out of the police and such. Dx
- Aura:
aggravated - Soul's Song:The throbbing of my head.
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