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The Beauty In Chaos.

Chaos

I stood by the graveside as I watched a sixteen year old girl erupt in tears over the early demise of her parents. Sobbing uncontrollably, she buried her head in the embrace of a family friend, as she emptied the contents of her heart in tears, without words, probably wishing she could join them on their journey of no return. Having been where she was, and by now a little more familiar with the process of dealing with the pains of losing someone, I could totally understand what she felt. Words wouldn’t be enough to quantify the catastrophic effects it had on Her.
But I could only smile because I once knew this lady.

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For Them. 

Since life has so often been likened to a hill such that each day is just one more step towards reaching the top, and there are setbacks in this step, such as missing your footing and falling off the hill; you can choose to remain there when you fall, there being at the bottom of the hill, where many others are, because they’ve refused to try! And try again! And yet again! Some setbacks are less brutal, like brushing the skin against the rocky parts, all you have to deal with it is the pain and you can keep going….

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Letters Of My Love Song. 

I thought I knew the meaning of love,

Until I met her.

She was everything different and everything perfect.

From her eyes,

Emanated an endless ocean of beauty.

And with her every touch,  Continue reading “Letters Of My Love Song. “

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56!

The rain pelted against the roof incessantly as the cold wind swept through the entire room. It was 7 in the morning, and all I wanted was to crawl back into the calm soothing hands of sleep and drift away to Wonderland unknown, but everyone else, fully awake, would have non of that. My little sister was going through that scary ‘ladies stuff’, you know that one that happens every month (still don’t know how they survive those periods), my younger brother, well, he was just being my younger brother, so I had to forfeit my moment of sweetness to make a breakfast, even though I had wished everyone would just starve. Now all I wanted was for the rain to cease.  Continue reading “56!”

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The Journey. 

Often times I would remember how I do get lost with the feeling of having no idea, whatsoever, on what to do with my life. It was like in one minute, I had this catalog of ideas bursting through, like waves after waves, they come crashing in on my feeble mind, and in the next minute, I am left empty, stranded, staring at my mirror, wondering what exactly my life was made for. Time and time again, I would come to ask myself, “Who are you”? Continue reading “The Journey. “

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Adele.

I am a big fan of Adele; there, i said it, and i am not hiding it. Having followed her closely from the time she dropped her first album till her third (her latest, I hope it wasn’t her last), literally memorizing every song (even though i got an awful voice), and wishing one day I would get the chance to have dinner with her (one item on my bucket list), I can’t help but feel like we are both in the same ‘place’. I am going to share something with you: something that has been with me since last year: something I could totally relate with.

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My Fear!

Dilemma

“What are you afraid of”? A little boy asked me just the other day.

“Nothing”, came my reply almost immediately. I was surprised he had asked.

After taking an inquisitive look at me, to my amazement, he asked, “What do you fear”?

Like sharp needles piercing the nape of my neck, my hair stood: he had asked the right question, and the answer was one I had tried in vain to outrun.

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Rants! 

Stylish

I don’t really have much friends (to be blunt, I don’t even have any friend), and this is not because I feel like I don’t need them, but because I know I won’t be able to hold unto them for so long, maybe longer than they tolerating me.

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When There Is Nothing Left To Love.

It is not every time you get to wake up with feeling of being loved or appreciated by a person or persons, in fact, there is no rule that makes it mandatory for anyone to like or love you. Betrayed by someone you love? It is normal. Back-stabbed by some you thought was a friend? It will happen. But the question remains, what happens when there is nothing left to love?

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To Choose Or Not To Choose.

The wind blew gently and suddenly, my fears crept upon me. The day was done with its duties, the night stood ready to take over, and once again, I wished I had chance to choose to act differently.

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