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December 31st, 2012 (01:15 pm) reminisce

UPDATED: Jan 2nd, 2009

Welcome to my journal.

I'm 32. I'm married. I'm a computer geek by night, and a mentally fucked up individual by day. I post erratically, I don't always have much to say, and I virtually never keep up with LiveJournal like I should. You're absolutely welcome to join the folks that - for whatever reason - seem to think I'm worth reading. Beyond that, there isn't much to say.

I used to have a much longer intro here. I've pared it down, somewhat, and hidden it behind an lj-cut. You're more than welcome to click and read... it's still somewhat germane. As I become - hopefully - more sane, and am able to spend more time outside the shell I've created around myself and my life, then it will make even more sense.

If you want someone who makes sense, is living a 'normal' life, and will be your regularly commenting friend, then I will disappoint almost immediately. Sorry. That's just how it is, right now. I wish I knew why.

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Re-organizing my online life...

September 2nd, 2011 (06:41 pm) reminisce
at:: Home

TLDR: too much social media, going to try to make it easier to deal with, please add/friend me on all the sites you're a member of. If you need my real name, username on a specific site, etc, please msg me or email me.

There are too many social platforms out there. Facebook, twitter, Google+, email, IM, LJ, and so on... I'm tired of trying to keep track of everything. So, I'm going to be installing Rockmelt, yoono, and a couple of other little things in order to get my online life back into some sort of cohesive... thing. THEN, I'm going to work on getting caught back up (say, two to three months) on people's lives, ON THE SITES WHERE I CAN DO THAT (i.e. LJ).

However, this will be MUCH, MUCH EASIER if I can cross-link everyone's accounts together on different services. If I can read, Amber's LJ, FB, and Twitter in the same stream, and interact/reply with all, it's easier to manage. SO, PLEASE ADD ME ON ALL OF YOUR SOCIAL NETWORKS, IF YOU NEED INVITES, I CAN PROBABLY FIND THEM... that's if you want, of course. It's just easier if we can all keep up on everything.

I'm finally getting this whole bipolar thing under treatment (again), so I might actually become sociable, again, etc... or at the VERY least, I'll at least start showing back up online again. I mostly update FB, Twitter, I'm going to start using google+ now that I have an account, and I blog over at http://mochahochabeachside.com.

I guess I should have started this out with, do you guys even remember, or care about me anymore? heh. it's been so long, that a lot of you probably don't. Ah well. If any of you still do, well, this is me, pretty much trying to reconnect. I'm not making any promises, but I'm trying.

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Light speed without light speed...

July 4th, 2011 (04:39 am) reminisce

In my previous post, where I was collecting data to remember) I noted a bit about light-speed while still being sub-light-speed...

I read a nice premise/treatise on this several years ago (before I met rowenablue is all I remember, so before January 2005... I may have still been with Miss Indiana at the time. I may have mentioned it in my journal, but all of the LJ backup tools fail when backing up my LJ and LJ support fails miserably when trying to find the problem in my journal, and the LJ admins say it's the lj backup tools faults (multiple tools, multiple faults), even though I've tried multiple tools and have received the same error. Basically there's a character encoding issue somewhere in my LJ, and the stupid backup programs will error. However, rather than just running the SQL necessary to change the character encoding on my all of the subject lines where USER=fyre and all of the body where USER=fyre and any other freeform line (music and mood), they say screw it. Honestly, I know you'll probably have to ask me not to touch my LJ for 24 hours or so while the SQL runs and DB changes propagate. *snort* Like that's going to be a problem. With 1 working computer that barely runs in the house right now, no problem. Since Joni was using it, I'm having to use a LiveCD on the laptop that's got yet another failed hard drive (I suspect it's the motherboard's IDE0 channel... 2nd time a MB has had this issue on this laptop). But no, they'd rather say fuckit and not do something that - in theory - should be rather simple.

