urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:hearn0evil hearn0evil hearn0evil 2011-04-08T01:24:03Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:hearn0evil:1797 2011-04-08T01:23:09Z 2011-04-08T01:24:03Z Something tells me I should of never kissed you...now I screwed everything up.... :/ <br />I told you I'm not ready for love, and you tell me it's too late since you already are in too deep. <br />How do I get out of this...please don't get attached...please don't hurt me...your anger frightens me... urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:hearn0evil:1562 2011-03-18T04:31:06Z 2011-03-18T04:34:03Z Your mystery never fails to entice me <br /><br />Each and every day I am drawn to you more...and more <br /><br />It seems to me that you are the only one who sees the somber in my eyes <br /><br />And the only one that can understand me, while everyone else finds me inexplicable <br /><br />The way you glance at me from afar, the way you speak to me lures me <br /><br />You tell me that you yearn for my skin, and that my scent drives you insane <br /><br />The darkness of your hair, the darkness of your clothes makes it difficult for me to analyze you <br /><br />Why won't you open up? should i trust you? <br /><br />Why do I feel such a powerful connection, when you seem to know so much about me, but on the other <br /><br />hand I barely know you? I may have just met you, but maybe there can be something between us... urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:hearn0evil:949 2008-11-22T06:08:11Z 2010-04-24T20:33:00Z I detest feeling invisible. <br /><br />I haven't been outside for weeks. <br /><br />I have nothing better to do. <br /><br />I have been alienating all my friends. <br /><br />I just want to go away...far away on vacation. <br /><br />Why is life so complicated? <br /><br /><br /><br />=(<br /><br /><br />Wishing you were somehow here again... urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:hearn0evil:545 2008-10-09T18:02:28Z 2008-10-09T18:02:28Z So I created a new account, I wanted to delete my other one for good but somehow I missed it. Sadly I have nothing to do today, I have nothing to do at home-&nbsp;because it's difficult for me to find a job, and I'm taking a year off of college...I wasn't ready to go back this fall&nbsp; =(&nbsp; I hope I find a job next week, it's time for me to go job hunting once more and fill out applications.