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The Book of Water Moon

selkie travels through the realm of lights and shadows

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This is the third time that someone's mistaken me for a trans-woman.

I'm cis-female.

I really don't know how I should feel about this.

I know how I do feel; I just don't know how I should feel.

Coupla crappy videos ^_^
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Me performing a raqs assaya, literally "cane dance," at the June 2012 hafla on the weekend. This raqs assaya is my own choreography.

The first video is pretty crappy, I know.



This video was taken by one of my bellydance students - yep, I'm teaching now! (I'm also happy to consider her a friend ^__^ )


My muse is back and there's gonna be trouble
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Or something. Well no, not really.

Thanks to Jochan, I got an account on AO3. I intend to move most of my fic onto it, but right now I'm posting my new Sherlock (BBC) fics and the ficlets I've been writing for The New Pub.

My AO3 account is here.
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Guess who has two thumbs and superpowers? =D
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I've had my hearing tested many times during my childhood and teen years, due to problems making out what people are saying. The last time was 20 years ago. They were never able to find anything and always concluded that my hearing was actually very sharp, so I never bothered about it again. However, having determined that my issues are likely neurological, my doctor and I were concerned about that possibly masking hearing issues originating in the ears as I get older (I'm middle aged now), so we booked an appointment with an audiologist in order to establish a baseline. This proved to be fun and informative and quite startling.

I told the audiologist why I wanted the tests and she got very interested. She's tested kids before and of course, kids grow up to become adults and eventually seniors, so the idea struck her as very good and something to keep as a standard practice for spectrum adults entering middle age. But it turns out she has a bunch of tests that were developed for the spectrum that go far beyond the tests of 20 years ago. For one thing, they go outside the range of typical human hearing.

I have super-hearing.

I react to tones just slightly outside the range of typical, on the low side, and a fair bit outside on the high side. She even tested me using the tones, overtone frequencies and volumes of typical fluorescent light ballasts and those awful high-intensity metal-halide lights - it's not my imagination, I really am registering them. At the very limits of my range, I don't so much hear the tones as feel the tones, but I'm registering and reacting to them nevertheless. And the limits of my range are outside the limits of the typical human range. This explains why, although I don't hear dog whistles, I know when they're being blown. It also explains why I can hear a freon leak plain as day while everyone around me is going "huh? I don't hear anything."

She was also able to induce my "I can't make out the words" issue by playing a few tone sets while speaking (they didn't do that 20 years ago!) By measuring the reactions of my ears, she could determine that yes, my ears are functioning fine and hearing the sounds just great, it is most likely my brain is having trouble detangling the sounds and decoding them into understandable language.

I don't think you're supposed to have fun at a medical exam but nevertheless, that's what it was :3 I already get super-speed when deeply hyperfocused, now I have super-hearing as well! Woot!

...okay, guys, name and costume, name and costume

Writer's Block: Santa Claus is coming to town
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At what age did you stop believing in Santa?


Ooog. Would have been somewhere around 8 or 9 years old. I was old enough to understand physics plus see through the various flaws in the "Santa" disguises. The realization came at a really baaaaad time in my life and its effect was... not good. I realized the adults were lying to me. It made me wonder what else they were lying to me about.

As it turned out, quite a lot :-[

This is bang on
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This this this this THIS!

People don't understand why I do the things that I do and I don't understand what's so wrong about them. Now I hang out with people who do understand and I'm sooooooooooooooooooo much happier ^___^

Fic meme fill
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For Runenklinge, who requested "How the Piper Stole Christmas"

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Holiday meme
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Gacked from Joasakura

In comments, tell me about a story I’ve never written, and I’ll write a few sentences from it!
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Writer's Block: BFF
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BFF
How long have you had your best friend?

Writer's Block: BFF
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BFF
How long have you had your best friend?
How long have my best friend and I been besties?  Mmm, about thirty years now, I think.   Going to visit her next month