Noooow.....
Onto the whole premise of this thing....
Basically the premise was that one could build a ship where the "crew" was a silicon or silica-based computer system (or possibly some other form of computer system for longer duration) designed to work in higher-level radiation and colder environments and designed for virtually unlimited life with power cells that charged in varied ways. The ship would be launched and the launch vehicle would drop off. The ship would rendezvous with a high-velocity long-duration vehicle that would already be pointed in the right direction. Using a long burn, the vehicle would get the ship (which is quite small) up to as close to light speed as it could manage (the premise called it "near-light speed"... I'll call it "as close as the technology could manage") over a period of a few years. The push vehicle would drop off, and the ship would continue on, deploying its power needs, and a very large antenna or three. After a check in, and update about what all data its collected, it would shut down except for a very small navigation system that would do little more than recognize the possibility of imminent (which could potentially means within a few million miles) collision and wake up the other systems. Then, every n cycles (or every x days, months, or years) the system would wake up, and report on its location and the data it's receiving.

Other options would be to keep low-resource, standby/power-bypass systems in place to gather data, or to have low-resource systems that powered up more often than the main systems to gather and store data, and then the main systems powered up to do whatever to the data and send it back.

Hopefully we'll have found a much better way or transmitting data by then. That was the only caveat, because technically, we could most likely do all of the above with today's technology. Although the burn to near-light speed would take probably a decade or more, and it would take us a very very long time to get data to and from the unit. Doing it now would be receive-only. Doing it in the future would depend on the communications technology of the time.

It was a very, very interesting premise. The entire thing stemmed from a premise - I _think_ - about time travel. We covered the basics of time travel in a paragraph or so, and then got into light speed and near-light speed as a means of time travel. After that, suspended animation as as means of time travel. Next, machine suspended animation at sub-E velocities. Obviously, the combination of machine-based suspended animation and near-E velocities would be a logical next step.

The NEXT step was interesting though. AI-based (computer, not human-like) suspened animation at sub-E and near-E velocities. Fortunately since most of the ground work had been laid previously, one we had gotten to talking about the suspended animation bit, we were able to concentrate on how that would affect things rather than how near-E time travel works. However, the differences between sub-E and near-E travel on suspended animation (whether human, machine, or AI) are interesting in the treatise. I was quite interested in the AI-based sub-E travel premise. The near-E wasn't bad either, but the sub-E was very interesting. Especially when I found an essay by another author expanding on it by using the premise that the AI had instructions to piece together the data it gathered during each "wake" cycle into a cogent, understandable stream. i.e. make it seem like this was the normal lifespan trip, as if it had been looking out the window idly the entire time, so to speak. The orig. author touched on this, but I don't recall if (s)he elaborated or not.

So... that's the gist. I really wish I could find that treatise again. It was mind opening. Something to read again and then expand my mind over.

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Stuff to remember

July 4th, 2011 (04:09 am) reminisce

This is just some stuff I want to look up or remember.

PostCypherpunk
Neal Stephenson: The Diamond Age: Or, A Young Lady's Illustrated Primer
Bruce Sterling: Holy Fire
Rewired: The Post-Cyberpunk Anthology


Cory Doctorow: Little Brother
Neal Stephenson: Anathem
http://www.randomstatic.net/newtonssleep.php (Newtons Sleep free ebook)
http://www.baen.com/library/default.asp (Baen Free Library, free ebooks)
http://www.antipope.org/charlie/blog-static/fiction/accelerando/accelerando-intro.html (Accelerando, free ebook, looks interesting, perhaps contains some of the "faster than light" sub-light-speed machine-consciousness travel premise I had read once several years ago, yet lost and have never found again (much to my chagrin. see next post.)
http://gutenberg.net.au/ebooks06/0601101h.html (Last and First Men (orig pub 1930))
http://gutenberg.net.au/ebooks06/0601841.txt (Star Maker (Orig Pub 1937))
http://www.cryptonomicon.com/beginning.html (Neal Stephenson: In The Beginning Was The Command Line (Essay, Downloadable, Free))
Bruce Sterling: The Zenith Angle

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Need to renew a domain, but I need your help for it.

