This is not easy for me to admit, but I feel that it needs to be said because I don't think I'm alone. I usually post on the good things and I post when I'm strong in faith, but there are times when my faith is weak. There are times when I'm focused more on myself and my circumstances than I should be. Lately, it's been this way. Grief is so unpredictable and different for each loss. I lost my mentor when my dad passed away in 2018, but when I lost my husband last January, I lost my best friend and the one person on earth that I could lean on. Lately, my faith has been dwindling because I've been in Limbo. I've lost my focus on the One I should have been fully relying on all along. I want that to change. I want to stop focusing on all the noise around me and start living again. I want to put my focus on where it belongs; on God. That's the only way that my life will make sense again. I'm confessing this because, for one, it's biblical and secondly, perhaps it will help someone else. No matter what it is that one faces, the focus must remain on God. The Bible tells us to "seek first the kingdom of God and all else will be added. No matter the hurt, no matter the problem, if God is still top priority, then it will all fall into place. Stay in prayer, stay in the word and know beyond a shadow of a doubt that God is going to take care of it. Remember that as soon as Peter took his eyes off Jesus when walking on the water, he began to sink. It's imperative that our focus stays on Christ. God bless😇🙌