
Josephine Traughton is 23, after her mother died she gave up her studies in English, with a particular interest in Anglo-Saxon, at Oxford University, and was admitted to hospital. From the window sill in her room she watches the hill on the horizon; she describes college life to the sister, the essay-crises and coffee-parties, tennis and afternoons on the river; she walks to Colonel and Mrs Maybury’s house everyday and helps them catalogue their library from an attic room; it’s on her walk that she finds she can jump the wall of the hospital quite easily and land on the soft green of the ha-ha and this becomes her favourite place. Alone among the poppies she can spend hours in the safety of the hospital grounds and in the safety of her own mind.
And then Alisdair finds her in her spot and joins her, he enjoys her refreshingly original way of thinking, her unwillingness to play the game of joining in and getting ahead. And then on a walk she meets a contemporary from university who says things like ‘let’s catch up’ and ‘I’m having a party, you must come’; and suddenly she has an invitation and Alisdair encourages her to go and the summer seems possible. It’s not that anyone is actually horrible, Josephine at pains to be honest, tells us, it’s just that she doesn’t know how to play the game, what should she say when Mrs Maybury kindly invites her into the garden should the attic become too stuffy? What are the girls in the corner at the party talking about so animatedly? She can hear the rhythm of the conversation but when does she say something?
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