Something tells me I should of never kissed you...now I screwed everything up.... :/
I told you I'm not ready for love, and you tell me it's too late since you already are in too deep.
How do I get out of this...please don't get attached...please don't hurt me...your anger frightens me...

Your mystery never fails to entice me

Each and every day I am drawn to you more...and more

It seems to me that you are the only one who sees the somber in my eyes

And the only one that can understand me, while everyone else finds me inexplicable

The way you glance at me from afar, the way you speak to me lures me

You tell me that you yearn for my skin, and that my scent drives you insane

The darkness of your hair, the darkness of your clothes makes it difficult for me to analyze you

Why won't you open up? should i trust you?

Why do I feel such a powerful connection, when you seem to know so much about me, but on the other

hand I barely know you? I may have just met you, but maybe there can be something between us...

I detest feeling invisible.

I haven't been outside for weeks.

I have nothing better to do.

I have been alienating all my friends.

I just want to go away...far away on vacation.

Why is life so complicated?



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Wishing you were somehow here again...

So I created a new account, I wanted to delete my other one for good but somehow I missed it. Sadly I have nothing to do today, I have nothing to do at home- because it's difficult for me to find a job, and I'm taking a year off of college...I wasn't ready to go back this fall  =(  I hope I find a job next week, it's time for me to go job hunting once more and fill out applications.