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I don’t know what to write about these days; they have been totally uneventful except that time I went to the zoo and walked in just as the komodo dragon was walking up to the glass. It stuck its tongue out at me—reptilian-like 😏 while I took a video of it as though capturing a haughty top-class supermodel on camera. For some reason, I was surprised to notice that it has eyelids—snakes don’t have them—Not only do the dragons come armed with eyelids, they have two different eyelids on each eye, as Google revealed only moments ago—very cool—would have been useful for flights if only they had wings.
During my previous visits—I’ll catch the dragon walking away as though bored and unimpressed with the quality of visitors—“none are familiar with the concept of nourishment and bribe,” thought the dragon bitterly. All other reptiles stayed in their night pens the whole morning, possibly repulsed by the sudden increase of human traffic—or maybe that’s just how I feel *ahem*. Well done for surviving the week! The march school holidays are almost over. Peace shall be restored— when that day comes, celebrate we shall, in spite of the threat of nuclear war looming over our heads— puts things into perspective, doesn’t it?
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Is this going to be another waste-of-time post? The one good news I can provide with relative certainty is this: The agency to decide for yourselves long before the end. Hurrah! That is a silver lining encased in an opportunity to save some precious few minutes of your lives and no, cynical people, this is not sarcasm in the slightest. Put our thinking caps on and ponder in earnest, I dare say, we might heartily agree that every single minute spent alive is special in the right conditions—in itself not at all uncommon—even more so if we know what to do with it. Let’s take a min to think about what an average person in the street is willing to give up just to spend 1 minute with a deceased loved one vis à vis yourself; the possibilities are endless AND I dare say, some of what we’ll advance will shock or maybe not, costing one kidney and a liver: to unburden the conscience, to be free of regrets, to say words we never got to saying because we assumed that we’ll have more time, one last hug and so on. A kid in China sold his kidney for an ipad and an iPhone (see https://www.bbc.com/news/av/world-asia-pacific-13647438) What will he pay for the secret location of treasures privy only to a dead person?
With that in mind, how much is 1 min with a murder victim to a detective tasked with discovering the identity of a murderer or to the victims’ loved ones waiting for any indication that there is still justice left in this cruel and unfeeling world?
How much is 1 min to Adventurers looking to find lost cities of gold or to the ones caught deep in an endless cycle of poverty?
How much for one to return with answers to long-burning questions, secret recipes to save family-run businesses, keys to inventions or weapons of mass destruction?
How many people will, without a blink of an eye, decimate half the population to pave the way for the return of their most revered religious figures for just 1 min?
How many lives could have been saved had Harry Potter been able to wake Albus Dumbledore and find out how the dickity quacking duck can horcruxes be flat-out destroyed?
I’d spend one minute with my grandparents who have made me so blissfully happy—even though I only knew later as an adult how immeasurably happy I was at that time, back when there appeared to be no such things as problems, responsibilities, dangers whilst being surrounded by unconditional love just to relive pure unadulterated happiness that is free from any wants, ambitions or other adult-level worries. Would this be one reason some people would not hasten to be in blind pursuit of that expensive 1 min? That different conditions produces different results— that 1 min still comes with the baggage one has now.
For in my darkest days, I wake up wishing I could donate the rest of my life in minutes to someone who, very simply, want them but not today. Today I’m looking forward to the future and using up all those minutes I would have used feeling downcast to write this post, then doing some lower abs exercises and eat some more sun-dried figs. For you see, dear readers, for a while now, OCD has upgraded from unreasonable fear of snakes to unreasonable fear of (scaly?) tree trunks which makes it especially tough because there are more visible trees around than there are snakes but I will press on and it is to the future I will look. This too shall pass.
Speaking of the future, Patrick’s rescued puppy, Marley who without ceremony, turned up in front of the apartment at a few weeks old, has successfully travelled and acclimatised herself in Geneva. She, of a predominantly Tricolour Serbian Hound ancestry, is also a Kosovar by birth which makes her a kind of Immigrant and that tickles me. In anticipation of being a responsible dog mummy, I now have to commit to getting informed of how to care for dogs because I’ve never had one before; I’ve never walked a dog, bathed one, clip their toenails (?) cleaned their ears, fed them, had to decide if they needed winter jackets etc. I don’t know what to do with them because I’ve always been a cat slave (Could you tell? hehe). Grandma had hordes of stray cats come to her house just for free meals which continued until she couldn’t physically do so anymore, even when one of them vomited into a pot of food she slaved lovingly for us humans. Oh I digress to the topic of cats again—How easily I let myself fall into the trap.
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This morning 2 cartons of oats and quinoa milk were delivered to me in a cheerful green cooler bag making me grin like a kid getting ice-cream for breakfast—so today fine people of the world, allow me to spread the cheer by stating categorically, that we all stand an equal chance of winning litres of golden nectar, that schmancy mountain cabin, a lifetime supply of avocado on toast, sacks of granola and sun-dried figs, mitten-wearing cats and dogs, luxurious bath supplies, non-economy class flight tickets and whatever else dreams are made of—so disperse in the land and participate freely with much gusto especially, no, I take that back, only if it costs you nothing but a few mins of your time—because good things can be free—Maybe just maybe, it’s your turn to shine like the glorious stars that you are to whom there will never be any worthwhile comparison and you know it.