September 30th, 2010 (12:14 pm) reminisce
at:: United States, Texas, Houston

I am flat broke, and I have five days to renew my domain, ericscalf.com. For those that don't know, that's my real name domain, and I've had it for several years. I've got to come up with at least $10 or thereabouts in order to keep it for another year. Unfortunately, I don't have that. I have enough to go to the doctor today (which takes precedence), and that's it. So, therefore, I be screwed.

If anyone out there can spare $10, I would greatly appreciate it. You can donate via paypal by using the donate button on my profile. As always, donations to me result in donations (once I can afford it) from me to CAPs. For each $10, I'll donate a dollar.

In closing, please help. If I don't renew the domain on time, it will cost me nearly $100 to purchase it back from godaddy once it expires, and I don't want to spend that money, and I will NOT give up this domain. I've had it far too long for that. It means a lot to me (it's just, right now, my health means more, or I wouldn't be going to the doctor).

Thank you.

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Icon request

August 24th, 2010 (03:01 am) reminisce
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at:: home

Can one of you awesome icon makers out there make me a GLBT themed "Grammar Fairy" icon?  Or just a really queer/gay looking one? :P
My icons currently limited, so I don't have any of my lgbt ones available until I'm able to re-up my account sometime in mumble-ember/uary, but I'll gladly replace one of my current ones for that. :) Full credit, as always, given gladly.

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$2.50 more to CAPs

August 23rd, 2010 (12:22 pm) reminisce
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at:: home
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Thanks to Kayla, another $2.50 is going to CAPs (the first donation came from Cathleen).  I'm not giving LJ usernames for a reason. Keeps people from being bugged if someone else gets in a spot.
For more information on why I'm donating to CAPs, and why I need money, please see this entry.  To simply donate, click here.  Remember, if you donate $35, $5 goes to CAPs, it's on a scale.

Thanks!

In other news, we found a moving company to help us move.  My wife's father is paying for this.  That's why he can't help us with anything else.  Basically, we get the move paid for.  We're on our own for day-to-day living, and we're strapped.  We're under a $1,000 a month rent right now until we move, and I lost my job in June, and have been denied unemployment (am currently appealing), so we're living with only Joni's disability income which is less than $1,400 a month.  Needless to say, ouch.  We're moving to a place where we will be able to live within that income... it's just, right now, we're out of money, and Joni gets no check until the 7th of next month.  So for a couple weeks... we're screwed without whatever help we can drum up.  That's why we're asking that you please donate. We so really appreciate it.

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First Donation Received

August 22nd, 2010 (09:59 pm) reminisce
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at:: home

We received our first donation today of $30.  Since that's between the $35 and $25 marks, then $4 will be donated to CAPs.

I've spoken with both sides of the family who could hopefully help us out (Wife's and my father's), but neither are able to send us any money, or anything like that at this time.  In short, we're really in a big bind right now.  We are really getting down to the wire and have no clue how we're going to eat for the next three weeks, let alone pay for some prescriptions that are necessary (like blood pressure medication for both my wife and myself, thyroid medication, bipolar meds, etc).  I'm asking you to donate any amount you feel able to do so.  If all you are able to donate is a dollar, then please donate a dollar.  If you can donate $5, please do.  If 50 people donate a buck, that's three to five prescriptions, and a week and a half to two week's worth of groceries.  Please, anything you can donate, we practically beg that you do.  As always, as an incentive, we donate money to CAPs Houston based on a scale of what you donate:
$35 = $5
$30 = $4
$25 = $3
$20 = $2.50
$15 = $2
$10 = 1

Please help.
Thank you.
You can donate by clicking the donate button on my profile page.

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