© 2014 Grace

My heartbreaks have led me to a depression one way or another. It has been quite a rough journey ever since the April 2013 — betrayal, jealousy, mental & emotional baggages, etc. If someone tells me to forgive and forget, honestly…I’ll tell them to shut their mouth (no offence!). Truthfully, it’s easier said than done! How can you forgive and forget when the person still lingers on your mind? How can you forgive when every time you recall the feeling of how that person treated you? How can you forget all the beautiful memories in the relationship? Again. it’s easier said than done…

It has been 3 months since my last breakup. During these 3 months, I’ve realised something while I was in the relationship — I lost myself emotionally & mentally. It sounds silly, but it’s true. I couldn’t seem to remember what makes me happy anymore. I lost faith, hope and love. Paranoia, jealousy & anxiety added on to the baggage. I blamed everyone and everything for making me feel this way. It was horrible!

Now, the feelings are bubbling under my skin again. I don’t want to suppress the feelings anymore. I want to set myself free. I NEED to set myself free. I’ve got to let go of the old in order to allow the new to come into my life!

I’m ready.

I’m finally ready to lead a new life of abundance, happiness, peace, contentment & love.

© 2014 Grace

I am free of judgments, jealousy & drama!

❤