Please accept my sincerest wish for you readers, that in the year of the chuffing tiger, it will never be too late to enter a giveaway of your favourite things and winning them all, for we do increase our chances of winning significantly from a big zero simply by participating—odds of which are in our favour given the number of people who can’t be bothered to do so or worse, still think like I once did —not lucky enough to win anything owing to the number of things that had gone south—to this I say, if this is indeed you, surely one does not have a bearing on the other? Terrible things that happened will not stop you from being infinitely blessed from here on out—if you haven’t yet counted your good luck already—till the end of your spectacular lives.
Self-fulfilling prophecy is a thing so rife we see present even with people we know and love yet helpless to prevent it—if you don’t know anyone deeply caged by their own doom and gloom, only log onto TikTok and prepare for jaw-dropping entries and to scream within the otiose character word limit,” stop sabotaging lives—yes, LIVES, yours and an infinite number of people especially the love of your life who does not deserve to be treated that way—by letting insecurities drive you to oblivion.” There is no sound basis for the lack of self-worth as long it is never, ever forgotten that we alone are the sole-determiners of ours.
What follows is my thank you post on Instagram—I thought it’s polite to do so considering they made sure it got to me just in time for the Chinese New Year Holidays and made me really happy. The year of the Tiger is going to be great—I feel it in my meowness—and I hope the same for all of you. Huat ah!
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There is something impressive about museums preserving fragments of history as old as their number, recounting dark tales of caution or serving sunny day inspirations minus the chaos of boisterous people—thankfully—because there’s more than enough energy in display within the introvert’s playground—Immense and quiet spaces with artwork on high ceilings that mirrors the capacity of liberation and expansion within our mind’s eye, if only we allow ourselves to listen to our thoughts stimulated by labyrinth of images, forms, structure, materials and so on.
That a ‘D’ art student— I’m talking about me—can still appreciate art should mean that it does not require any sort of recognisable talent and counts largely as a matter of taste and opinion; Perhaps many would disagree with this sentiment but there is no stopping a whirling time of good fun to which we keep returning—a playground indeed. Arguably, a subject is admired (or not) in accordance with the nature of our idiosyncratic selves and with that assuring thought, some of us resign ourselves—without complaint—to that of mere onlookers skilled with the basic art of simplification— as with reality— theorising until easily digestible by the mortal human’s bounded cognitive ability even if pale by comparison with the original. Heuristics —a temporary mental shortcut— is like the instrumentalisation of experiences to elucidate new ones which are then categorised into one of the many internal shelves within the head space—like lazy thinking that if not carefully restrained and properly filtered, can turn into dangerous stereotypes feeding searing prejudice; still, their usefulness should not be understated: efficient use of time and mental processes to make decisions or judgements quickly and answering questions like ,”what the actual fuck is this?”
This exhibit over at MACBA, entitled ‘chaque stencil une révolution’ (see https://www.macba.cat/en/art-artists/artists/echakhch-latifa/chaque-stencil-une-revolutionn) is memorable to me because of the contradistinction of simplicity conveying many fantastical and successive meanings. Walls were lined with identically-cut carbon paper from floor to ceiling, differentiated only by colour bleeding achieved by the unmethodical use of a dissolving agent. The result: a trickling down effect— pooling in some areas and leaving others untouched—and gorgeous hues of blue as profoundly imperceptible as the midnight sky or a luminous azure one at noon; The colours, however, were not the point at least, not as important as the process of achieving it and the meaning behind it.
The mental shortcuts used in making sense of this work were akin to the bridging of experiences—read, heard, watched, learnt about etc— in the form of facts, principles or assumptions. Carbon paper was used in the 60s to carry and transmit powerful messages from where the storm of protest or revolution is seeded; thus, whilst smack in the middle of the artwork, awed by size, creativity and what not, I was reminded by how alike and different humans are, if seen in light of mass movement participation—purposeful—just like the individual pieces of paper glued to the wall—regardless of whether it was the Artist’s intention or not. Spreading awareness of an issue is but one important step whilst the “trickling down effect” of the colour bleed appeared like the significant effects of passing the message along: by speaking of it, debating, writing, convincing others of the same with different intensity and success rates and at the same time, be reminded of how easy it is for any message to get lost, bungled up or erased.
This task of adding members to the band is made easier through the use of social media as every issue is given the brightest spotlight and a microphone, recruiting scores of roadies and fans to the cause whose strength in numbers are previously unseen coming from far and wide. Solidarity with opinions nurtures confidence, validate feelings, solidifies beliefs and emboldening us into action as the risk to us personally is dispersed thus minimised—participation need not guarantee anything concrete before we are spurred into action, no matter how small, as long as we remember the overall picture and the intricate web that it is or simply enjoy the fun.
what it does not say is as important as what it does say —According to the law of closure, we perceive a circle even if parts of it are missing by doing some kind of patchwork in our minds and filling it with things we already know—that in itself is not problematic as long as we remember that the fillers and the overall picture it forms inside our heads, do not necessarily represent truth because by treating each and every wholly independent subject as though they are connected, we are adopting and applying fiction.
Visual metaphors, more so when unaccompanied by annotation, can spur many interpretations branching off from one single trunk, blooming banality into the extraordinary, setting loose parallelism via association or analogy, shaping allegories or simply shining a light on zeitgeist or everything else beneath the stars, in a way that using only words cannot. There is something extremely powerful about this work —it keeps the wheels turning and with each turn the end result is clearer-like a moving picture; I suppose the more I make of it, the more valuable it becomes like sentimental value.

